I've been thinking.

Why are some people so superficial, so fake? It's like your whole life's an act, no part of it is real. Won't it get tiring? Imagine. Every morning you wake up, you've to plan your whole day, just to show people how perfect your life is. What's the use? Pretending to be interested in things which you aren't interested in, pretending to know every single thing when you actually don't. Like whoa! Enough man.

I don't know what sparked this. Just some random thought.

How easy is it to live up to people's expectations of you? In the long run, one's bound to get tired. And in the process of living up to that expectation, one may in turn lose their real self. Oh well. I don't know. Just ranting...

I wanna go to a Poly. I need changes in my life.