Monday, August 04, 2008

Break free from all your lies

I think I'm so naive at times. I'm one of those who believes 人之初,性本善. And I used to think that in future, if I'm faced with any danger *choy*, I will talk to the assailant patiently like I don't know, try to hit some sense and stir his conscience.

I think I'll end up dying though. I don't know, but I really don't believe that anyone is born evil. There must be certain reasons behind someone who is evil. Oh well.

I guess.. I guess that's why it took me so long to realise that, some guys, are truly, truly bastards. And no matter how many reasons I try to find, how many excuses I come up with, he was just not the person I thought he would be. He's not nice, he's not caring, he's not different. Never was. In fact, he was far from that.

So yes. I feel... less gullible now. (:

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dine: why cos you miss me right
dine: hahahha


Tic-Tac-Joe: yeah, of course i do.
Tic-Tac-Joe: you and hammy. but i saw hammy the other day already.

dine: hahahhaa
dine: awww im so honoured!
dine: you place me beside hammy!
dine: hahaha


Tic-Tac-Joe: oh, ya.
Tic-Tac-Joe: now that you point it out, you should.
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I am, Eiji, I AM! Very honoured if you know how crazy Eiji is over Hammy! I miss you band-ers so much!




Always will be my <3!!

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Okay, have been chionging Econs like mad and I'm damn tired but it's still not done so I'm so dead.

My laptop damn hot leh. Anyone knows where to get some cooler or whatsoever? It's really very hot! :\



edit. I just found out something. And it scares me to know that my intuition, sixth sense, was right, is right. Like spot on. Nothing major. Just freaked me out a little.

If my intuition is spot on all this while, then maybe, back then, I shouldn't have feared so much. Shouldn't have....... stubbornly looked for excuses for myself not to move on.

Not meant to be. /edit.

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