We are the very hurt you sold

Can I feel any worser than this?















and i cant stop the tears from falling.
it hurts, so much.
please tell me everything will be okay............


I feel alone. )':

It's over already

CAN YOU BELIEVE TWO WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!

I'M SO DREADING SCHOOL.........................

Cos the start of school means projects, projects and more projects. ):<

I am already suffocating under the pile of untouched projects... and I can't imagine how bad it'll be when it gets closer to the deadline. :O :O

Can I graduate already! I can't wait to start earning for myself..................

Ok random rant, bye!

Nineteen love

I had a really really great 19th birthday! Thanks to every awesome person around me, especially my family, girlies, and of cos...... My dear piggy drink-stealer (PDS, for short, a.k.a. Mr. Sucker)!

Picture post, I promise! Hahaha :D

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On the eve of my birthday, my girlies (plus Ian) and I went to Timbre!

The pizza there was goooooooood. And so was the live band! Silly Yaya dedicated a song for me without writing my name! Hahahaha still, love my girlies (:

They passed me my awesome present! :D A wallet from Guess!


Afterwhich we camwhored outside with the help of Ian (haha!) for like a super looooong time! LOL.
Then we decided to chill at Val's house, or so I thought. I didn't know there was more planned ahead. :O

Hanged at Val's house for such a short while and all of them wanted to go off before 12 midnight! ): Ian and Val offered to send me home, while Vic and Mel had to "go off first".

It was such a great night and I had a great time, though my girlies and Ian keep saying that I'm quiet, that I was toned down. Really meh??? I guess I used to be very noisy lah! Hahahahha

But wait, it wasn't the end! I seriously thought that it was the end lor, no more surprises like my girlies used to come up with!

I reached home, invited Val and Ian to come in, sit on the sofa and shouted,
"Muffin! You don't want sayang me ah?"

AND I SAW MY DEAR PDS WALKING OUT OF THE ROOM TOGETHER WITH MY COUSIN EVELYN, VIC AND MEL!
IT WAS SUCH A MAJOR SURPRISE I WAS JUST :O :O :O COS I NEVER EXPECTED TO SEE ANYONE OF THEM, ESPECIALLY MY DEAR PDS! :D

It was......................... AWESOME. (: Having spent the first minute of your birthday with the best people in your life :D

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On my actual day, PDS (Ok, I feel weird calling him that. I shall stick to Mr. Sucker from now on!) brought me to Sushi Tei for lunch! :D

The food was sooooooooo good I'm craving for it right now! And I forgot to take photos of the food cos I was too hungry. We both were! LOL.

Haha I don't know what's with the pissed look LOL.

After that I went to Mr. Sucker's house cos he said that he will cook dinner for me! And he did! Though his sisters and I helped but still, touched okay.. (:

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Today I celebrated with my family at the Katong steamboat place and went Teo Heng with my sis! :D I'm sad cos she'll be flying to KL in about 2 hours' time (it's 3.37am now) for days! ):

And these are my awesome presents!

The damn chio wallet (omg I sound like a lian hahahah!) my girlies bought for me! I really like it a lot a lot :D

Presents from Mr. Sucker :D Lilo and Stitch puzzle which he started piecing since don't know when and a monyet! Hahahaha Coincidentally I bought him a monyet from Kukup! So now we have a monkey each hehe (:

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I want to thank everyone who made my 19th a very very special and awesome day for me!

Thank you girlies, for being the greatest bunch of girlfriends anyone can ask for and the Guess wallet and the lovely surprise

Thank you Ian, for snapping so many unglam and glam shots of us HAHA

Thank you cuzzie, for coming down all the way to my house after work just to surprise me and also to plan everything with Mr. Sucker

And lastly, thank you babyyyyyyyyyy my dear Mr. Sucker,
who contacted my bestest girlies just to give me a surprise
and travelling alllll the way from your house to mine at 12midnight,
and the treat at Sushi Tei
and your presents
and making me feel like the luckiest girl on Earth (:

Of cos, my mummy and sis :D

I love everyone of you soooo much! (:

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I just finished typing and it's 3.48am! I had a tiff with Mr. Sucker just now HMPHHHHHHHHHHHH but after blogging this I'm like not as annoyed. I just hate all the petty quarrels we have. Pfft.

Alright....... I'm gonna head to bed soooooooon. Goodnight world!

I've been holding on tonight

Just what was I thinking. I really need to do something about my pessimism.

I'm glad we sorted things out love.

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Met with Cherlyn and Royston today! :D Caught Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past. An Awesome Movie! Must watch it!!

1 more day :D

As days fade and nights grow

6 months and an hour.

I've come to realised how difficult it is to maintain a relationship.
It isn't as easy as I like you, you like me, we are together and everything will go smoothly.


Am surprised myself that I've come thus far, we've come thus far.

It may get increasingly difficult, but........... I guess we'll make it through.


Happy six, love.

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TWO MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!



But I'm not in the mood to do up my wishlist still. All I can think of is a wallet. And maybe an iPod. Hurhur.


I'm feeling damn pessimistic about everything.

It gets tiring, really tiring.

I wish you knew..... ):

I have to blog this

Today, my sister bought a dress for herself, and a top as a birthday present for me.

Today is also the day when my sister realised that $78.60 for a top and a dress cannot be paid with her only debit/nets card she has with her left with only $32.12.













I got stuck in the shop while my sister ran to get cash from her friend living nearby.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

It's really super funny lor. And partly cos the salesperson already printed the receipt thus can't void the items. LOL.

Super funny. I can't stop thinking and laughing about it. LOL.

Muddy mudskippers

I need to wipe the cobwebs off my blog hahaha.. I just came back from Kukup! Went over the weekend.


Nice, relaxing place. But really, really boring. Cos my mum, sis, aunt and cousin played mahjong, leaving the rest of us with nothing to do. ):

Didn't help that my best buddy, the headache, visited me during the trip. Annoying like donno what. And the air con triggered my asthma after God knows how many years!
Spot anything among the mud?







Mudskippers! I have developed a liking for these creatures! Hahaha I think they are very cute when they move around using their two fins. :D

Yup, just a short weekend getaway. I would prefer Batam though. A&W waffles plus massage! Might be planning one in the near future :D :D :D

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Mid-sem tests are over! I can't believe I actually studied, quite hard in fact for this sem's mid sem. I hope my grades can prove that I did study, not imagine it.

2 weeks break from school! Very very happy about it. :D I want to look for a temp job! Need moolah man. Not working sucks. But working while studying sucks more. LOL.

Okay, long overdued pics from the Flyer!

The view at the top!

All of us who went! My family, and aunt's family!

Me, mummy and sis!

Me and Evelyn!

And then we started taking silly pictures!

Chomp.

I have no idea what we were trying to do. LOL.

Chomp, again.

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I can't believe MY NINTEENTH BIRTHDAY IS IN NINE DAYS' TIME!

Damn, I AM getting old. ): This is the time when I usually post my wishlist and ask for goodhearted people to buy me what I want. But I am too lazy to think of one now, so in the next post!

The photos took soooo long to load it's 12.16am now. Gosh. And I'm tired.

Till the next time! (: