Hey man

Decided to forget about heels and invest in a new pair of chucks instead. My black and red chucks is really worn out and is soon gonna reach the end of its life. ):

I've been thinking about pretty random stuffs lately. I have been feeling very girl-bestfriend-less all thanks to A's and boyfriends. Why is it that when girl-friends get attached, they always get so caught up with their own boyfriends, they totally forgot that friends exist. ): Ok whateverrrrrrr.

Anyway, I realised that somehow I click better with guys than girls. Apart from jas'thm and Cherlyn and a few other rare girlies, most of my good friends are guys. See Mei Yuan. And in secondary school we also hang out with the guys more than the girls. Why ah.

I think cos I am totally not a girly kinda girl. Hahahahaha. Shit I think I'm too man for my own good. :O I don't know leh...... Guys are (In my opinion) less hypocritical and bitchy. I think. Seriously sometimes I can't understand why some girls behave so differently. (See! I think I am too man. HOW.)

Aiyah, I can't seem to get what I want to say across but... I'm just really lacking of love from Vallie Val Val now. ):

A's GO AWAY. A's GO AWAY. A's GO AWAY.

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Anyway, today was super funny cos somehow Joey was super high and kept saying a lot of nonsensical things. WHY JOEY WHY.

Ok la I'm too lazy to do BA2 tutorial cos I reached home at like 9+++PM after dinner with my cousin (he treat!) and I'm watching Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni now. :D

OH, I CAN'T BELIEVE (ALMOST) ALL MY CLASS GUYS WATCH LANQIUHUO AND I HAVEN'T! Next month next month next month!

"YEA WO SHI SUPERMAN!"

K byebyebyebye!

BOOTS?

I am annoyed. It suddenly occurred to me that me + 7cm heels = Still a giant. I thought 7cm was okay, but now I think not.

WHY. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I FIND A NICE PAIR OF HEELS WHICH IS LESS THAN 5CM HIGH. WHY. And now I feel like getting the boots. Damn gotta make a decision soon. I like it but is it insane to wear boots in Sg? I think not, but................ Haiya what if I buy and then got no chance to wear. BUT I LIKE LEHHHHH.

K whatever shall stop getting annoyed with myself over something I have no control over like my height. Damnit I can't grow shorter so I can only hope that everyone else grows taller. Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh right.
):

AND DAMN, TODAY'S MICROECONS TUTORIAL WAS LIKE A DEBATE SESSION ONLY THAT THE TUTOR DOESN'T SEEM TO GET MY POINT.

*Ignore the following chunk of econs crap if you may*

Seriously, I gave up trying to get my point across cos all I got was
"Theoretically, it can happen."

Isn't it SUPPOSED to happen? Whatever happened to ceteris paribus (ooh, reminds me of Mona Chew hahahaha)?

When talking about consumer expectations, consumer taste and preferances, subtitute goods aren't all these NON-price determinants??? SO WHY MUST THE PRICE RISE OR FALL WITH RESPECT TO DEMAND???

When talking about non-price determinants isn't price suppose to remain constant? That's what ceteris paribus is about what.

Gee, he totally made me feel like I've wasted one year learning econs lor. -.- And I'm not saying he is wrong, I just feel that he's making things complex by analysing both price and non-price determinants at the same time.

I WISH I HAD CHERLYN AND DA JIE BY MY SIDE TO KNOCK MY POINT ACROSS TO THAT TUTOR.

(pardon my ranting but I just need to rant about econs right now cos whatever I wanted to say during class apparently doesn' make any sense to him.)

... Sometimes I can't understand how people can be so rude. Just plain rude. Why ah. Why. Being straightfoward is one thing, being rude is another lor. Tsk. And rudeness annoys me, especially when it's plain disrespect.

Ok, I feel better. Actually, no. Cos I am stilll annoyed over heels and fretting over whether I should get the pair of boots or not! ):

BOOTS?

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I MISS, VERY MUCH. ):

A LEVELS GO GO GO GOAWAYYYYY. ))):

Vroom vroom

I actually did my Microecons tutorial. Hurhurhur. Not looking forward to waking up in about 7 hours' time. ):

I watched Fan Gun Ba! Dan Chao Fan's first episode yesterday. NICE, though I think Xiao Xun a bit irritating ah. <3 Da Dong :D

I've gained the weight I've lost during the holidays. )(*&$)*()&)*()*&%*)&$*&) Can I not go to school cos it makes me fat. ):

I love Hana Yori Dango :D Domyouji!

I have to rush a lot of things tomorrow I don't know how I can do it in time......... actually I think should be can la.

I hate it that clothes from Taiwan sprees are all free size so when I want to get that faux leather jacket that I like I am almost very certain that I can't wear it.

I hate it that I actually saw a pair of shoes from a spree that I like and has my size BUT NO ONE IS ORDERING ANYTHING WHICH MEANS THE SPREE WILL BE CANCELLED.

I hate my height cos I simply can't picture myself in a pair of 4-inch heels. AND THEY ARE SO PRETTY.

I have been thinking much about death lately. What if I went to sleep and never woke up? What if Muffin leaves me...................... ):

I am going to sleep so BYE.

YES!

Happy happy happy happy happy happy!!!!!!

COS I GOT THE JOB :D !!!!!!!

But also feel quite bad, cos I have to turn down another retail job when the boss is really nice and super keen for me to work for her! I wish I could be superwoman and have two jobs. But it's kinda impossible, looking at my timetable..... Plus there will be projects to come soon.




I GOT THE JOB! :DDDDDDDD Damn happpppppyyyyyyyyeeeeeeee! (:

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OMG I swear Xiao Le is so cute can! He just "ga wu" (you know, dance. In a very qiang way.) with the new didi. SO SHUAI CAN. OMG.

And the new didi dare to say he more handsome. Hahahahahhaha so funnehhhhhhhhhh.
<3333

*** SEE LAH MY STUPID SISTER INFLUENCE ME WITH HER COACH BAGS AND MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS BAG!!!!!!!

HOW WILL I EVER HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IT! IT IS USD$498! AHHHHHHHHH.

Stupid stupid! LOL. People got bonus can buy two some more lor! I one also cannot think about it ah!

But I think it's damn nice lehhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ):

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OMG Channel V playing shuo hao de xin fu now! <333333333333

Ok I'm gonna end with two more pics of my babi anjing comel!!!! MUFF MUFF!

Kawaii desu ka? (I don't know if it's correct to ask like that lah I just started tutorial today!!!)

YES SO CUTE. MY DARLING :D K bye!

Why.

I am sad.......................... cos I actually went for an interview for a job which will be really great if I could get it. The person said that he will email me on Tuesday. Which is yesterday.......









but I haven't received anything till now.

))))))))))))))))))))):

I really really really really hope I will get the job. But..................... I am feeling very unsure of myself now.

School has started = Being outside every day = Eating out everyday = More money needed

Plus this sem there are more books to be bought = More money needed.



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Why they haven't email meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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Jap was fun, the teacher is super kawaii. I bought the NikoNiko textbook thingy and I am excited. Kinda worried for tutorial tomorrow though........................

I remembered Huda and Adriel's joke. Hahahahaha

Adriel: What is tapi in English?
Huda: But.
Adriel: B-U-T-T or B-U-T?
Huda: B-U-T. (Spelt quickly)
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Adriel: BEAUTY??

HAHAHAHAHAH sorry if you don't get it but it was pretty funneh. :O

Anyway Adriel Chua if you read this today's Yu Le Bai Fen Bai is not your Zhou Cai Shi leh is Bang Bang Tang. LOL.

OMG I JUST SAW THE AD AND GOT REMINDED! CABLE IS GOING TO AIR LAN QIU HUO NEXT MONTH NEXT MONTH NEXT MONTH OMG XIAO ZHU JERRY AND WU ZUN OMG MADNESS I CAN'T WAIT WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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OK BYE I AM STILL FRETTING OVER EMAILS. ARGH.

Plus my boss(? that part-time admin job that I have) asked me if I'm available on the 4th. If I get the job I won't be, if I don't then I will be.


SO WHY CAN'T THEY SEND THE EMAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. AT LEAST TELL ME IF I DIDN'T GET THE JOB. (though I will be bloody sad.)

AHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM GOING INSANE.

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

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Have been listening to this on repeat.
Like a psycho ripping old wounds apart.


怎么了... 你累了.
说好的幸福呢?
我懂了, 不说了...
爱淡了, 梦远了...

...我都还记得

O genki desu ka

DAMN HAPPY I GOT INTO JAP FOR CDS WOOHOOOOOO! :D

Cos recently I'm so into Hana Yori Dango 2 cos cable is playing it I know it's damn old but it's damn nice to watch a different version! (I've watched Meteor Garden six times :O) It's damn nice and I love how they speak!

And and and I've finally finished watching the Death Note anime which I've starting watching since months ago! DAMN NICE I STILL LOVE L.

But damn )(*()*#()Q#*%()Q#*$)(#Q*$()#Q*$( with the timetable cos everyday starts at 9am! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........... there goes my beauty sleep.

Plus Jap tutorial we are all friggin separated!!!! Which means I have to get to know someone new....................... which I hate.................................................... GAH.

Oh well, never mind. JAP JAP JAP! :DDDDD

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This is how grouchy babi Muff muff looks like when she's done bathing. Like a chihuahua!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha :D My babyeeeee!

And oh oh, I went for dinner with my Uncle and aunts at JB then we saw this cute kitten drinking milk from its mummy! Damn cute! The mummy just stay there quietly! But very poor thing the mummy is blinded in one eye.. ):

So cute hor! I love this pic.. (: Damn heartwarming. <3

KAWAIIIIIIIIIIIII!

I am tired but I can't seem to sleep

The title says it all.


It's Wu Zun's birthday! Though I favour him the least among Fahrenheit but...
Happy birthday Chun!

Another random quiz.

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Mei mei or just mei. My family members all call me that!

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 6 months ago?
YA I TALK TO YA LUN ON MY WALL EVERYDAY. No I'm kidding. Seriously.

What color is your phone?
Black and red!

Do you enjoy drama?
Drama on screen, yes. Drama in real life, maybe ah since my life so boring now.

Did you learn anything from the last BIG mistake you made?
Umm. I should start facing up to my emotions and stop being a bigass coward just because of ***?

Do you have dimples when you smile?
Yes but sadly, not obvious.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Those forwarded email always say have, I think bluff one. LOL.

What would you do if your best friend was moving away?
I WILL DIE WITHOUT VAL BESIDE MEEEEEE!

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Umm, if he thinks that I somehow might feel then same way then yes. If not no, cos I would probably shun away from him and hence ruin our friendship. If there was one to speak of lah. Sounds very cheem ah, LOL.

What do you think of your last kiss?
Out of the world.

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Just fallen asleep.

Have you cried in the last 24 hours?
Nope.

Do you have a best friend?
VALLIE VAL VAL!

Is anyone jealous of you?
Maybe? Muahahahaha

How do you feel about your hair right now?
Short. But kinda... cool. Hahhaa

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
No please! Okay maybe a bit. :D

How do you feel about ice-creams?
FAT. But yummy.

Can you handle the truth?
I would rather learn to handle the truth then to be kept hidden in the dark.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I guess? It sucks though.

Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love.
YES I WILL MOVE TO TAIWAN WITH YA LUN THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I guess.

Have you ever told someone you were single when you really werent?
Noooooo.

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
Ya, Muffin.

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
Yea I do, sometimes.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
Nope.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Some lah, of cos. But most aren't :x

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
YES I AM PRO.

Do you wave when you see people you know?
That is if I can recognise them. LOL

Do you hate being alone?
No, I adapt pretty well I guess.

What is your current status?
Single lah, stop rubbing it in! Hahahhaha


Ok gonna try to sleep now. Nighttttttsssssss!

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The above post was not published after I typed it yesterday :O Aiyah just some random post.

My hair is damn short my hair is damn short my hair is damn short my hair is damn short.

Need some getting used to.

Anyway I hate how my mum and sis always ask me to ask my employer for my pay. I am patient and I believe that he/she will pay me sooner or later. I hate asking people for money even if it is rightfully mine. Just like how I hate to ask money from people who owes me. GAH. As much as I need cash.

GAHHHHHH.

Chop chop

And once again, I've done it. Got myself an uber short bobbbbbbbbbbb. Not intentionally, but somehow I always end up with weird hairstyles :O This time I actually wanted to cut like what I did before. But the (I must add, rather cute) hairdresser thought I would look more xing ge like that.

Of course, I, being my usual "aiyah, anything lah, hair will grow back" self, didn't protest.

One side is daaaaaaaamn short please. But I don't don't like it. In fact I think I'm starting to like it moreeeee. Which is good. I love how my hair smells now I can't bear to wash it (My mummy ask me don't wash LOL).

Dyed it PURPLE again :D I love how when you dye purple it morphs to reddish then brownish. Ain't it awesome, 3 colours for the price of one! I like the hairdresser :D I think in a few months time I want to cut the kinda messy but can style kind of short hair.

You know? Don't know? Ok forget it I'm falling asleep hence the nonsensical words.


Look at this cute stray I saw while having dinner! I think she (I checked)'s damn cute! Looks like a golden retriever lah! And she was yawning moments before then just suddenly decided to curl like a baby and sleep!!!

Really sleep! Everybody now go "Awwwwww!"

Ok each time I go JB I feel very sad when I see stray dogs around. ): Really got a lot of them roaming around the streets. And what makes me sad is that I can't help them as much as I want to. If I could I would adopt all of them and let them live in a huge mansion. Then they would have better lives.

))))): When I start working I am definitely gonna donate to the SPCA. I always tell my mum I'd rather help these poor dogs.

Now I am starting to get angry at those animal abusers. Again. If I ever see one I swear if he's a male I'll kick his balls. Hard. Really hard. _l_

Okay shall stop my endless rants. I have to bathe the scruffy pig dog you see in the above pic tomorrow. So cute right. Macam babi.

*Cues "Awwwwwww!" for the second time*

Rewind

A sudden dose of nostalgia hit me last night (morning? cos I only went to bed at 5 plus am :x) while listening to some songs which I often listen to last year.

Strange as it seems, I suddenly miss......

taking 857 to school, sleeping all the way,
occasionally waking up to see if I already reached the Khatib area

rushing to reach school before 7.40 am, lest getting caught by Ganesh,
carrying that bag full of econs, lit, maths, chem notes

climbing four flights of stairs to reach J4-17,
dumping my bag at the seat beside Cherlyn's,
just in time for the national anthem

heading off to lectures/tutorials with beloved 121,
then spend my time scribbling on notes of whoever is sitting beside me

ranting to Cherlyn about how much I want to go Taiwan,
discussing how funny Xiao Zhu and Xiao Gui is on Yu Le

going to the canteen during breaks,
eating either the nice malay auntie's rice,

or if it's a Wednesday,
rush to the Western food stall cos there will be chicken cutlet/fish&chips

hanging around in school when school ends
or go to Northpoint for dinner

or head to that dessert stall opposite school
for yummy laksa or nice desserts



So so many other things/people I miss. I suddenly, really do miss them a lot.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

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I hate hotmail.
I want to cut my hair.
I want to relive those times again.

then maybe, i would have been braver.

I love...

Peanut butter and jam sandwiches :D Just had two of them, yum.

I am googling for the Dong Cheng Wei's drummer's profile but to no avail. So far I only know that he is an uber hot drummer. Muahahahahha I don't even know how to pronounce his name. Ming (1) Ming (2) Ming(3) or Ming(4)??? LOL. But he's damn cute. Hahahha

Watching Zhong Ji Yi Jia again makes me like Han a lot again. I think she is damn cool and though she can't play the drums as well in real life but watching the show makes me wanna learn how to drum!

I want to go Taiwan I want to go Taiwan I want to go Taiwan I want to go Taiwan

In case any one of you thinks that I yi qing bie lian, jian yi ge ai yi ge,

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I STILL LOVE MY YA LUN AND FEILUNHAI VERY MUCH THANK YOU. :D

19 December 19 December 19 December!!!!!!

OMG I WANT TO GO TAIWAN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ): Very long never rant about that already. I think about 2/3 of my posts last year were all about how much I want to go Taiwan. LOL.

Ok I want to finish up the Death Note anime which I have been watching since I don't know when. L DIED. ):

Bye!

Memories eh

Just a short one before I go to bed. I seldom do posts about my daily activities, but just felt like doing so for today so that next time when I look back I knew what happened. :D

Had a great day with Mei Yuan, Kelvin, Ryuju and Rachel!!!

I know I've ranted about how cute Rachel is in this post but I just can't stop. She's still so cute after like a year of meeting her! Hahahaha I know I sound like I'm describing someone younger but no, she's older than me but so cute! She looks so japanese I don't think I've met anyone like her! And I swear she and Ryuju are the cutest and the most compatible couple I've ever known! :D Such a lucky kor to be able to meet her can! Hahahahhaha

Dinnered at this Chinese restaurant at Bugis with Kelvin and Mei Yuan (they treated me! :D), food's not bad though my suan la mian is neither very suan or very la, but the xiao long bao not bad. Service was pretty poor though, perhaps cos they were understaffed and very new.

After dinner and some walking around, I had to choose between:

1) Walking to PS with Kelvin or
2) Riding Mei Yuan's bike to PS with him





I chose the former cos the thought of riding a bike, despite just being a pillion kinda scares me. I mean, I don't even know how to cycle!

Talked talked talked talked all the way from Bugis to PS, about how those silly stuffs we did back in Primary school. Who don't friend who, who not happy with who, who like who. Amazing ain't it, that all of us are still in contact. It's like already ten years!

Caught House Bunny! I would say it's a pretty good show albeit bimbotic, but really funny! I love the transformation of the girls! Makeup does wonders!

Cabbed back home with Rachel, Ryuju and Kelvin. Rocks when your home is so near town, cab fare back was only $7.80 with midnight charge! But we waited damn bloody long man.

I reached home at 2am and watch Hana Yori Dango 2 the Japanese version of Liu Xing Hua Yuan. IT'S DAMN NICE PLEASE, I WANT TO WATCH THE PART ONE!!!

Ok, damn didn't I say it was gonna be a short one. Apparently not.

Tomorrow would be another movie day since Kelvin keeps insisting that Eagle Eye is damn nice. LOL.

Hanging out with people you knew for almost your whole life is great. Really, great. I am really really glad that the two of them met each other in army and started keeping in contact.

If not I think both of them will still be not talking to each other over mediocre stuffs like, girls and other egoistic guy things. LOL.

K goodnight!!!!!!

PS. I camwhored with Rachel so next time I'll post the pics to show you how cute she is. OMG so cute lah! Hahahahha