Okay, so I'm finally back. (: The "camp" had been alright so far, I think some of the talks are really interesting. I so wanna go to a poly. My only other choice is SAJC. I've made up my mind. (: Now I just can't wait for O's to be over. I'm gonna study like hell man. Oh yes, I did well for the mock exam Paper 1.. :D So happy lah.. If only it's O's. LOL.

OMG, Chinese is on Monday...... I'm like looking forward yet dreading it at the same time.. Lol. Sigh. I'm feeling kinda messed up nowadays. =\ Man, what's wrong. It's just that.. sometimes.. I feel like it ain't worth feeling so much about something, or trusting that matter.. Cos somehow, in the end, it wouldn't be worth it. Okay, I'm so not making sense. Shut up, Dine.

I had a really wild day today. Hahaha.. I kept laughing and was feeling so damn high. LOL. So fun lah, on our way back. Me, Mel, Mal, Val and Ian were walking to J8.. Then we (what's that word, Mel?) squeezed Val when she was in the middle and she was so.. shocked? Hahhaa.. After that everyone was like walking beside the wall, cos we didn't wanna get it too. Then Mel actually screamed when she realised that she was in the middle of me and Mal. LOL! This woman was like "SIAO!" Haahahha.. Damn hilarious lah, I laugh until can die..

Oh yes, when I was watching the nine o'clock show yesterday night on Channel 8, I felt damn sad for Julian Hee I almost cried. That's so stupid, I know. But imagine losing both your parents and having your girlfriend in a coma all in one day. Gosh, so painful.. Could feel his pain man. Stop telling me it's only a show, I was emotional can or not. Lol.

Then I wondered, if one day I were to lose my parents (CHOY! TOUCH WOOD AH!), what would I do? I don't know, I really don't. It's such a horrible thought. I don't wanna think about it. It scares me so much.

I can't live without my family. Really.