I'm feeling super like (&(*&^*^%&$%&*)*^%&!%&%*&^(! now.

Like shit, seriously.

I don't know why lah. It's like just for no apparent reason. I think it's because I realised how screwed up I am in my studies.

Just because I thought I always last minute can make it one, then I really leave everything till the last minute.

Like WTF. Really damn pissed with myself now lah. I guess the stress is really getting into my head man.

Sigh. Just when I've made up my mind to go JC, I realised I may not be able to make it actually.

Yes, I want to go JC. SA, in fact. I don't know what other JCs to go to. Then I'll head for U and get a degree in Comm. Studies.

That is, if I can ever make it.


Eff this stupid education shit. Why must Singapore be meritocratic?!


Sigh. I'm still feeling like shit.