When everything feels out of place

Pics up!

At Marche

Yaya's birthday cake from Bakerzin!Mallie and meeeee! (Read: FAT ARMS. ): )

Vic, Mel, Mallie and me!
Mallie, Mel, Vallie and me! Fat arms again. ):

Group shots!

Moi best fwennn!HAHAHAHA damn spastic!

Best friend again!

Mallie wants to dance LOL.
Check out the difference in skin colour. ): Macam kopi and milk.

Haha I like this shot!

Love my girls to the maxxx!

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And right now I'm feeling so emo I can just die. Seriously I think I'm oversensitive or I just think too much. Or maybe I hide my emotions so well I annoy the shit out of myself and others. I hate how I'm feeling right now. Like everything is just hopeless.

I'm sorry I can't express myself.

Miles and miles to go

I saw the beautiful rainbow yesterday while walking home. I thought I was dreaming for a moment cos it was reaaaaally huge. And like right in front of me.

I walked further and saw the whole rainbow. But I couldn't take the whole pic. (Damn embarrassing to take photos I tell you, but it was too gorgeous to be missed (: )

I guess it describes how I should be feeling right now cos EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVER but yet I'm feeling like 1/7th of the rainbow. Specifically, blue. Hahaha I'm such a genius ok nonsense seriously. Aiyer just don't feel exactly happy for no specific reason. Maybe cos I can't get to attend the class chalet on the first night ):

NEVERMIND I'LL ENJOY MYSELF AT HONGKONGGGGGG! :D Seriously excited. But scared cos it'll be the first time I travel overseas without my mum. :\ But it's ok. HONGKONG! On the sixth! (((:

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Anyway today had awesome outing with the fave jasthm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like seriously zzzzomg finally ALL SIX OF US met up after like 4 months? The last time was Mel's birthday! Damn long ago please!

Ate at Marche and celebrated Ziya's birthday in advance cos Mal and I won't be in Sg and Vic and Val will be getting their A's results on the sixth. Haha blur Ziya didn't suspect a single thing at all! Hahaha

I love my girlies like....... (: Camwhored a lot LOL. Pics will be up after I get them from Vic!! :D

Anyway Val and Vic, all the best for the results okay! And Val don't go missing I'll be back on the tenth okay!! :D

Luv my girls! <3

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Imma donate blood tomorrow Weeeee! Eggcited ah :D I can't believe it's the holidays already!!

Awesome cos cable is gonna play loads of nice shows like PI LI MIT OMGGGG!

Ok bye!

If I ain't got you

Just so that my best friend won't think I zhong se qing you

Hahahahaha love you lah for accompanying me all the way on V-day's eve okay!!! (:

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Econs paper was pretty disappointing. I'm praying very hard that my only hope of an A will not morph into a B. ): Now on to mugging for POM (suck balls.) and Business Stats and Accounting and Marketing. Woohoo, not.

On a positive note, one paper down, four more to go (:

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Everyday I come online I will stare at this and wish that it would appear in my hands. Damn chio please.

My wallet is spoilt..................... *Hints hints* LOL. Maybe I should just pester my sis to buy it for me when she gets her bonus. Hehehehehe

Ok on a sidenote, met up with Cherlyn and Royston (plus Yengjie) after such a looooooooong time. Funny to see all my guy friends going into army one by one! Haha I can't wait to see Royston bald LOLLLLLLLLLLL. Feels great catching up with them. (:

And I'm looking forward to meeting my girlies on Thurs! :D

Ja mata!

And it just blows me away

Bestest Valentine's. Ever. (:

















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And now, it's time to mug.
POM still suck, very much.

In the past

Browsed through my archives and realised how angsty and rash I was.

Probably why I got myself into such shits before. I don't really think it through before deciding, no? Haha got me pretty much amused to see how naive and immature I was back then.

Silly, funny, stupid, but still me. I grew up, quite a lot, I guess.

Still, sometimes I wish I hadn't made such rash decisions, hadn't done such stupid things back then.

But then again, perhaps, I wouldn't be me, now, right?

Haha just a random rant.

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And yes, if I haven't been replying your messages, it's because my phone bill is wayyyyyyyyyy over the limit. Find other means to contact me if it's really urgent yes. Like call? LOL. Sorry about it!

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I'm feeling quite weird-ish right now. I guess I should sleep lest my thoughts start running wild again. :O

Goodnight, people.

You're the one thing I've got right

Okayyeeee. Today was pretty much having a mix of emotions.

First up, POM suck balls, seriously. Not doing the quiz caused me a lot. Damn freakin lot. Having a D+ for coursework would mean that I have to put in double or even God-knows-how-many times the effort just to get a C at most. Which sucks, cos POM is the suckiest subject in my opinion and I have no motivation to put in that extra effort at all. Oh well, guess I have only myself to blame. Fucking stupidity. -.-

And exams are coming, in like a week's time. That totally sucks as well. I hate how one fucking subject can bring me down so much. Grr, annoying like donno what I tell you.

So that was the :\ part of the day.

I was quite out of my comfort zone today but am totally glad that I went on with it (: Enjoyable yes. Hahahhaa ((((((((: Nerve-wrecking, but fun.

That was the (: part of the day. Hahahahaha

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Another random rant. Sometimes I really hate myself for being such an insecure freak who needs constant assurance. All because I think too much. Wayyyyyyyy too much. -.-

V-day's coming! Never mattered before, but... (: Eheheheheheheheeeeeeeeeeee

PS. I coloured my hair again! A lil ah lian-ish in a desperate attempt for people to realise that I'm Chinese. No, just kidding haha about the Chinese part that is.

Still, I need to go for some skin whitening treatment. Soon.

:B

When I found you

1) I am superbly irritated with the fucking mosquitoes in my house. They bite me like nobody's business and it seems like they only bite ME. Not my mum, not my sis. And I can't seem to kill them. I think I'm too sweet. CHEH.

2) Finally, all shitass projects, presentations, role-play are OVER. Woohoo! This marks the coming of final year exams though :O

3) I can't seem to wake up in the morning lately. Perhaps lack of sleep? But I've been sleeping leh.

4) I got my pay!!! :D

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1. Who was the last person to call you?
- Beeeeeeee. (:

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your shopping cart?
- Yes.

3. Alcohol or Cigarettes?
- Alcohol.

4. Has someone ever compose a song for you?
- No.

5. Do you play scrabble?
- Yes.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
- Probably not, all the insects will kill me.

7. If your mom wears ur shirts/dress?
- I doubt she can fit :x hehehehhe

8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
- Muffin? hahahahahahaha she slept beside me ok!

9. Who do you text the most?
- Beeeeeee (:

10. Who last said they loved you?
- Beeeeeeee :D

11. What color is your hair?
- Brown-ish?

12. Do you like your parents?
- Of course.

13. Do you secretly like someone?
- I doubt it's a secret wahahaha

14. Why did your last relationship end?
- Seems like it didn't even start :O

15. Who was the last person you said you hated?
- R.

16. Favorite ex?
- None. All of them treated me like crap, now I realised hahahaha :D

17. Where was the farthest place you traveled?
- Bangkok

18. Do you like mustard?
- Honey mustard from Subway!

19. Do you prefer to jog or run?
- Neither. Aku malas macam tak tau apa. Hahahaha

20. Do you look like your mom or dad?
- I think mum but a lot of people tells me otherwise. Hmm.

21. Can you do splits?
- No. Wouldn't even attempt to do it. LOL

22. What movie do you want to see right now?
- Curious Case of Benjamin Button maybe, but it seems a lil lengthy though

23. What did you do last sturday?
- Work then low hei at home :D

24. Where will you be celebrating your next/coming Birthday?
- I donno leh.. Still a long time

25. Was your mom a cheerleader?
- Hahaha is yours?

26. What`s the last letter of your middle name?
- If it's my chinese name then N.

27. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
- Supposedly less than 8 if I wake up on time, but most of the time I don't. LOL

28. Do you like to windowshop?
- Yes, but it can be quite depressing at times.

29. What do you buy at the movies?
- Drinks usually. And buttered popcorn if I can find someone who likes it instead of the sweet one. Haha

30. Do you know how to skate?
- YES. Luvit.

31. Do you wear your seat belt?
- Not when I'm at the back.

32. Anything big happened in sch?
- Nope. I guai like donno what leh... Hahahahahha

33. U like to be pampered?
- Already am, I feel (:

34. Satisfied with ur height?
- No. Very unsatisfied. ): I could lose 5 cm.

35. Is your tongue pierced?
- I wish.

36. Do you prefer babies or kids?
- Err. Babies?

37. Do you like horror movies or action movies?
- Would prefer action to horror anytime.

38. Ever been to L.A.?
- No.

39. Who is on your mind right now?
- Beeeeeee. (;

40. Any plans for tonight?
- Sleep so that I can wake up on time tomorrow?

41. What`s your favorite song at the moment?
- Ji Mo Bao Zou by Fahrenheit. :D

42. Do you hate chocolate?
- Nope. Who does??

43. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
- They don't fight.

45. Are you easy to get along with?
- I guess. Haha

46. What is your favorite time of day?
- Night.

47. Are you happy with your life now?
- More than ever (: