Little Miss Sunshine

Today's a great great day! :D

Mummy brought me out to shop! Went to Bugis and for the first time in like a million years I manage to buy a pair of shoes in Singapore! Weehoo! Damn damn damn happy lah! (:

After that we went to Bugis street and I bought a Little Miss Bad shirt and a top! Woohoo! And and and I bought two big big bags! Hahahahaa.. Big bags are cool cos I can just dump all my stuffs in them! (: I love shopping with mummy! She got shoes for herself too! And it's great cos she always buy things for me and my sissy but none for herself! ): So yay! She got herself shoes! (:

Quality time spent with my dear mummy today.. We talked about loads of stuffs! (: Great day ended with both of us sitting down at some random place, eating ice cream! :D

I love mum lots lots lots!! (:

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This post sums up with the fact that I spent the whole day out shopping and didn't study at all.

Ah, heck about that (:

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

I haven't blogged a proper post in a loooooong time. Ever since I came to this stupid school, I have been ranting on endlessly about how it sucks. Hahaha.. So sorry yeah.

I really feel that one of the biggest mistakes in my life was choosing to go to JC. And ironically, my sister's very same regret was NOT choosing to go to JC. Hah, that shows how different we are. Sigh.

I can't believe myself. I have no motivation to study at all. And I really mean at all. I've been spending the past few hours shopping online (hehe!) and just playing Bookworm (! haha it's fun you guys should try it).. When Promos are like a week away not including GP and Chinese? WTH!

But I'm really so tired out, so irritated, so frustrated, about this whole studying crap! I mean, hey, didn't I just take the freaking O's last year, and what, I don't even get to have a break and now I'm faced with this stupid shitass Promos which is like a millions times tougher than O's?

And what, I always ask myself, is the freaking POINT of studying Chemistry or Maths? You mean in future when we work we have to know how to differentiate sin inverse x or integrate ln x?! Or do we have to know how Phenol reacts with aqueous bromine and what-nots?!?!

I seriously find this nonsense. Go on, just tell me these are excuses for me to not study, to escape from this education crap. So what if I am, I think whatever I said makes sense.

At least, if you were in Poly, you get to learn stuff that will help you when you step into the workforce! Not nonsensical things like binomial expansions or graphing techniques! FOR WHAT!

Argh.

Forget about all this shit.

On another note, I think you guys should try shopping online. Hahahaha.. It's really fun, but addictive. LOL. So for those with major exams coming right up, forget what I said.

I think mummy's bringing me shopping tomorrow! :D But now I'm caught between shopping and studying. Cos I know I have to no matter how much reasons I can come up with on how stupid JC education is. This is reality and it sucks!

Gah. Guess I'll try to study first then go shopping in the evening! Hahhahaha!

Alright, I'm gonna bed. Goooooooooodnight lovely people and haha sorry for the 9329857894275th rant.

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It's raining, it's pouring

Today's cool. I woke up at my usual time, bathed and ate my breakfast(!), and then.... it started pouring. DAMN HEAVILY. My sis woke up and said that she doesn't want to go to work. I was like, okay, I'm going to find a way to school without getting drenched. I dilly-dallyed. Then it was 7 already. So I...... went back to sleep.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

My mummy's so so great! She's sponsoring me 50 bucks to shop online! Wahahahaahahaha! <3 her to bits! :D


我愿意 不爱你~

Ya Lun rocks. Woohoo!

Toodles! (:

Drop Dead

I just completed my Econs essay, and I still have to pack my Econs file and do my Intergration tutorial. Zzzzzomg. STUPID SCHOOL. I really hate school. Really. Really really really do. _l_

I'm gonna sleep already.. Cannot tahan this stupid shit. I have to stop myself from window shopping online! I've been doing that 24/7 now! AHHHH.

Can I quit school?

):

Zzzzz

I just woke up, feeling damn sleepy now. AHHHH.

Should I go back to sleep now and wake up at 4 to study
Or study now?

I think I'll choose the former.

I failed my Chem MCQ. YAY.




17 more days to the end of PROMOS. Woohoo!

Can't wait can't wait can't wait! (:

There's nothing you could do

Woohoo! Collected my X-Family OST today! :D Without the lyrics book cos they're sending it back for Ya Lun to autograph.. Zzzzzomg the thought of it. Hiak hiak! Came home with quite a lot of things- posters, magazine! Soooo happy! Wahahahhaha

They rock man (:


There's school tomorrow. _l_

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I can't believe I tolerated 9 months of this shit. 2 more months. 2 more freaking months before I can have a chance to redeem myself. And it's this thought which makes me wanna deliberately fail promos. Not that I have to do much to achieve that.

SCHOOL F--KING SUCKS.

Goodnight peeps, gonna wake up in a few hours time to mug more for Chem.

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Looking back

I was such a fool, and so, I won't remain as one.
Guess I overreacted. But if you were me, will you too?

I guess this is what we call- growing up.

Keep Holding On

Weehoo I'm gonna collect The X-Family (FeiLunHai's new show!)'s OST this weekend! :D But I gotta pay an extra ten cos they only have the autographed one.. Nehmind! They make me happy! (:

Have been spending some time with Val and Mel lately, and it feels good. Finally caught Secret yesterday! :D

I hate school.

I NEED TO GO OUT SOON!

Cos I had a bad day

Screwed up my Chem test big time. And not because I don't exactly know how to do, but because I didn't do a big part as I didn't know I was supposed to. One of those stupid times when you wish you could've just shot yourself.

Perhaps there's really too many things going on in my head. Didn't I just remind myself not to let this shit affect me? Argh.

Does everything happen for a reason? If yes, does this mean something? Or should I just.. Pretend I know no shit? It sucks.

Life sucks.

Note to self

I will not be affected by this. I've lived fine all this while. This won't kill, as much as it hurts.



Fahrenheit飞轮海-出神入化

这是我的时代 由我给你未来
如果想活下来 就安静听我主宰
引爆整个时代 谁也不能逃开
看我出神入化 银河系被我活埋

渡过了那么多忍耐 浑身都不自在
正义在我血液澎 湃熬成火海
每一根神经是火柴 灵魂快要爆开
黑暗中你屏息等待 我醒过来

热血 从不会感到疲倦就算雨下在眼前
淋不熄心中熊熊火焰
夜 还只差一场雷电还只差一个瞬间
满腔的蒸气已在冒烟
我 准备好 要世界汗颜

这是我的时代 由我给你未来
如果想活下来 就安静听我主宰
引爆整个时代 谁也不能逃开
看我出神入化 银河系被我活埋

你说 为什么爱是恨反面
你说 为什么真理越来越远
你说 为什么要我拯救世界
我说 我已经不能停歇
你说 为什么要我背负这些
你说 为什么这么难实现
你说 为什么不放下一切
我说 我已经不能停歇

故事在沼泽中展开 我从浑沌醒来
定时炸弹早已安排 在我脑海
潜伏在心脏的火山 依然快要爆开
这一生我捍卫所爱 停不下来

明天 我不怕什么危险
就算爱被谁冻结
我的心拥有漫长夏天
快 请试探我的极限
请放肆给我誓言
还有什么终极考验
我 准备好 要世界汗颜

这是我的时代 由我给你未来
如果想活下来 就安静听我主宰
引爆整个时代 谁也不能逃开
看我出神入化 银河系被我活埋

(Fahrenheit's new song! (: )



It won't happen again. I'll make sure it won't.

Beyond words

And just at a page all the things came rushing back

Every. Single. Thing.


I can hardly contain my tears.

Fuck it.

Finally

I am finally connected to the world from home!!! YES! The lappy my dad brought back finally can be connected! Woohoo! I am freaking happy please! :D But sianzxs.. Tomorrow's Monday. That sort of cancelled out my joy. SCHOOL SUCKS. And oh yes, I have this new HOD who spends his time searching for blogs of students and videos posted on Youtube by students. Damn eng lor he! -.-

I have loads of things to do. AHHHHHHHHHH. Tests, tutorials, and bloody promos coming up! ): SAD. I'm so lifeless I haven't watch Secret and the DVD's out already -.- I haven't watch Ratatouille also!! I have to find time to, I think that show's so cute!

Haiya.. I need more time more time more time! As I'm blogging I have to finish my stupid Chinese homework as well as Chemistry tutorial. That is, if I can find it. Okay I think I should stop ranting about school. Should. Not. Make. My. Blog. As. Boring. As. My. Life.

Oh oh oh, I went for a great great great shopping spree with my mama and sissy on Friday! Bought like 1 skinny jeans, and 3 tops? Love my mum to bits! Retail therapy works a whole lot man! :D

I can't wait to like, go out and shop and walk around and chill and well, basically, have my old life back.

PROMOS, go to hell.


Bye lovely people. (:

Slipped Away

It has been ages since I last updated. My. Com. Is. Still. Down. -.-

Holidays are here and almost up, I haven't touched anything at all. ): Been going to my granduncle's wake these few days. Will be heading down later again.

The last wake I've been to was my fav aunt's, like six years ago. I'm definitely not complaining. The atmosphere's different, like cos my granduncle died of old age and for my fav aunt, it was a sudden kinda thing. Somehow I think it's through sad things like this that families grow closer and get to know each other better.

Like me, Hey, I never knew I had a Captain pilot for an uncle till yesterday! Cool thing. Oh well. It's sad though, that we always learn to cherish those around us only when something happens. Rest in peace, granduncle.

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Slumbered at Val's house last Friday, a long time ago, yes I know. Had loads of fun with Mal cooking Guo Tie and Rosti for us, and moi making chocolate fondue for the peeps! I think it's the only meal I know how to prepare, except for maggi mee and eggs. Unlike Mal! Our chef in the making! Heh.

Mal stayed over too and we three had a loooooooong chat. Reminiscing how things were and everything that happened in our secondary school days. I wouldn't say it was entirely fun, but definitely interesting. And when asked if we were to turn back time will we still choose to do those silly things that we did, I'd say yes, cos through that we become what we are today. Got quite upset and all thinking bout the past, but yes, it is the PAST. Reality check, we gotta move on. (:

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Went KTV-ing twice in a week. Woohoo! Great great great (:

Met up with the PW people just now to have a firstfinal meeting to improve on our WR. I seriously think we rock. Haha! :D Royston Felicia Xin Er Xesman, glad to have all of you in my PW group! (: Ray Kroc rocks. Heh.

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Orighty, it has been a long post, shall stop here before I bore everyone reading this, that is if I do have readers. Haha.

Tata and take care people! (:


Loves.