There's no school today. YAY! BUT. Common tests starts tomorrow. BOO.

Anyway, yesterday was... bloody pissing.

Respect should be earned, not demanded.

I don't know why but some teachers just don't gain my respect. That's why I'm one of the last to stand up when any teacher says "School stand". That's why I never greet anyone who speaks during assembly. It just pisses me off when teachers make us greet them. I don't want to greet you, don't want! You cannot understand is it?! Bloody hell man. Fine, if it just portrays me as some girl who is freaking rude, but I just don't want to greet you cos I don't like you! If the teacher is someone I like, someone who deserves my respect, I will sure greet them. But for the rest, sorry, you don't gain my respect. Maybe not yet.

Another thing to touch on. (This may be a sensitive topic, but trust me, I don't mean to offend anyone, I just wanna state my opinions.) I feel that the way the school handle us non-believers is bad. I mean, religion is based on oneself, no? If one believes in a certain God, then so be it. It's up to them. I just can't understand why the school likes to brainwash people into believing Christ. They like to emphasise that if one do not believe in Him, one will go to hell. It's kinda irritating, really. Maybe it's not time for me to believe in Him yet, but by doing this now, it's like the more you want me to believe, the more I won't. Call me rebelious or whatever.

Hell, heaven. Well, I don't really believe in those. Why can't someone just die without going anywhere. I feel that it's just the way one thinks. If you believe in heaven and you believe that you'll go there after you die, then you'll probably hallucinate about heaven after you die. I'm someone who asks lots of questions, and I admit that I'm really skeptical about religion, not only Christianity. But since I'm face with this religion everyday, I'll just share my points on this. I mean, everything started with the Bible right? So why is eveyone putting their faith in the Bible? I don't know.. Faith is what human have to answer whatever they don't understand. Something like that. Then if one is an ultimate sinner, and choose to believe in Christ at the very last moment of his life, will he be saved then? Will he not go to hell just because he chose to believe in Him? Will he not go to hell despite all the sins that he'd done? If this is so, then for all who wants to go to heaven, don't they just have to say that they believe in Christ the last moment before they die? I don't think it works this way right.

Man, I don't know. Maybe in time to come, I'll see the light and believe in Christ. Or maybe not. I like being a freethinker. And I do believe there's a God. There are just so many restrictions when you have a religion.

I'm going out with Adriel & Brent later! YAY! To study. STUDY. (:

Good luck for the Common tests people! :D