HUAT AH!

I won $79 on mahjong today!!!! :D Lucky lucky me! Without joker some more! Hahaha.. YAY.

Anyway, PEEEEKTURES! A lot of em! LOL. From yesterday's visiting! (:

At Mel's house

I love her!

Couldn't stop camwhoring in front of Mel's BIGGGG full length mirror!

Ian's like an assassin who wants to attack us! LOL.

Fish kiss moi. LOL.

Umm, further camwhoring?

Mel and Shaun! I took this pic without em knowing. LOL.

Ummm. It's Marion's hat (from Strawberry Shortcake I think)! LOL.

Val's nice ass. :D

Ian and Val!

Me and Vic! (:

Me Val and Vic!

Plus Mel!

On the way to my house :D

At me house!

Had loads of fun! After my house Mel, Shaun and I went to Val's house which is just across the road and played mahjong! I won $6 in total! Hahaha.. And we watched HanaKimi toooo!

School tomorrow. BAH!

Oh my FeiLunHai!

<3333>

I LOOK FAT. SO FAT! SO EMBARRASSING! AH!

Oh my God, I took a photo with them. OMG, I'm like standing in front of all of them! OMG! *FAINTS*

HAPPY SHALALALA IT'S SO NICE TO BE HAPPY SHALALALA~

THEY ARE SOOOOO HOT <33333

FEILUNHAI ROCKS LAHH! :D




Anyway the rest of the winners are really nice! And so is the editor of teens. :D



Quote from Zun:
"It’s pointless to keep thinking of the sad memories. Let bygones be bygones… so STOP THINKING OF IT because it’s only you who choose whether you want a happy or sad life. I want you to be happy and I know you can achieve that!"


Of all his principles in life, I think I agree with this the most.



Emo me, BANISH TO HELL! :D

I'm getting sick of school. The Econs teacher[tutorial] has the ability to make me go to lala land whenever she speaks. But she's kinda nice though.

GAH. I don't wanna study.......

I think my emo alter ego has been fighting to surface a lot recently. This image of me cutting my wrists has been flashing through my mind. Like WTF? I don't do that by the way. This is so insane.

I'M GETTING WEIRDER AS EACH DAY PASSES! >.<




I miss FeiLunHai like(!((*&(&()8760(_(*()()&!~^%!~$%$%*^)#!!!

):



Ssssssiiiiiiiiigggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Alright........................ I changed my blogskin!!! [Like you all can't see.. -.-] Hahahaha.. Pretty right! (:

Chinese New Year rocks laaaaahhhh. Though I've been losing money. -.- LOL. I love family gatherings! And of course MONEY MONEY MONEY! I'm so gonna go for a shopping spree soon! :D And I so love my new clothesssssssssss! :DDD Will upload like a few pics next time!

School today is boring. GAH.

I LOVE FAHRENHEIT! <3 Like all of em are *FAINTS* so freaking cute/hot! (:

Lalalalalalalalalala~

GONG HEI FAT CHOY AH! HUAT AH! Wish you all good luck in mahjong, blackjack or whatever okay! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

<33



Thanks to Ian:

Weird Game

THE RULES

Each player of this game starts with the ‘6 weird things about you.’ People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

6 Weird Things About Me:

1. I absolutely HATE the sound of running water, you know like when you wash the dishes and leave the tap running.. UUGH!

2. If given a choice I would rather take a long bus ride home alone than with company. I like having some time to space out and think........... It doesn't mean that I don't like going home with friends lah...

3. I think drawing blood for blood tests is cool ever since I had to draw some for the Hep B test. LOL. I don't know about donating blood though. Think I'll do it in future! (:

4. I have to have something covering me (blanket, sweater, shirt, whatever.) when I sleep. And I sleep under my blanket every night even when it's freaking hot. I just have to have that sense of security my blankie gives me. :D

5. I can take all the time in the world to take whatever I do not eat out from what I'm eating eg. spring onions out of fishball noodles or something. Yet at times I can eat everything even those I don't like like taugay and veggie in char kway teow. Hmmmmmmm.

6. I don't like to eat pork. (Is this weird?? LOL. I can't think of anything else!)

The 6 (un)lucky peeps!

1. Jacklyn HONEY!
2. Vic! Eeehehehe :D
3. Juliaaa (:
4. BRENT LIM (if he ever gets his lazy ass to blog again)
5. Xueyang!! Hahahaha..
6. Sary! (:


THERE. DONE.

:D

I went to watch Protege (pronounced as pro-te-jay I think) just now! Great show albeit being long winded at some parts. Daniel Wu is HOT man.

Ben and Jerrys is yum yum yummmmmmmy!


Okay, I'm bored and I can't find any nice skins and I don't have nice photos to create one myself.

GAH.

Reunion dinner tomorowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! :D

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I think the emo me is pretty much gone, considering the fact that firstly, I cannot do anything to change my English grade though I really feel _l_ about it and secondly, YJ is fun and I love the peeps there.

I guess for now I can only pray and of course try hard to get it in my rather dead brain due to all the slacking and stoning that

I FREAKING HAVE TO START STUDYING IN ORDER TO NOT BE ONE OF THE 50% OF RETAINEESREPEAT STUDENTS IN YJ AND FREAKING PROMOTE.

Cos if I don't I'm gonna go to Poly.......... To a course that I probably have no interest in. BAH. I don't have anything against the repeat students in case you are insulted or whatsoever ok! (: PEACE.

I'm kinda dreading 初一 of CNY cos... That will be when I'll be at my grandma house to 拜年 and my aunties will start asking how I did, where will I be going blah blah blah. That may seems ok, I mean, isn't it the norm for relatives to question about how you fared in O's?

Well, it isn't ok when you have two cousins who scored L1R5 6 and 7 PLUS your own sister who scored 9. Like wow. That will make me feel sooooooooooo good about my score.
_l_

But nehmind! For the sake of my angbaosssssssssssss... LOL. YAY. MONEYMONEYMONEY!!

And I can get to wear my new clothes! YAY AGAIN!


Okay......... I'm going to start again.

OMG YOU KNOW HANAKIMI IS SUCH A FREAKING NICE SHOW ZUN IS SO FREAKING HOT HOT HOT MY SIS WANTS TO STEAL HIM FROM MUAH (OR MAYBE JACKLYN) BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO I TOLD HER FAHRENHEIT FEILUNHAI IS MINE MINE MINE! HAHAHAHA.. OH YES DA DONG IS SO CUTE AND SILLY IN THE SHOW!! HAHAHA..

MUST CATCH HANAKIMI EVERY WEEKDAY ON CHANNEL U, 7PM!
(Like they haven't been promoting enough. LOL.)

I'm in loveeeeeeeeeeeeee so so in loveeeeeeeeeeeeee with FEILUNHAI! <3<3<3 I can't wait for 终极一家 so that I can see Ya Lunnnnnnnn! :D I want the last volume of the HanaKimi DVD lah. So sad, watch until left last part. No more Zun till I buy the last volume. AHHH!

<333333. MUST WATCH HANAKIMI OKAY!

:D

I submitted my JAE form.






Please please please let this be the right decision.

With Jacklyn hon. <3>My girls on Doomsday. Before the verdict arrived.

I'm tired. Barely had the energy to keep myself awake the whole day. I've got no mood to attend any lectures, tutorials or whatsoever. I wish the teachers would give us a break.

Thanks Chern Hui and Derrick who were trying to cheer me up as I was/seemed super emo today. I don't know if I am. I'm just not happy that's all. And I'm very tired! Not enough sleep, and also emotionally. Gah.

My head hurts. And oh, HanaKimi is so nice but I have no time to finish my DVDs. Tsk. Zun is hot.

I filled in the form for JAE but haven't submitted. I still wanna ponder for a few moments. I guess I'm staying in YJ. Not that I have a choice. I do, but... Sigh. Now I just hope that I can have motivation to study and promote. That is after PAE lah. Now.... Let me be sad a while more.

Chern Hui and Derrick!

I love her! :D

Cherlyn and her friend!

They make my stay in YJ worthwhile.. P17 (: [Not everyone is here though.]

disappointed, so very.

I'm feeling fucked up right now. I screwed it up so bad.

English, my best subject. And I got a effing 4. Mass Comm my ass. Fuck.




Can't believe I cried in front of so many people. For those who consoled me, thanks so much, I love you all. For those whom I scared (as I rarely cry, that is, in front of people), so sorry.


So now where do I go, I've no idea.












I need a good cry to sleep.
I need to make the right decision.



But what's right?

Today I only went to school for Lit briefing. LOL.

I pon my day away and waited for 130 to come. Poor Mel though, I think I bored her to death. Anyway, went back to KCP for yummy curry mian! Ehehehe.. KCP's food still the best! Cai fan this Fridayyyyyyyy! :D

I STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO.

BAH, tomorrow not going school cos half my class is not going! YAY! :D Somehow I think P17 rocks! (:

Met up with Brent and Niki and had our usual laughs! So great hanging out with them.. I miss going to prata house with them..

Friday going back, YAY! :D



I LOVE FEILUNHAI! <3

飞轮海-出口

红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错

叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念

如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来

我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说

我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后
能往哪里走

叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念

如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来

听着你说好爱我
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡

我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说

我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
就算真找到出口
能往哪里走

I <3 this song. Ahhh. FeiLunHai rocks. Ya Lun's sooo good-looking in this MV. Well so are the rest. :D

I fell down yesterday.

And it bled so much. Weird, cos I expected a bruise since it was more of a knock than scrape. What happen? I was being my usual clumsy self lah. Wanted to play with Muffin, then I ran behind the pillar but I didn't know there was a marble bench there and WHAM! I landed on the ground. It didn't hurt as much as it looks though. I used my hand to cover my wound and it was all red. It's a deeeep but small wound. Kinda shaky after that, I think it happened too fast, and well, the blood. LOL.

Oh yes as you can see, I'm at home today. Gonna try to finish up my tutorials later. I have so many!

I've been thinking the whole day... Poly, JC, Poly, JC, Poly, JC............? I wish someone/something can enlighten me. AHHHHHHH. Results confirm on Friday? So sad lah. I wanted it to be on Wednesday. I really don't know if I should go Poly or JC!!!!!! I want to go Poly cos I know what I like, but JC seems alright too.. GAH.

I dreamt of FeiLunHai yesterday. Hahaha.. Actually only Ya Lun and Da Dong. But it was really funny. Such a long and nonsensical dream, yet I can remember most of it. LOL.

Ooooh, my wound's bleeding again. It doesn't seem like it's infected. Sissy ask me to go see doctor if it's infected. Gah.

Anyway, my breathing problem thingy is okay already.. It always happens once in a blue moon.


So yesterday got blue moon lah. :x


*cues crow and freezing polar bear from KO One*

Okay, I haven't updated for so long. Feeling kinda lazy. I'm having difficulties in breathing now. :\ Stupid lah.

Anyhoo, met up with my girlies after such a loooooong time. (: Had a great (though short) time at ECP! Pics next time perhaps. Went to play mahjong after that and freaking lost 14 bucks. Ughh.

I'm feeling weird now. Like kinda sad somehow, but for no apparent reason. I don't even have the mood to watch FeiLunHai on Youtube. Sigh....

Results are out next week. I kinda expect to get a D7 for AMaths already. And I still don't know where to go.

What do I want in life. I want to have a media-related job, that's what I want. But why is it that people dissuade me all the time. Why is it that it's such an impractical job. Why is it that people who graduated from such areas do not have good jobs. Is it their luck, or is it simply not a good industry. This I've been asking myself. Should I go ahead and do what I wanna do, or do I consider others' experiences and heed their advices.


I'm feeling so lost. What I want, and what I should do, are worlds apart. Is it so difficult, just to do what I wanna do? But I'm afraid, afraid that it'd be a wrong decision.......



Sigh. I miss FeiLunHai.

I'm still breathing weirdly. Ughh.


誰還記得是誰先說永遠的愛我 以前的一局話是我們以後的傷口