It's time for me to carry on

So... I didn't make it in the end. Sad, of course, but I've already tried my best. Leaving the school isn't a bad thing at all, but leaving my class is. I really can't bear to leave CTG 121. All of you, really.

I'll miss talking to Hou Jun about Ya Lun and eye candy-ing with her,
crapping with Yi Siang and Eda,
sharing my Taiwan mags with bang bang tang with Jia Hui,
teasing Xesman about Da Jie,
listening to Jia Hon talk non-stop,
disturbing Kenley with Felicia,
chatting with Fel about canto songs,
learning Canon in D from Xin Er,
asking Yu Shan to buy food for us during Chinese,
tolerating boring band practices with Debbie,
and even quarrelling with Royston everyday.

And of course, I'll miss Cherlyn, my bestest bestest friend throughout these months. I know you're not used to this kinda mushy stuff but I really will miss you so much! Talking to you about Yu Le Bai Fen Bai everyday, about Xiao Zhu, Xiao Gui, Fei Lun Hai........ Next time no one listen to me talk about Fei Lun Hai already.. ): I think only you can tolerate my incessant rants on Ya Lun and how I wanna go to Taiwan every single day..

You guys are the best thing that has happened to me in YJ. In fact, you guys are the ones who brought me through this tedious journey, and kept me going even when I wanted to give up. It really sucks to not be able to stay with you all for the next year.... But we'll keep in touch right??? I'm sure we will.. Singapore is not that big.. You all must study hard for your A's next year. Do your best and do 221 '08 proud.. (: Jia you alright! I'll never forget all the friendships made and bonds formed through these months. You guys are the best classmates anyone can ask for! (:

I already expected this last night, but I still can't help but feel sad. And disappointed. I was really on the verge of tears, especially when Hou Jun was talking to me! Cos I really can't bear to leave all of you.. But I refused to show my weakness in front of people, never liked to. So I tolerated, and force myself not to cry!! Thankfully, the impromptu outing to KBox was a successful one, I had a great time with all of you! Sang my heart out and not think about the sadness. It was great, great. (:

So yeah, a dreadfully long post. I will miss you guys! I look forward to our class chalet!! (:

CTG121 '07 rocks!