Like a papercut

I felt it, that strange emotion. It's there, not strong enough for me to make any movements, any decisions. But still, it's there.

Perhaps if I'd done something about it earlier, but then again maybe not. That's what I have, all the hesistations. Too afraid that I'm just thinking too much, too afraid that it might just be what I'm thinking. Yea that's probably what I am, just a coward, shying from all my emotions. I push them away and assure myself that it's just too much thinking on my part. But then again, is it really?

I'm not sure, not sure of anything at all. And I'm too tired to think, too tired from work.

Perhaps when I finally get down to understanding what all these emotions are about, it'll be too late. And maybe, that'll be the better outcome. Maybe that's how it's meant to be..


张韶涵-亲爱的,那不是爱情


This song makes me tear