Okay, I haven't updated for so long. Feeling kinda lazy. I'm having difficulties in breathing now. :\ Stupid lah.

Anyhoo, met up with my girlies after such a loooooong time. (: Had a great (though short) time at ECP! Pics next time perhaps. Went to play mahjong after that and freaking lost 14 bucks. Ughh.

I'm feeling weird now. Like kinda sad somehow, but for no apparent reason. I don't even have the mood to watch FeiLunHai on Youtube. Sigh....

Results are out next week. I kinda expect to get a D7 for AMaths already. And I still don't know where to go.

What do I want in life. I want to have a media-related job, that's what I want. But why is it that people dissuade me all the time. Why is it that it's such an impractical job. Why is it that people who graduated from such areas do not have good jobs. Is it their luck, or is it simply not a good industry. This I've been asking myself. Should I go ahead and do what I wanna do, or do I consider others' experiences and heed their advices.


I'm feeling so lost. What I want, and what I should do, are worlds apart. Is it so difficult, just to do what I wanna do? But I'm afraid, afraid that it'd be a wrong decision.......



Sigh. I miss FeiLunHai.

I'm still breathing weirdly. Ughh.


誰還記得是誰先說永遠的愛我 以前的一局話是我們以後的傷口