AH, finally I can get in. Stupid Blogger refuse to sign me in just now. Tsk.

Yes, yes. The long weekend is funally here. I'm loving it. :D Cos a break from school is wonderful.

I'm a happy girl today! Cos I bought lotsa accessories! :DDD I love my mum so much! She gave me $50 to buy whatever I want. Well, thanks to the Progress Package lah. And her colleague is so cool, she gave me $50 too, cos my mum told her that I wanna get a school bag. Talk about being rich. HAHA.

So yes, GERALDINE IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!

Although I went to the hospital to visit my aunt. I HATE HOSPITALS. Especially TTSH. It's just so.... ARGH. TTSH is......... wretched. WRETCHED.

Yah, I can't really think of what to blog. My show's starting. Till the next time! (:

Did I mention how much I love rainy days?
Just walking slowly in the rain and not caring about the rest of the world.
Feeling the coolness of each rain drop splattering down your skin.

Yes, I love walking in the rain. (:

It's therapeutic, really.

YES YES YES!!! This week's finally OVER.........

I screwed up both Combined Humans and Chinese BADLY. Especially Chinese!! CRAP. It's so fucking difficult lah! LOL. Well, I'm freaking glad it's OVER! (:

Next next week is my doom though. Maths and Science. How will I survive.... AHHH.

I'm bored. I can't seem to think of something to blog............

I have lots of things on my mind. And I can't seem to get them away. Don't you all just envy those hot and rich girls? Cos I do. Damn, just why is it that some people can just be so fucking fortunate. =\ It's just so unfair.

I'm feeling fucking broke. I haven't gone shopping in the longest time. ): Sigh.

Why are twits always attached? I mean, do they even attract guys? I WONDER WHY. Guys, please enlighten me? Do you all get turned on by all the "ii lubb euu" typing? Gosh, if that's true, it's horrible. Can you imagine the day when all of us normal, anti-twits girls have to start acting twit-ty just for the sake of mankind? BAD. BAD.

Oh ya, I'm sure all of you have read this. I find it rather interesting. It sure takes up a lot of guts to admit that one is homosexual. And I do applaud them for their courage. Though it means that there are two less average-looking guys in the society. Tsk. I don't like those people who spam their tagboard and judge them just because they're gay. I mean, it's their problem right? People are like that, why do you have to care? You don't like it, then don't bother reading their blog in the first place! Humans are really ridiculous at times.

I wanna go SAJC. No, I wanna go NP Mass Comm. No, SAJC. No, NP Mass Comm. SAJC. Mass Comm. SAJC. Mass Comm. SAJC. Mass Comm. SA- Oh shut up. I'm off. Don't wanna decide already.

Start of Common Tests

ENGLISH today!

It was pretty alright actually. Paper 2 was quite okay. In fact, it was easier than I'd expected cos there were practically no "use your own words" questions! Hahahha.. Great. Paper 1. I think I screwed my compo pretty much. Cos I spent too much time thinking. LOL. Hope it'll be fine.

Chinese tomorrow! And Geog. Gosh, I haven't really studied. Will start after I take my nap later.

Went to United Square with my girls (- Ziya) today. Ate pizza hut and I'm sorta broke now. Ahhh. That place brings back so much memories.. Good. And bad. Those primary school days as well as the Sec 1/2 days. So fun.

I think my asthma's coming back. I couldn't really breathe this morning and I was kinda worried that I couldn't hang on throughout the whole paper. Thank goodness it became better. Damn, I thought my asthma was gone. I mean, I haven't had an attack since 18092373 years ago. Why now. It sucks really. To be out of breath the whole day. Like you just can't get in enough oxygen that your body wants. =\ I had to refrain myself from coughing today cos during the paper, the whole hall was so quiet lah. -.- So uncomfortable. Tsk. Sigh. Maybe I should see a doctor soon.

Sometimes we say things that we don't mean. Sometimes we do things that we don't realise. I guess we'll just have to give and take. And just remember the fact that no one is perfect. Harping on one's flaws will just make things worse. We'll make it through this superficiality.

I can't wait for common tests and Prelims and O's to be over. I CAN'T WAIT. There're just too many things I wanna do. Like create my new blogskin, go tanning at Sentosa, go towning, go blading, play mahjong.... Screw O's. And exams. I swear I'll get back my life after this whole education shit. Oh yes, I wanna learn how to drum. Cos right now I am going through this crazy phase of "I-want-to-start-a-girl-band". I think I've watched too much Superband. Oh yes, I like quite a lot of bands. But LUCIFY's cool. (:

I should go now. I miss my bed. Oh damn, the connection's off. Weather forecast, here I go.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THE REST OF THE PAPERS!!! (:

My oh my. I just found out that the word coup itself can mean "fuck". Yay.

Now am I a bloody vulgar blogger with an equally vulgar URL or what. Tsk.

Nevertheless, I still love the phrase coup fatal. Kiss of death. Hahaha.

Alright. I'm really gone now. Just uploading new songs to my almost dead MP3.


LOVES!

Complains

AH, I HATE MY FREAKING INTERNET CONNECTION. BROADBAND MY FOOT! Damn, so pissing. Yes, I'm still here. I haven't touched my homework either. Screw it. I'm so dead huh. Yes, like I was saying, my internet connection is so bloody irritating. It keeps disconnecting me. And when I'm connecting, it seems easier to connect if someone is using the phone. And so, each time I connect, I call the weather forecast because it's the only line where you don't have to speak to anyone. And I've been dialling that number a gazillion times!! Only to get connected AND disconnected again and again. Screw Singnet Broadband. AHHHHHHHHH.

Please enter 1 for the local weather forecast, 2 for haze information, 3 for.....
Weather for the following three hours: Partly cloudy.

SCREW IT! I CAN EVEN MEMORISE THE OPERATOR BY NOW. AHHHHHHHHH!

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There, done. Vented my anger. Hahaha.. Anyway, if you all notice, I've done up my archives! And I chose this oh-so-twit-y layout for my 1st 2 blogs. It's hilarious! Laughed my ass of while reading a little of those posts. :D

Yup, I really gotta go now. Mum and sis's gonna come back anytime real soon. Toodles! Will be back if I can. Doubt it, COMMON TESTS ARE HERE!!!

The second.

I'm back. Finally, yes. Have been so sick the past few days. Headache, headache and more headache. Couldn't bear the pain-I had to take sick form home on Friday. My first time. ): And because of the bloody headache I lost $60 on mahjong yesterday. $%&(@! Nah, not really, I was just really down on my luck. I was the only one who lost. GRRR. Oh well, I'm fine for now, not totally. I'm just bloody glad that my headache's gone. Lots of phlegm though. Bah.

I HATE BEING SICK.

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Yes, let's just put all the unhappiness to an end, can we? I'm really glad that things are finally looking up. Really. I don't really know what else to say, I'm just really glad that you've stop holding that grudge. I'm still sorry though, about what happened. Trust me, I really didn't mean for it to happen. But it's all over to me. All over. It has been over since months ago. I really wanna let bygones be bygones. It's so much easier having a friend than an enemy. Perhaps things will never be the same as before, but at least it'll be better, much better, I hope? It's like a burden off my shoulders, I'm really, really relieved. Thanks. (:

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Oh my God. Common test is like in a few days' time? And I'm still here!! I'm still blogging! Using the Net! Not studying! I've got tons of homework undone. TONS!! Social Studies, Geography, I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED!! Somebody save me!!!!!

What have I been doing since I got up this morning? I finished two books, STORYBOOKS. Gosh. And I watched the charity show which I missed, that little boy playing the piano is absolutely adorable!!! :DDD Uh, yes, which brings back the fact that despite having all the time in the world, I didn't even bother to touch my homework or revising for my common tests, on contrary, I'M SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COM AND BLOGGING MY ASS OFF!

Ahh, shit. I think I should stop now already. Yes, I'm gonna start on my homework, and no, I will not watch THE BOURNE IDENTITY which is on my TV now!!

Toodles! :D

A New Start

New layout, new URL! (: It's the God-knows-how-many times I've changed already! Lol. I like my url. It means "kiss of death" in French. (: Spent the whole afternoon getting this ready. Heh.

Anyway, I didn't go school today. ): I had a bloody headache yesterday night, I couldn't even study for A. Maths. I woke up this morning with a terrible sore throat. Then I had flu for a while. Then it was ok, then I had flu again.... It's like an ongoing cycle. So irritating. Headaches on and off too. Bah. Just hate being sick.

I didn't go school. Which means I missed PE. Which means I missed the A. Maths test. Which means I missed band. Sigh.....................

Can this day get any worse? I'm tired. Shall stop here.

I MISS EVERYONE IN SCHOOL!

I'M SICK OF SCHOOL. Period.

Common test starts next Wed. HOW? I don't wish to study anymore...................... AHHHHH. I'm having the Tuesday Blues.

Nothing much to blog about. My sister is mad already. She keeps telling me about how hungry she is. And she keeps whining. And just now she told Muffin,

"Muffin, why you so sulky... Sulky.. Sausage.. YUM."

MADNESS! INSANITY! AHHHHH!

[Muffin just came back from grooming so she's extremely pissed off. LOL.]

Hahaha. (:


Ron's joke:

Why did the jelly wobble?
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Because it saw the milkshake.


Geddit? OMG. I almost died.


Bwahahahahahhahaahha.




is this for real? (:

I'm thinking of a new url. And a new layout. Yes, AGAIN.

Just kinda sick and tired of this.

Oh, that fucking asshole is such a joke. Have you even heard of someone as loser as him? Tsk. Just because he can never get her back, he makes so much fucking noise. JOKE.

Who's to blame?

I'm back after a looooong time! (: The long weekend has been hell loads of fun! Hahaha.. Can I not go to school tomorrow.......?

Anyway, it's my mummy's birthday today! Man, I love her to bits. Really. I think that without her, I wouldn't be who I am today. [I wouldn't even be here in the first place! LOL.] The only person who can tolerate my tantrums, my nonsense, my rudeness and still be worried about me when I'm out late despite getting out of hand or being rebellious. The only person who is willing to smack my biggest fear, the cockroach, despite being scared of it as well. The only person who tries her best to satisfy my materialistic needs despite us not being well-to-do. The only person who place a hell load of trust in me. The greatest mother anyone can have. I LOVE YOU MUMMY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Yup. I had so much fun these three days lah! Lol. On Thursday, I played mahjong till six Friday morning with my sister and her friends! Lol. I feel so tai tai now, playing mahjong every week! Heh. But seriously, all of you guys should go and learn how to play mahjong. It's so fun! I slept till like 4 plus in the afternoon. Lol. Supposed to go town with Mel but I couldn't get up on time. Then at like 8pm, my crazy sister suddenly said that she feel like going to KTV so we got ready for dinner and went for KTV at Teo Heng. It was like so sudden! Oh, I saw that primary school crush AGAIN! He was having dinner with this group of ah beng friends! LOL. So bloody coincidental! KTV with my sis and mum was fun! I mean, actually it was just my sis and I singing, but I still had so much fun! Two hours was kinda short though.

On Saturday, I went to my grandaunt's house and played mahjong again! Hahaha.. Die, really becoming very aunty leh. Lol. Then I went out for lunch at Bugis today to celebrate my mum's birthday.. Went to V8 Movies cafe. I sort of lost my cool though, cos I couldn't stand staying in the cafe even though we finished our meal. My mum and sis wanted to finish watching the movie that they were screening. So I just left the cafe and walked around. Alone. Was kinda pissed lah. Then I went to Kinokuniya and read some Da Vinci Code-related book. Haha.. After which, we left Bugis and went to Newton to meet my other relatives and had suck a scrumptious dinner! Like oh my god, today was so sinful lah. Eat so much. Tsk.

Yah, these three days was just fun, fun and more fun!

I was just thinking... That no one would ever understand something unless one has been through it right? Like me. I used to judge a person so fucking much.. But when it happened to me, I realised that there was actually no way out. And that no one ever wanted it to happen. Somewhat the same, but still... No one will ever get it. Sigh. I don't know what I'm yakking about but yeah, I think I rest my case. I won't care anymore.

Why do people still fall in love despite all the hurt love causes?

I don't get it.


again?

Muffin's having a fever. Sis brought her to the vet today.. My poor baby. ):

Hahahaha. Look at those imposters in my tag. I feel like laughing out loud. I mean, how stupid can they get? Like whatever. LOSERS. Lol. If my intuition is right, boy, those people are stooping real low. I mean, they really can't sink any lower. Well, poor people with no lives. I don't mind you all tagging like that often. At least you'll have something to do yah? I'll be nice. (:

Finally, holy week is over. (: No school tomorrow!! :D

BGRs are redundant, ain't? They only give you so much problems. They bring you hurt, cause you pain, make you lose faith in love, make you lose trust, ruin friendships, cause depression, make you feel inferior, paranoid.... etc. Like fuck. It'll take a long time before I'll learn to trust again.

Ciao! Gonna play mahjong later! (:


first to the last.

Oh yes,

I'M FUCKING FAT TODAY!!! Like fuck it. I think I gained a ton! Fuck fuck fuck fuck!

I ate so fucking much, I think I scared myself! AHHHHHHH! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I won't eat tomorrow. NOT AT ALL.

FUCKKKKKKKKKK.


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I hate that bloated feeling, it makes me think I'm a hundred kilos. ):

Back again, yes. School's boring like hell.

Holy week this week. And I'm sorry to say that I'm bloody sick of it. Once a week is enough seriously. Argh.

Hmmmm. I can't think of what I wanna blog about suddenly. I thought I had so many things to say, but suddenly I can't remember at all. Bah. Severe short-term memory.

Oh yes, I SAW THAT CUTE CRUSH OF MINE YESTERDAY! Like oh my god. Haha.. I was just saying that I wanna see him and the next thing I know, he boarded the bus! LOL. :D

I have a confession to make. I read my previous blogs and......

OMFG! I WAS SUCH A TWIT BEFORE!!!!!
[hyperventilates and die.]


Haha.. I can't believe myself man. Maybe one day, I'll do up my archives and link my past blogs. You guys can go laugh at how twit-y I sound last time! Heh. I laughed my ass off man. Thank goodness I changed to a ANTI-TWIT. :D And I realised that I've been blogging since Sec One. (: That's a long time.

Oh, speaking of twits, JAS'THM took neoprints today!!! LOL. So fucking hilarious, but it was a total disaster cos the machine was so fast. But I had so much fun! Haha.. But really sad that our TWITS picture was not chosen cos there wasn't time to choose! ARGH. Damn.

I wanna go tanning soon! Sentosa on Fri or Sat anyone?


that's so very long ago..

Bendemeer's Arts Night.

I met up with Mel, Jacklyn, Hui Min, Adriel, Brent, Eiji, Leonard and Kuo Jinn yesterday! We went for Bendemeer's Arts Night at ACS Barker. Had 10 tickets but only 9 persons. ): We were thinking so hard for someone to call along but in the end we couldn't find anyone. Lol.


Oh ya, this was taken at the MRT station. We were trying to do the off-beat clap throughout the day. Lol!

We reached ACS Barker at like six fifty? Lol. Saw my primary school friends. A LOT. And oh, Mei Yuan went too! Haha.. Was so surprised that an ah beng like him would bother to go.. Saw Shafiq! :D Met up with Mei Yuan and Leonard(his friend).

Anyway, Bendemeer is like filled with ah bengs and mats! Like OMG!! Really so many of them.. All around! It's an eye-opening experience for people in our school, really. Cos in our school, it's only the minority who are like that. LOL!

The whole programme started with a speech.. Really boring. Then there was a talent quest where students performed-singing solo, group and dancing. The dances were good, well, some of them. Haha.. Then band performed! They performed 2 songs only! Kinda really little. =\ Well, I saw my cousin though. Then dance performed and choir. Then it ended.

After everything, we went for supper! Went with all of them plus Mei Yuan and his friends. Kinda weird but we managed to anyway. Lol. I think it's the only time when they heard me speaking so much Chinese. LOL. Yup. Anyway, I SAW VICTOR!! ((: We ate at Newton Circus then all of them had to leave first so I stayed behind and waited for Mei Yuan. Took 124 back with him and his friend, not quite sure what his friend's name was though. Haha.. They send me home, for like the first time in six years? Haha..

That ah beng. Lol.

Anyway, after going to the performance yesterday, I realised that.......

Bendemeer has a lot of cute guys despite them being Ah Bengs. (but that to me is a plus side! LOL.)

Either that or our school is just plainly pathetic which is quite true. I mean, there isn't even one guy in my level who's worth looking. All the cute guys in our school is younger!! Tsk.

Yes, that's about it. Had loads of fun! (: I'm sorry people if you guys felt that I ps-ed you all yesterday! I didn't mean to! Really! Hahhaa.. ((:

i will not.

Muffin's sick. I'm like damn worried. Poor girl. Sigh. Sis is gonna bring her to the vet if she doesn't get well by tomorrow. Like something stuck in her throat. Well, at least she's better than when I got home. So sick she just slept the whole time. ): My poor baby. Heart pain ah, see her like that. Sigh.



I WENT TO WATCH "I'LL CALL YOU" WITH JACKLYN TODAY. THAT SHOW'S SO FUCKING NICE COS ALEX FONG IS SO FUCKING CUTE. I ALMOST FAINTED I SWEAR! ULTRA CUTIE!!!! :DDD

At first we were the only ones in the cinema. So fucking cool. Haha! Then this couple came in. -.- I guess they must hate us very much cos without us, they'll probably be like making out throughout the whole movie or something. Hahaha.. Jacklyn and I sat like nobody's business. Put our legs on the chairs in front. Haahaha! Anyway, it's a really hilarious and somewhat heart-breaking movie but the ending is one of those you'll have to decipher yourself. I LOVE ALEX FONG!

I've been thinking about things. And I've came to a conclusion that some people are just so fucking insensitive. Either that or they're just fucking mean. And it seriously gets on my nerves. Like fuck you, no one is perfect. I hate those fucking idiots who think that they're so fucking pretty and just because of that, they can so fucking put people down. Fucking dickheads. Go to hell.

Oh yes, OUT WITH THE BAND-ERS & FRIENDS TOMORROW!! Going for Bendemeer Sec's Arts Night. Hope it'll be good, and I hope to see my primary school friends there!! Can't wait! :D Gonna have loads of fun. (:

Yup! (: Goodnight people!


dead end.

Oh, I realised that I've changed my layout AGAIN, yes. Feeling kinda down lately which explains the dull colour.






Whatever. I've nothing to say. There's nothing I can do. It's not me. Now I know. There's no point.

It's time to forget every shit. Even if I don't want to. Even if I want to make things better. But for fuck? I ask. Nothing will change. Be nice or nasty, I'm still the fucking villain.





Fuck this life of mine. No wait, fuck this period of time in my life. I wanna fucking get out of this fucking school. Like FUCKKKKKK.



send me to hell.

Ayeeeeee. I feel like I haven't blog in the longest time. That's like a lie. LOL.

Ahhh, had a great time with Mel, Ryuju, Vic and her friend yesterday. (: Anyway, had inter-class netball today. I love my class team! ((: Natasha, Jiayu, Marissa, Alex, Joyce, Sing Yee, Rochelle and Mel rocks. :D Though we didn't manage to get to Top 3, I think we did our best! :D

Well, I've learnt some things after today's competition. A competition can NEVER be friendly no matter what. LOL. That and a hell lot of other things. Like I don't know. Some things I guess never will change. No matter how long it takes. Is it me or what. It's like.... whatever. Seriously, let it be.

Yes. I'm having a headache now. AGAIN. Fuck. Grace Chua's gonna speak to us tomorrow during PE of all lessons. Asshole. I swear I will not and am not gonna listen to whatever she says. Stupid woman. My class have not been performing up to standard, yadah yadah yadah. Fuck lah. Leave us alone can't??! I can't stand it at times. Yes, so what if we're fucking not as good as the previous batches or something. So what if we're more slack. Can't we just be like that?!

Whatever. I'm really tired and I haven't done my homework. I have been so fucking lazy this year I swear I'll get a 40 for my O's at this rate. Fuck.

And I still don't get it. How fucking long will it take to stop?


i dont believe it.

I'm finally back, yes. Played mahjong for consecutive THREE nights. Hahahahha.. Won quite a lot though. (: I LOVE MAHJONG. :D

This week's the stupid bazaar shit cum inter-class netball. Not all classes will be playing with each other right, right, right???!!! I certainly hope so. The bazaar. Nothing much to say. Just that I feel damn bad for going 1 hour late today. Cos I seriously didn't know that I was suppose to go at 7am. WTF. Oh well.

Had band today! New pieces. CHIMES OF LIBERTY, BLACK WATER & CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU. :D All kinda difficult though. Except for CTMEOY. Hahahah.. ((: Dinner after band with Mr Sim and people again! Heh. Had loads of fun. Laughing my ass off so much! :D

Our band can so win the LAMEST BAND OF THE YEAR AWARD.

I shall end off with another one of our dear lamer, Ron's, jokes.

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10 pigs wanted to cross the river. In the river, there were 10 crocodiles. All 10 pigs didn't manage to cross and fell into the river. 9 pigs were eaten by 9 crocodiles. Why didn't the last crocodile eat the last pig?
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Because the crocodile was HALAL.
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ROFLMAO.


never-ending feud? wearing me out.

ST. HILDA'S WIND ORCHESTRA ROCKS!!!

Like oh my god! I swear they were freaking good!! Hahahaha.. They played Incredibles like the recording. And Mr Sim was so smart!! :D Awww. They really rock lah. Good concert. A really good one. (:

I love being with the band-ers! Yesterday's outing was a really fun one despite the fact that Vic's dad is a HUGE ASSHOLE. Hahahaha.

Gonna blade later! (: With my sis. East Coast to Bedok. Then gonna play mahong again! :D

Yeah. About all. Nothing much to blog about and I can't think of anything.


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