Long post ahead!

I have a lot of things to blog about. Lemme start with schooooool!

I think my class is cool. (: Something damn paiseh happened during Comm Skills tutorial lah! We were on the subject of terrorism, then the tutor asked "How old were you all in 2001?"

The class went "Primary 4." Then I was thinking and counting, and said, "Not Primary 5 meh?"

*silence*

......then it struck me. "Oh, sorry I forgot." I said sheepishly. Looks like I have a lot of getting used to being in a class with people younger than me!

Anyhoo, my class is great (: And oh yes, I got a lappy lappy lappy, and I'm so happy happy happy! Hahaha but haven't get it yet, like still gotta wait around two weeks for collection. Woohoo lappy lappy lappy!

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My grandpa is hospitalised due to a mild stroke. ): On Thursday, my mum called me to say that my grandpa is in hospital. Which shocked me a lot.

My grandpa, the strong headed, always shouting, loud voiced, fierce grandpa is actually in the hospital. I always thought he was as strong as an ox, and very healthy cos he only eat home cooked meals by my grandma.

When we reached the ward, I saw him lying on the bed, looking so frail. But at least he still had the strength to talk to us, and even joked that we didn't buy tonics for him which is why he got hospitalised.

I was always scared of my grandpa cos he's very fierce. But seeing this side of him makes me realised that he, too, like any other human being can fall ill, and is not invincible.

Get well soon, Gong gong.

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I just came back from a 2day-1night trip to Genting highlands! Alone, cos my mum, sis, her bf, and two cousins stayed on in KL while I had to come back cos of school tomorrow. ): The last time I went there was about 6 years ago. The weather there is awesome! We're planning a second trip there cos this time round it was kinda rushed.. I can't wait! :D

I took this from the hotel, I think the mist is damn cool lah! If only Singapore's weather can be like that! It's like 21 degrees over there, don't even need air con! Lol.

We went to the Mushroom farm as usual, and it still looks the same throughout the years I've been to Genting! And that's a long time cos I used to go there often every school holiday!


These structures have been there since I was a kid! You can imagine how old this place is! Hahaha I really love Genting! (:

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And now I'm home alone. I better wake up on time tomorrow! Oh yes, I've finally received Ziya's Christmas present for me, it's the pair of shoes from Mondo that I liked! It was sold out when I wanted to buy lah! Ziya I lurbb euu w0rx! :D

Okay, I gotta do my Macroecons tutorial due tomorrow! Tata loves!

Day 1 (Technically speaking, day 2) in school

It turned out that there actually was a Comm Skill tutorial which I had to attend yesterday. Ohwell, haha! Just too bad, I guess.

So yes, today was the first day of school (for me!) in which I attended my first lecture..................

Introduction to Economics. Haiyo I went through that last year! LOL. But great, we're doing Macroeconomics this sem, something which I have not done before. (:

I felt like such a loner initially when I reached. I knew no one at all! And then I went into the lecture theatre when it just opened and sat by myself. Loner! Hahaha But luckily a few of my classmates sat beside me after that so it wasn't that bad. I got to know more of my classmates! (: They're pretty nice people.

First day of school and I already have a tutorial to do! Haha, not complaining though. I kinda... missed doing homework :x I know I won't say this again in future. Lol.

I'm at work now, so bored. On the verge of sleeping cos I woke up at 7am this morning! Very tired..........

I pray that I won't bump into that person I do not wish to see! LOL. Chances are not that high, afterall TP's quite big but............... you'll never know. Hopefully, I don't lah.

Anyway, at lecture today I kept thinking of how it was like in lecture last year with Cherlyn beside me! And even Royston to irritate me! ):

I MISS YOU PEOPLE LOADS. ):

Oh, I forgot to say, just now there was this super hot guy who came for a massage ok! Really super hot lah omg. He's probably mixed, and has that Utt kinda look. Damn hot. LOL.

Alright, shall stop ranting. My head's starting to hurt. ):

Bye loves!

I went shopping!

Met Mel today, and I actually saw Eiji and Niki!

GOD I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH OKAY! ):

I miss the band-ers, a lot. Especially the Monday dinner gang. The usual craps that we talked. ):

Anyway, I wanted to buy clothes, bag, a notebook and pencil case for school today, but I only got 3 T-shirts! I figured I'm growing fatter cos the shirts seem to be a lil tight. ):

I don't have school on Monday! Cos there's only tutorials the whole day and there's no tutorials for the first week of school! (: Awesome, gonna finish up that last bit of mystery shopping (!! NO MORE, NOT EVER!) and then shopping! Hahaha

Work today, work tomorrow, work work work! (: Things are going pretty well at the workplace, no more politics, at least not in my case. Pretty well indeed!

I've decided to be the skinny jeans and T-shirt kinda girl in school. Dressing up takes too much time and I would hate to dress to impress for school. (haha)

SHOPPINGGGGG! (:

Orientation?

Two words.

Fucking boring.

Though I can understand the effort put in to carry out this orientation, but making us sit on the stairs (cos not enough chairs) for 3 hours and trying to get us to cheer is no fun at all. My ass hurt like hell lah. :\ Ohwell, got to meet my classmates but I wasn't really in a sociable mood. Spent most of the time keeping quiet and acting like some emo kid. LOL.

I was observing the clothes people wear, girls mostly. Some of them actually came in shorts and spag.. Kinda amazed at their....... what do you call that? Never mind. I realised a lot of girls come to school with a hugeass amount of makeup slapped on their face.

Observing people is cool, cos no one can read my thoughts (haha).

This feels really different. I plan to skip orientation tomorrow as I'm having a bleddy headache now. ):

Probably gonna go shopping!

Sad, I have resigned to fate that Singaporean guys no longer fall into my category of cute/hot/dateable and thus I xia ding jue xin to go Taiwan no matter what! LOL.




YA LUN! :D

Orientation tomorrow!

It's my mummy's birthday today! (: (Now, before 12am. But I gotta change the time to after 12am ie 17 April as there's something wrong with my blogskin. Only one post will be shown if I blog multiple posts on the same day :\)

Went out for dinner at this famous crab restaurant called Mellben or something, can't really remember. Food's quite good! Hahaha

Yes, like my title says, it's orientation tomorrow! I can't believe I'm starting school after such a long time! :O Kinda excited, kinda nervous, I don't know.

I collected ISWAK2 Volume 3 today! Still not the last one though, but woohoo! More episodes! Hahaha but I doubt I'll have time to watch it anyway. Gonna be kinda busy with school and work, and hopefully a CCA as I really wanna have one so that it'll be better if I wanna go Uni. Which I do. Haha

Met hon at her workplace at Haji Lane. It was my first time there and I got kinda lost. LOL. Still, the shops there have really interesting concepts but I don't really dare to go into any of them though. Lol.

I'm hooked on the Death Note Anime!! I'm at episode 7 now. It's really niceeeee! (: Oh yes, today's mystery shopping is a failure. Total failure. I mystery shopped someone I ain't supposed to. And got too freaked out to go in again cos the branch at GWC is damn small.

ARGH. I swear I won't do mystery shopping again!

I haven't uploaded pics of my camwhoring in the longest time. Well, I somehow stopped camwhoring ever since I stopped wearing lens, but chyeah, screw lens. I just did without my specs LOL.

Yeah this is how I look like now. Just add the specs. Hahahahaha should upload one alright one with my specs eh, lol.

OKAYYYYY now to my episode 7 then sleep cos I gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow! (Orientation jitters! Pray that I'll meet nice people!)

Bye loves.

Because the past is tearing me up

Bit by bit, part by part.

MSN should never keep message histories.

I read, and remembered. How I cried like fuck in front of the com.
I read, and saw. Your apology, that never mattered.
I read, and thought. How would it be like now if I didn't care about how others thought, didn't care about what others said, and said yes when you asked if we were together?

Would we still be together? Or, would you do the same to me, like what you did to her with me?

Afterall, karma's a bitch.






I read, and recalled. I used to have a good friend, a very good one indeed. You were with my through all the shits, and we were there for each other, cos you had shits happening to you too. Our message history was full of my suicidal thoughts, and your encouragement. Of us encouraging each other to follow our hearts.

But time, it changed everything. Though you'd never see this, but I really appreciate whatever happened back then. And well, our friendship would be a strong one if not for our relationships/friendships with others.

I guess this is life yes.

Fun-filled moments

Hello hello. I wanted to do a post yesterday but I was too tired to. Haha

So yessss, met up with Val on Friday and hmm, did something highly interesting LOL (on Saturday as well, with twice the interesting-ness haha) and met up with Mei Yuan! That Ah Beng! Hahahaha I wanted to wait for her to send me the photos (or photo, we only took one nice one lol) but nevermind.

He's so nice, as usual. Cooked (BBQed) so much food for us! Haha then talk talk talked about everything! It's been long since we last met up. And he actually sponsered us cab fare home cos he thinks it's too late to take bus! ((: Best ah beng friend of 8 years plus!

So I've been working for the past weekend as well as today and tomorrow. Wednesday is my mummy's birthday! And I have orientation :O on Thursday and Friday. I wonder how it'll go. Fun, hopefully.

Oh yes, anywhere to get nice and cheap (lol) tees?? I need to stock up clothes for school!!! (Excuses. haha)

Anyway, this was the crazy thang that I did on Thursday.


I chopped my hair off, dyed it blue-black, and highlighted it purple (which looks more like red/brown now).

I wanted to cut short lah, but then I asked the hairdresser

"Will look very fat or not?" To which she replied, my face shape doesn't really suit short hair so she won't recommend it.

With no other hairstyles in mind, I ask her to zi you fa hui. LOL. Which ends with me having a weird three-layer kinda hairstyle.

I think it's pretty cool though, I love my hair colour! (:




But I still feel like cutting short the next time. Muahahaha

Thoughts

I can't get to sleep. I've been reading my archives, and posts of my very private blog. I shouldn't, I know. But.....

Seriously, how can I ever forget those shit that happened. I don't think I ever can. I try my best not to think of it, but these dreams, they keep coming.

How do I forget when it keeps haunting me. It's damn irritating I swear. _l_

I've this sudden scene in my head. It's just the perfect way to screw my life.

You, walking into my workplace (cos it's just opposite your house. I try not to think of that whenever I go to work). And whatever happens after, does not matter. Because your presence after all these years is enough to kill.

Yes, just a figment of my imagination, I know. But if it ever comes true.......

God, please not.

This post makes no sense, pardon me. It's that alter ego again.

Madness

I did something crazy today. Really crazy. Well, not exactly. But still. Will get some photos up to explain myself tomorrow.

Crazy, but no, I don't regret it. Wahahaha

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I watch the video of Fei Lun Hai crying last night. I AM DAMN SAD OK.

MY HEART DAAAAAAMMN PAIN LOR. ):

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I was supposed to do mystery shopping today. Reached Bugis, right in front of the bank.........

.... and chickened out cos there were too many people. T.T As in, staff, in the bank. Some of them whom I may know.

Stupid. Hahaha. Mel! I need your company lahhhh! LOL.

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I bought clothes today. Somehow, I can't seem to find anything suitable for school! :\

Ohwell.

No time no time!

Gonna do that mystery shopping tomorrow. Without Mel! (Damn scared ok. I scared I forget the greeters/tellers' names!) I hope the people at MDH forget me. I hope they don't recognise me. Pretty please please please!!

And I'm gonna do something exciting tomorrow (:D can't wait)

Friday is a fully planned day with VALLY VAL VAL.

OhmyGod gonna meet that army boy Mei Yuan who somehow has a girlfriend of six months which we do not know of. T.T That idiot keeps insisting that he got tell me. LOL.

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I've gotta learn to save up, with one income less. I've to learn to be independent (financially, that is). I know I will, I know we will, make it through no matter how hard it is. (:

I feel proud of myself. Cos I haven't been anyhowly spending. (:

That's the way, Dine.

Ok my back very pain. Back to Bejeweled 2! Haha

At work

Gosh! I'm actually blogging at work! :x hahahahaha! Well, the bosses are on leave and right now my two colleagues are at work. (: So that leaves me free, with a lappy with internet connection! Must remember to delete from history though. I think I'd die if they read my blog. Hahaha! Omg this is so exciting (loser LOL liddat also excited).

ANYWAY, I was playing Viwawa happily (losing -.-) then suddenly cannot play. ): I think got problem again. I am so bored.

I'm damn in love with Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao okay!!! I love Mike He, I love love love Hebe, and I love the basketball-ing!!! Damn cool and omg Mike He is so shuai and Hebe is so pretty (I know I've said it a million times already but!)!!!

Not forgetting, I miss Fei Lun Hai like crazy okay. And and and! I knew that they were going to be on Zhou Ri Ba Dian Dang, just don't know which episode. I planned to go to Malaysia with my mummy this Sat. I was like "Mummy, I say this Saturday go JB hor, later they sure play my Fei Lun Hai that episode. They always don't let me watch one!" while watching Zhou Ri.

Then..... they really gonna play that episode next week. T.T So irritating. Hahaha but my mummy say we go another day cos she knows I want to watch :D

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE FEILUNHAI OK. And Ya Lun. Especially Ya Lun. Hahahaha.

Okay, I sound like such a bimbo in this post but whateverrrr (in bimbotic voice).

I want to go shopping! And I feel like I've no time to do everything!! Still got the mystery shopping thing ):

Haiya, ok shall blog again soon (bosses on leave till Wednesday! :D)!

Bye love ya people, don't worry I won't let the emoness get ahead of me (:

LOVES.

Yet another...... dream

This time, it felt so real. So real that I woke up, crying.

I know that I'm strong, but sometimes, just sometimes, you can't control memories from flooding back, can you?

In my dream, I met you. I can't exactly remember the details, just bits and pieces of us talking, and then me, crying. I can't remember why, but I can pretty much guess. There are many reasons for me to if I ever see you, no? Cos you've hurt me like no one ever did, cos I hate you, cos I think I hate you, cos you owe a bigass amount of explanation, cos I don't like the truth, cos you were never who I thought you were, and maybe, as much as I hate it, cos I miss you.

But it was only a dream. And the only thing that I've learnt from it, is that you'll bring nothing more than tears in my life.

Like I've said, I know I'm strong. And therefore, if one day, somehow, somewhere, I were to actually meet you, I know that no tears will fall.

I don't know what I'll do. Probably ask how you've been, or perhaps, walk away and pretend that we've never met (like how you did the last, last time I ever saw you, now that I think of it). But no, I'll definitely not cry.

Because you're not worth my tears.

Extremist

I think I''m such an extremist.

Yesterday night I kept tossing and turning in bed. Because I couldn't decide what to do to my hair. Earlier on, I had a sudden urge to try hair extensions. Cos I felt like having loooong loooong hair.

But, but. After watching 3 episodes more of Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao, I feel like cutting my hair shorter because I like Hebe's hair!!! LOL.

Digressing, the show's damn nice lah, omg! Hebe's really very pretty! Hahaha so nice so nice so nice!

Anyway, I'm kinda sick of my shoulder length (Yes, my hair reach my shoulders already!) and want to do something about it. But everytime I think of cutting it short, I look at the mirror and think "But grow so much since the last time you cut leh, really want to cut meh?"

So I'm still undecided. Extensions, or short hair?

Either ways, I'm gonna dye my hair back to black and maybe get dark purple highlights! Hahahah (;

So yes, what should I doooooooooo?

Extensions? Cut it short?

Shopping craves

I had been fiddling with stupid Livejournal's settings for the past don't-know-how-many hours. Kinda irritating but I managed to get it in the end. And nope, I'm not moving to LJ, at least not anytime soon. I still like Blogger (haha). But TST may be moving! Layout's so much neater in LJ, better view.

Anyway,

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING LAH. But there's no one to accompany me tomorrow. Or maybe I'm just too lazy to find someone to go out with me. Haha, as usual. I wanna buy a lot of clothes leh. I suddenly feel that I don't have enough clothes for school. LOL.

Wah I tell you ah, now at work my bosses are ok, but it's my older colleague who's pissing the shiat out of me.

SHE! You know what the heck she do. She's been bad-mouthing me and my younger colleague in front of my bosses okay. She's super scary leh! Like donno what she'll do next! At first treat you very nice, after that start bad-mouthing you behind your back.

She always complain that the younger colleague never do anything, but whatever the younger one do she also not satisfied then in the end will do herself again. And she still dare to tell my bosses my younger colleague never do anything!

And kaoz because of mediocre things like my younger colleague leaving like 5 minutes earlier than she was supposed to, she actually made a big fuss to my bosses AND EVEN THREATENED TO QUIT BECAUSE WE NEVER LISTEN TO HER.

WHAT THE FUCK.

Joke leh, now I everyday go work will just talk about her with my younger colleague. LOL. Then on days when we don't work we'll start wondering what she's been saying.

A just scolded my younger colleague for not listening to the older one, and I think it'll probably be my turn soon. Whatever lah, damn lame lor this kinda small things also wanna make a big fuss.

I think it's because she's going to menopause soon.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

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Oh ya, I watch E Zuo Ju Er Wen (ISWAK2) and OMG YA LUN DAMN CUTE CAN! HE SO SWEET TO CHUNMEI (DAMN JEALOUS) BUT OMG I WAS SCREAMING WHEN HE APPEARED. AHAHAHA.

Ya, I still got a lot of DVDs to buy! Like Gong Zhu Xiao Mei (-.-) which I keep missing cos of work!

Hahahah ok, finally updated. This few times I log in to Blogger and leave without blogging at all cos I can't think of anything to blog.

PS. I'm excited about school. Woohoo!
PPS. My sissy keeps asking me to skip my second day of orietation to go Genting. Tempting, but don't want lah, wait I no friends how. ):