Monday, May 28, 2007

那年夏天宁静的海




王心凌-那年夏天宁静的海

那时我们天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距离
很贪心 要全世界注意

只是太年轻
快乐和伤心
都像在演戏
一碰就惊天动地
今天 看你
昨天的你去了哪里

那年夏天我和你躲在
这一大片宁静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待

今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆 你真是精彩

那时我们天天在一起
太幸福到不需要距离
很贪心 要全世界注意

只是太年轻
快乐和伤心
都像在演戏
一碰就惊天动地
今天 看你
昨天的你去了哪里

那年夏天我和你躲在
这一大片宁静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待

今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆 你真是精彩

还记得一起努力
还有那些 一言为定
现在我就当过去是种学习
虽然好不容易

那年夏天我和你躲在
这一大片宁静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待

今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆 你真是精彩


Love this song, love this MV. Ruan Jing Tian is so hot. Anyway, this song is kinda dedicated to Xu Wei Lun, Cyndi's very close friend. Ahhh, so sad. ): Hope you all like it. It's the song now playing on my blog too..

Emo fringe..... GONE!!!

I had a haircut yesterday. And my fringe! From thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis long, it has now become thiiiis long. ): Ok lah, I wanted to cut my fringe for awhile already.. I just didn't dare to, and the hairdresser made the decision for me. I couldn't see cos I wasn't wearing my contacts. But yeah, it's short now. NO MORE EMO FRINGE!

No worries though, I think it'll be back in a few months' time. My fringe seems to have an exceptionally fast rate of growth.

Went to KBox with my beloved cousin today! :D Had loaaaaads of fun! And Jacklyn hon, I so wanna bring you to that shop! I'm sure you wouldn't wanna leave! So much of Joeeeeeee! :D I miss ya so much hon!

I had soooooooooooo much of Fei Lun Hai today! My cousin and I chose ALLLLL of their songs okay! Damn high ah! LOL. :D

I HAVEN'T TOUCHED ANY OF MY HOMEWORK YET. I feel like quitting school now, then I won't have to bother with stupid HOMEWORK.

Stupid stupi stupid stupid.

Wah I tell you ah. That day I went for 4 Peace class gathering, and all of them make me so envious cos most of them are in Poly! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Stupid stupid stupid stupid.

Rharr. Bye bye!


I <3 FEILUNHAI! MANY MANY! :D

Thursday, May 24, 2007

What's wrong what's wrong now

Wah. I don't know why but I don't feel like getting out of my house at all! I've been staying at home since Tuesday. But I'll be going out with my mummy later!

I've been browsing clothes online. Wahlao I wanna shop so freaking badly. ): I need money! But haha! My birthday's coming! :D So yay.

Oh yes. Changed my blogskin as you all can see. I'm bored lah. :\ Ahhhhhhhhh. I see no point in this post, but whatever. Just ranting!

I can't believe I got myself stuck in this stupid boring JC life of mine where all I can do is just freaking mug. I FEEL SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED! Why the heck! didn't I do better for English. Rharrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I wanna read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (or something like that. The last book!)
I wanna watch Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End.
I wanna go shopping.
I wanna graduate like fast.
I wanna watch Shrek 3.
I wanna watch that two films, Eternal Summer and the Rainie Yang film.
But I can't cos it's rated R21 just because of homosexuality! RHAR.
I wanna go shopping.
I wanna fly to Taiwan like now.
I wanna go to uni fast.
I wanna go shopping.
I wanna go shopping.
I WANNA GO SHOPPING! (AND TAIWAN.)


Okay, bye! (:

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Long Time No See!

Okay, last week has been so freaking hectic! I reached home at 9 plus everyday and I had piles of work to complete, which resulted in my being in a superbly foul mood and at a point, almost breaking down. But oh well, it's all over now and I'm having my two weeks break!

All the hard work was for "To Infinity and Beyond" on last Saturday which went well, despite having little glitches here and there. Brent, Ron and Eiji came!! (: So happy la..

So now I'm having my holidays, but I gotta start studying though. ): Stupid JC life. I HATE JC LIFE!

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Anyway, I feel so heart pain for Ya Lun. ):

SIGH.

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Okay, I don't know what else to blog about. I need a shopping spree desperately. Rharr.

Friday, May 11, 2007

WHOOP DEE DOOP!

Everybody say Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Yaaaaa!!

YJ WINDS GOT SILVER FOR SYF!

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!

I felt the pride, though I had no contributions. I'm simply proud to be in YJ Winds. Yes, I'm starting to feel for this band! (: Anyone want come for our concert?

"To Infinity And Beyond"
19th May 2007, Saturday
Yishun Junior College

(I don't know the time. :x)

Tix at 7 bucks!! Buy from meeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :D

Anyway, Mr Sim was so happy he cried. And I feel so touched okay! I mean, it's the first time I see a conductor cry for a band. It shows how much he feels for the band.. (:

WELL DONE PEOPLE! :DDDDD

And I reignited my love for band! Hahaha.. I think I'm gonna join band in uni too, that is if I ever make it..

:D


I saw Jiayi today!! So happy to see her! She hugged me damn tight! So sweet laaaaa! I miss MPS/FPPS people! ):


Okie bye!

SILVER SILVER SILVER SILVER SILVER SILVER!!


i've been thinking too much. way too much.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

F- this emo shit

Spent an evening at town with Mal today. Was supposed to look for her heels but we spend the whole time at Ah Hong's shop. And talked. Talked a whole lot.

Got me thinking. Got me reminiscing.

Is it really over, or just hidden deep inside?

It has been long, too long. Previous experiences just leave me hopeless when it comes to relationships. Which pretty much explains my "to hell with guys" attitude. Sometimes it ain't worth it. It takes just this one millisecond to break all faith and trust you have. Sucks.

Now how long to build it all up again?


I'm super sian-ed with my life now. _l_



不想永远记着你的吻
不想要这故事太残忍
我付出的一切多么诚恳
还是留下伤痕
不想永远被过去牵扯
不想要这现实太残忍
不想你最后爱上了谁
不想要这过程
爱过的人

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Stupid boring life

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place

I'm feeling exhausted- physically, mentally, emotionally. Haven't been in the best of mood, and my cough's not helping. My life's so mundane, it gets on my nerves. Gone were the thrills of life which once happened eveyday. It seems like ages ago. In fact it is.

Tests, tests and more tests. What have I gotten myself into?


I need a break. From this mundane life, from this robotic lifestyle, from this boring shit I'm living now.

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200th post





阿沁-其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你








张韶涵-其实很爱你

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下

感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留





Two songs that I love very much..

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Life just gets so blah

Remind me never to hope for things to happen again okay? Cos the EXACT OPPOSITE may happen.

Sometimes I just don't know what the hell they were thinking. Is it plain funny to have me go down just for about ten minutes of their precious time and then inform me about curfew and shits like that? Perhaps it takes too much energy and time just to say "I have to go off early". Whatever, it makes my blood boil when I think of it. Amazing how I managed to remain cool and not lose my temper. I probably should not look forward to any outings next time, lest it happens again.

I HAVE GREAT ANGER MANAGEMENT. (:

All thanks to Ziya's TP mates who made my day better by re-enacting Liu Xing Hua Yuan! LOL. Freakingly hilarious please! Looking at them make me think that I made the wrong choice. Oh well.

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Phantom of the Opera, $140 tix and I missed the first half. GREAT. I was so so so so so freaking upset okay. But it's alright, wonderful performance! Beyond description, really. I wanna watch it again lah.

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One thing I'm so pissed off with myself is the fact that I always feel like bursting into tears whenever I am freaking mad. Makes me feel like a loser. Rharr.

Alright, band exchange with MJ, PJ, CJ and AJ today! Saw Delphne! (: And a primary school friend. So cool lah. Haha.. SYF's this Friday! I hope they get what they want! Will be following them there, which means NO LESSONS! :D

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I MISS FEILUNHAI. ):