I'm back!!! (:

I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT....

I skated throughout the whol East Coast Park!!


Hahhaha.. Okay, not much of a big deal, but it is to a lazy bum like me! Hahaha.. Had fun, and was so stinky and sweaty after that. And I didn't fall! Cheryl-my cousin- did though. Poor girl. She scared me like hell lah! She called me then told me that she fell and started crying and didn't want to tell me where she was! Hahaha.. But she was ok lah..

I love skating in the night. I love skating. I wanna learn lots of stuff on skates though. I feel so noob on skates. Sigh. I thought about a lot of things today. Totally random stuffs. But yeah, the feling was cool. Like you don't havta give a shit about anything in your fucked up life.

I love skating.

I'm deprived, depressed and deluded. I told Cheryl that I should become a nun. She told me to be a lesbian instead, and asked me to be her girlfriend. HAHA!! Jokingly of course. I always have fun with her.. (:

Great day.


*** or ***** better?
***.

fuck.

BAD STUDENT?

[x] you have gotten F9 grades for math many times. (A Maths last year!)
[x] you always do last min hmks in class.
[x] you use your handphone to text your friends in class.
[ ] your phone got confiscated before.
[x] you listen to ur mp3, cd player in class.
[x] you sleep in class.
[x] you curse teachers.
[x] you are always late for extra classes.
[ ] you doodle on tables.
[ ] you make out in class.
[x] you are rebellious with some teachers. (PHYSICS ONLY. LOL.)
[x] you always hand up work late. (Not always........)
[x] you make fun of the nerds and geeks. (Guilty as charged.)
[x] you have broken school rules.
[x] you always dont have the correct books. (Not always....)
[ ] you dont take notes.
[x] recess is your favourite part of school. (DUH! Whose isn't?)
[x] you hang out after school.
[ ] you lie to your teachers about hmks. (I don't lie. I just don't do.)
[x] you tell ur parents that you dont have hmks, when you actually do.
[ ] you have made someone cry in school.
[x] you copied hmks before.
[ ] you threw away hmks before and lie that you didnt receive it first of all.
[ ] you laugh at the way some teachers walk.
[x] you have been late couple of times.

put a cross on the side when applicable. once done, count the crosses and then multiply by4
and post it as:I am __% bad in school.

I AM 68% BAD IN SCHOOL!


That's quite little no? I can't think of anything to blog about. Yesterday was a fruitful day. I've learnt a lot.

***

Oh yes. It was pretty embarrassing yesterday. I thought I heard someone shouting my name and turn around....


Only to see two guys whom I do not know right behind me staring back blankly.


I laughed to myself and...



They laughed at me too. LOL.

How embarrassing.

***

Talked to a long-time-never-talk-to friend yesterday when I was supposed to be studying. It felt good, and oh boy, how I miss those days. If only time was reversible and I would be able to rectify all those fucked-up mistakes. Maybe now everything would remain pretty much like before. Wouldn't that be nice?



triggered those memories buried deep within.
what stupidity.

祝我生日快乐-温岚

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么 让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门 不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机 让它休息一夜
难 想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐 我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢 你给的
你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日快乐

放生-Jade

热情淡了吗 想抽身了吗
聊电话也泄气了吗
旧承诺应不假 却忍不到闷吧
惦记当天处处鲜花
互缠着到老 不死都疲劳
还是跟你痛快结束
为承诺守得到 拍拖都变义务
没法稀罕你这情操
去吧 犹如候鸟飞走吧
未奢想你迷途知返
自由来换失恋那代价
你真的相信值得吗
是我太过爱你 愿意放生你
无谓你抱阵我也这么的晦气
我亦算知丑 无谓强迫你
难道要我对着你句句要生要死
就当爱错了你 就当放生你
无谓你说话里有这么多怨气
我就放开手 无谓再忍你
明白放过你是放过自己
这个道理

I love this canto song a lot. Really meaningful. Especially the last sentence. I just realised that I haven't posted lyrics in a long time and that my blog needs some chinese words. That explains the sudden posting of those. Hahah..

***

School was okay. I passed the transformation test that I didn't study for! :D Now I'm just hoping to ace my Chem test today cos I actually studied for it. (:

GAH. BORED.

I wanna go skating...........................

Oh yes, good luck for those who are taking common test! (:


Tatatatatatatatatatattata.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENT!!!

HAHA. 15 punches. :D



Anyhoooooooooooo, I'm so fugging bored. And my wound still hurts like f*ck.

I WANT IT TO HEAL LIKE RIGHT NOW.

***

Ayeeeeee. Life's so boring. How? 7th month already. 2 months some more! Jialat lah.
I'm scared.

***
I started to think about religion stuffs again.

Okay Dine, shut up now. You can go on forever without concluding anything.
Mutual disrespect? Haha.. Thank goodness I'm a freethinker. (:

***

SIGHHHHH. Today I thought too much. It's bad, really. GO AWAY.

***

So pain still can smile. I'm such a sadist.

TSK.

Tell you something.

You know how people always like to say Tom, Dick or Harry?

Wene managed to string them into one sentence.

It's really amazing.










Tom's dick is harry(hairy)!




LOL. (;


My wound hurts. ):

Oh, oh! I watched Pirates of the Carribean already! UBER GOOD MOVIE! :D
And Jack, I'm in love with Johnny Depp too. HOT STUFF. (:


WHERE'S THE THUMP-THUMP?! Eeeeeeeeeeehehehehehehehehe.


this time i pray. for you, i really do. babe, don't worry you're gonna be okay. no matter what, i'll always be here. i've been here for almost ten years, and i always will be. i'll be praying. you're gonna be fine, you know you are. i know you are. (: loves.

I HAVE MANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT!

But first,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VIC DARLING!

Hahahah. (: What a wonderful celebration we had today! More on that later.


I'm really really proud of the band! MY BAND! KCB! (: You know, I went to band practice on Thursday and I was like hit by double dose of lameness. All thanks to Ron and Eiji! HAHAHA. Cos on Racial Harmony Day, the band was gonna perform and one of the songs was Pirates of the Carribean. And for don't-know-what reason, Eiji was named Captain Jack Sparrow. So he told me loads of lame pirate jokes.

What do you get when a rat eats a pie?
A pirate. (Pie-rat, you know? -.-)

Why did the banks go after the pirates?
Because they owed them a Depp. (Debt. -_____-''')

Yeah, that's about all I could remember. And and, Ron told me one.

Why didn't the skeleton dance?
Because he had no-body to dance with. (Nobody, no body, skeleton, body, you know.. -_____-)

HAHA. Yes. And as I hear them practise all their songs, I realised how much they'd improved since I'd stepped down. And really, I'm SO proud of them. (: And their performance was great too! I just love Pirates of the Carribean. So KCB, you people rock! Continue to strive on, and SYF 2007 GOLD (with honours) okay!!! (:


***

I went to JB and bought loads of things!! :DDD And I bought pumps! :D I love it! Eeeeehehehehe. I LOVE MY MUM!


***

So yes, I WENT SKATING TODAY WITH MY GIRLS! Hahahaha.. To celebrate Vic's and Mal's birthday. But it was more of Vic's. It was hilarious. Really. We went in pairs! Mal and Ziya rented the two-people bicycle, Mel was "coaching" Vic in skates, and I was Val's "coach" for the day too! Hahaha.. She fell down a lot of times! Poor girl. But we has loads of fun! AND I FELL! I tripped over this huge nut or god-knows-what! I totally like flew or something and skinned my knee so bad, the blood was dripping to my shins! HAHAHA. But it was cool anyway. (: Pics are with Vic!

Yup. I had such great fun. Great workout. :D

***

5. 10. 20. 15. 11!!

HAHAHAHAHA. (:

I should start titling my posts.

FORGET WHATEVER I BLOGGED YESTERDAY.
Money, money, fall from heaven please!

Hahaha. No, do not forget about what I blogged yesterday. I still feel that way. Well, at least I know some part of me do. BUT I DESPERATELY FEEL LIKE SHOPPING. ):

Geog test was surprisingly okay, because I actually had points to write. Oh yes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUSTIN AND PEI QIN! (:

July is birthday month. I'm so so so so freaking BROKE. GAH.

I need to save. PMSFAPONS have $0/= now. YAY. So much for saving LAH. I wanna graduate. I can't wait to graduate. I need to graduate. Cos I would so like some changes in my life now.


I'm so broke I can't even play mahjong on Saturday!
*POUTS.


So much for being tai-tai. Tai-tai where will no money to play mahjong.

-___________-'''

WHY AM I NOT RICH.

This was what me and Val talked about the whole way home. Why is it that some people just have so much money, while others have to struggle just to get by the day. Why is it that some people can spurlge like there's no tomorrow, while others have to live on scraps and leftovers.

WHY.

And why is it that..... I'm not rich. Sometimes it's just so irritating to see people who can have everything that they want with a snap of their fingers. Like WTF. Why can't it be me. :\ It's unfair, ain't?

BUT.

I thought about it for a little while more. And I think that I'm very fortunate. Despite coming from a a little-less-than-middle income family, I still can live day by day, without any worries. I still can eat so much(!) and be happy. Okay, maybe sometimes I feel sad when I can't fufil my materailistic needs, but on the whole I'm still a contented girl.

At least I'm healthy, I don't suffer from some incurable disease, I don't live in some third world country. I mean, come on, I think that we should feel lucky to be living in Singapore. Would you rather live in Africa instead?

I have great friends, the best anyone can ask for. And I have the bestest mum and a sometimes-very-irritating-but-still-love-her-a-lot sister, and of course, the loveliest dog I can have.

What more can I ask for?

I think that we should be contented with what we have now, and stop complaining about what we can't have. Seriously, there are millions of people out there who are willing to take our place. So why don't just be happy and stop thinking about how bad life is? What for make yourself upset unnecessarily? It's not worth it, because no matter how sucky your life seems to be, it has to go on. Think about those much more unfortunate people, and smile at how lucky we all are.

(:

If possible, I wish there'd be no poverty in the world.

***

I saw a blind man playing the clarinet today. And I donated. So cool lah, fellow clarinetist. (: If only I'd enough to donate to every busker there is in J8.

***

Geog test tomorrow. 2 marks will be deducted if I don't hand in the holiday assignment. I can't find my notes either. I'll probably get a -2/25. Haha. Screwed.

So yes, I've changed my link! :D The wonders of pronounciation, no?

Anyway, I've got the cheeeeesy lines wrong, according to Mr Brent. It's supposed to be...


1. The only things your eyes haven't told me is your name.

and

2. You must be tired because you've been running through my mind all day.



YES. And he's still looking for more. I can't imagine the number of girls he'll be getting with such lines. Longer than the queue for Hello Kitty toys. HAHA.


I haven't done Geog and English compo. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

The cheesiest pickup line any guy can have:

1. Your eyes tell me everything but your name

2. Are you tired? Cos you've been running on my mind.


Thanks to Mr Brent Lim. HAHAHAA! If any guy actually says that, I'll probably die of laughter lah! LOL.




Listening was crap. I'm disappointed with myself. ARGH. Two mistakes. I HOPE. I went ice-skating and skating yesterday. I still prefer skating more. I keep laughing at people who falls down when I was ice skating. :x But some of the falls are really hilarious! Like you get to see people lose their balance and start wobbling, trying to maintain their balance and then BOOM! They land on their butts! HAHA. :D

Geeeee. I have SO much work undone. And like what? Two more months to prelims.


Pretty much screwed.

So yes, I've heard. KCB's got a Silver.
Nevertheless, I know you guys did your best! (: I'm so sorry I didn't wish you all luck before the competition. You guys are so gonna get a Gold for SYF 07. (:

KCB rocks!

P/S: Can anyone give me the username and password for the band blog? Thanks! (:


I went to East Coast for like an hour just now. Brought my baby for a walk. (: She's dumb though, loves tripping me. Walk to my right when I'm holding her leash with my left and vice versa. -.- Anyhoo, I LOVE HER. Sometimes I just love to snuggle up to her. I can't imagine life without my babbyyyeeee. :D

Okay, okay. I should start studying now.

We've completed the whole syllabus for Physics. But guess what?












I don't even know where we're at now. HAHA.


Whatever. At least I see hope in Chem. Gonna stay in school till late tomorrow. Study. STUDY.
I hope I do.

***

I'm devastated LAH. WHY LIDDAT?

): ): ): ):

Why why why why WHY.



LOL

***

I need serious motivation to study.

OH YES, ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP! :DDDD

Okay, like everyone knows that now. Hahaha.. The match was the best I've watched man! (: But poor poor Zidane. I mean, I like him cos he look so cute, but I was supporting Italy lah. I think Materazzi is so at fault. Poor poor Zidane. But he's headbutt was awesome. :x Hahaha..

I'm home alone. My mum and sis went to JB with my relatives without me cos I had school. AHHHH. Mean asses. :
PMSFAPONS is not going too well. I can't resist food. FAT FAT FAT already!

Rharr.

I wanna go skating this Sat or Sun. Or maybe skate one day and bring Muffin for a walk another day. (:


Dum dum diddle diddle deeeeeee

:

I've never felt so pissed for such a long time.
I've never lost my temper in front of my friends.
And today just had to be the day.

-edited-

I'm sorry Mel and Val, for losing my temper on you guys, especially Mel. I guess I just.. lost it. Sorry about that.

I had a great great time yesterday! Even though it was like, really tiring. All thanks to my cousin's lousy blades. I have two HUGE blisters on the side of my feet. One on each side. How nice.

As usual, me and Mel got lost. YES, even at ECP. Don't ask me why. It's too humiliating. So we bladed for three whole hours. Well, two and a half. Heh. So yes, I was all tired and thirsty and sweaty. I drank like two cans of 100plus to survive man. LOL.

After that, uh, we just sat at SkateSports and slacked. Talk to Julia and crap around with the people there and my cousin. Then I bladed with my cousin again, at like 8 plus. It's so goooood blading in the night. You guys should try it. I stayed there until the shop closed. Hahaha.. Yup, then headed home, all sticky sweaty and stinky. I pity the bus passengers man.

Oh, I was so pissed lah. Cos 13 pass by Geylang and there was like a traffic jam. :\ I mean, I didn't know that many people visits Geylang, you know. I played mahjong at night and I won like forty bucks. Woohoo! :D

World Cup finals tonight. I WANT ITALY TO WIN! France should like, just fuck off or something. (: And I don't wanna go school tomorrow.......

I'm starting my Project Money Saving For A Pair Of New Skates(PMSFAPONS) soon. HAHAHAHA. :D

Toodles!

I went blading just now. Alone. I don't know why but I just had the sudden impulsion to blade alone, and not care about the world. And so I did.

I bladed to St. Michael's Church. I went to the Colombarium.

Time flies, really. It has been almost five years since my favourite aunt had passed away. Five years. I mean, that's a long time, no? I stood there for quite a long time. I felt guilty cos I haven't been to the Colombarium for a long time, using "busy-ness" as an excuse.

But was I really busy? So busy that I couldn't even find time just to drop by at a church so near my house for my favourite aunt? NO. I was just plain lazy. I'm such a bad niece.

I was the only person there, so I talked to my aunt. It's a weird thing to do, no? Hah. But yeah, I did anyway. Told her I really miss her. And I really do.

I remember how well she used to treat me. She treated me like her own daughter. I stayed over at her house often. And I remembered how she always prepare food for me in the middle of the night when I felt hungry and couldn't get to bed. I remember how she used to bring me to church to attend mass or the annual fun-fair.

And I remember how much I cried at the hospital. Yet, I remember barely shedding any tears during her funeral. I don't know why. Am I really that cold-hearted? I guess I was more of numbed, and refused to admit the fact that she had passed on. The only time I cried was at the crematorium. It felt so bad.

Now, five years has passed. Well, almost. And I still do miss her so so much. But I always believe that she's in a better place, up in heaven with God who loves her the most. I know more than often, I don't really believe in all this. But my aunt was a devout Catholic, therefore I know, that God will not abandon her. It is also she who makes me feel that all the Christianity stuff in school is bearable, cos the hymns and chapel sessions often remind me of her.

Aunt Millie, I miss you.


***

On a happier note, I'm going to East Coast with Mel and maybe Val. (: I hope....... :D Gonna blade blade blade and blade and burn off all my fats. I eat so much during school days. ):

OH YES! You know the new show, the soon-to-be 9 o'clock Channel 8 show?? MY AH BENG IS ACTING IN IT!! HAHAHA! You know the purple-haired guy in some NKF show last year or something? The one who acted with Joanne Peh? I LIKE HIM!!!! But I think he look better with purple hair. HAHAHA! :D


I can't wait for tomorrow!

ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER~

*jumps high in the air and squeals!*

:D Damn happy lah! I was DAMN nervous. I kept on thinking, what if I can't say a word, what if I screw it all up, what if I just shut my mouth the whole time....... Yes, I was like scaring myself. -.- WTH! LOL. Thank goodness it went fine. A lil glitch here and there, forget this word that word, but I think I did okay! (:

OKAY. I CAN'T WAIT FOR LISTENING COMPRE TO BE OVER AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK MY RESULTS, AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR O'S TO COME AND GO ASAP BECAUSE I CAN'T WAIT TO STOP STUDYING!

Hahahahah. Actually, if O's were like next week, I'll probably screw it all. Especially Physics and Chemistry. :\ Man, how will I pull through this. GAHHHH.

HELL. I can't seem to think of anything to blog about.



SAT! I CAN'T WAIT FOR SAT! :D

I ACTUALLY DID E MATHS!

Hahaha. Okay, not completed though. I think I'm just gonna wake up at 4am to watch part of the match and then do my work if it gets boring. I WANT FRANCE OUT!

CHINESE O LEVEL ORAL TOMORROW! I'M FUCKING NERVOUS. ): Man oh man, what if I do badly. What if I can't utter a single word?!?!?! ... ... ...

***

IS SEBASTIAN IN THE LITTLE MERMAID A CRAB OR A LOBSTER ?

HE IS A CRAB!

This is what I've been going around to ask today, and so many people said LOBSTER!
Oh please, I'm gonna find evidence that Sebastian is a CRAB! Whoever said he was a lobster?! We even asked Mr Eddie Lim and Mrs Teo! HAHAHA. Mrs Teo said crab, while Mr Lim said...... There are many more important questions to ask than that! HAHAHA. :D He did help us search on the internet though, but some webs said crab and some said lobster. LOL.

HERE IS EVIDENCE.

1.

(script from THE LITTLE MERMAID. Entire script can be taken from here)

Sebastian: Hm! Teenagers. . . . They think they know everything. You give them an inch, they swim all over you.

Triton: Do you, er, think I - I was too hard on her?

Sebastian: Definitely not. Why, if Ariel was my daughter, I'd show her who was boss. None of this "flitting to the surface" and other such nonsense. No, sir - I'd keep her under tight control.

Triton: You're absolutely right, Sebastian.

Sebastian: Of course.

Triton: Ariel needs constant supervision.

Sebastian: Constant.

Triton: Someone to watch over her - to keep her out of trouble.

Sebastian: All the time -

Triton: And YOU are just the crab to do it.


-
THERE. Even TRITON- that is, King Triton, Ariel's father- says that he's a CRAB! HAHA! I didn't edit anything! GO TO THE WEBSITE TO VIEW THE WHOLE SCRIPT! :D


***


2.

(taken from here)

SEBASTIAN

Name: Sebastian

Job: Royal Composer

Animal: Crab

Quote: "I absotively, posotootely must not panic"

Comment: Sebastian is a sweet, funny crab with a weird accent, and always end up baby-sitting Ariel or Melody. He always has trouble to get them to do what he says. He is good friends with the King.

-

CRAB! PANG XIE!


***

3.

You know from The Little Mermaid movie? There was this scene after Ariel becomes human, Sebastian was almost killed by a chef who was preparing......

VOILA! CRABS!

Therefore, he thought that Sebastian was one of the crabs that were meant to be cooked but had escaped!

-

SEBASTIAN IS A CRAB~ SEBASTIAN IS A CRAB~ :D


***


I don't understand why people always don't wanna believe what I say! HAHA. Like that time, I said that the spelling of 12th had a f in it, but no, they all don't believe me! And how do you spell 12th? TWELFTH. :D

(*(&(*&%*)($*)%#(*)&)&(*%#@$_!!


HE IS A CRAB! :D


Anybody still don't believe that Sebastian is a crab? I LEND YOU MY pirated LITTLE MERMAID VCD! HAHAHA! :D


***

WO DE MA YA!

KOU SHI SHI MING TIAN! ZHE ME BAN?! ZHE ME BAN?!

Is it Henry or Zidane who scored that bloody goal? I'm getting confused. I thought I remembered Henry scoring.. I probably remembered wrongly. Hahaha..

Yes, now that my dear Brazil is out, Germany would probably win. Or maybe Italy. Or Portugal. Anyone but France. Hahahaha..

Hate is a strong word, and no one deserves my hatred. It takes up too much effort. So how about intense dislike?



HAHA.

One thing I've learned, or maybe it's just common sense, you can never tell someone to like you, or not to not like you.

So sue me. (:

-


I'm so fugggging bored. I wanna go blading again! Probably this Sat or Sun. Hope Cheryl ain't working! Then she can accompany me.. :D


that pretty boy;

It's SO depressing.

BRAZIL got out. ): SIGH. Damn sad okay, I wanted them to win SO much.

I wanted to stop blogging for a week just to mourn for them. HAHA, no lah. But I'm really sad. So devastaing. Thiery Henry and his stupid goal.

***

On Saturday, I went to Escape with Ziya, Mal and Felic. I know, the craze over Escape is soo over. But I had fun! :D A few rides were closed and I hate it when that happens. Whatever, at least the fun ones were open. Ziya diesn't like the Viking, and Mal said that it makes you wanna pee! LOL. But seriously, none of the rides give me the high adrenaline rush.. :\ LOL. Genting rides does though. So yes, I enjoyed my time there very much, even thoguh I kinda had a headache. People who have DBS/POSB ATM card will only have to pay $14 for adults! :D We'll all have to make do with Escape since it's the one and only theme park in Singapore. Haha..

***

Yesterday, I went to East Coast with Cheryl and Daryl (my cousins) cos Daryl had to work at SkateSports! Went blading with Cheryl.. It was soooo fun but exhausting. LOL. I think I really hve poor stamina. :\ My aunt brought her dog down to meet us! My my, it was such a bitch! Literally. Damn hyperactive silky.

And my uncle brought Muffin down to meet me!!! :D My bitch, my bitch my bitch my bitch! Hahaha.. She's so damn timid lah. LOL. I carried her and blade around.. So fun. But she's damn anti-social. And because of that, I was labelled as anti-social as well. HAHA.

I wanna go blading every week man! :D

***

I think sometimes I'm SOO fucking judgemental. But what the hell, I know I ain't the only one in the world. You can sooo dislike a person even if you don't know him/her. Especially when that person makes so much fucking noise in school. Even my friend who doesn't know a single shit about the person can go like "Oh my God, so fucking irritating."


HAHA. What a joke.

Talk about not being judgemental. I guess it's just human nature.