Thoughts

I can't get to sleep. I've been reading my archives, and posts of my very private blog. I shouldn't, I know. But.....

Seriously, how can I ever forget those shit that happened. I don't think I ever can. I try my best not to think of it, but these dreams, they keep coming.

How do I forget when it keeps haunting me. It's damn irritating I swear. _l_

I've this sudden scene in my head. It's just the perfect way to screw my life.

You, walking into my workplace (cos it's just opposite your house. I try not to think of that whenever I go to work). And whatever happens after, does not matter. Because your presence after all these years is enough to kill.

Yes, just a figment of my imagination, I know. But if it ever comes true.......

God, please not.

This post makes no sense, pardon me. It's that alter ego again.