What makes you cry?

Are you someone who cries easily? I don't know, recently I can't help but wonder.. Why do some people cry so easily, yet others never shed a tear?

Haiya now Yuan Liang Wo is playing on the radio and I feel very sadddddddddddddddddd ): Okay never mind, back to crying.

I'm someone who seldom cry in front of others. Really seldom. Like in the past five years (since Sec One), I've only cried like.... 5 times in front of others! Okay lah, six if you count the recent one when I cried while watching Ten Promises.

1st was when (haahahha Val I don't know if you remember this but it's such a classic! Hahahahhaha) this particular senior from my sec school made Val cry like really badly during a Sec One orientation when we were Peer Support Leaders.

Cos Val suddenly hugged me in the girls' toilet at the old KCPSS in Rangoon second floor beside the hall and started sobbing! I can remember okay! Hahahahha That I cried cos I was super angry with that bastard to the extent that I wanted to go slap him. See! Sec Two only ah lian siollll. LOL. Of cos I didn't lah, he was much taller than me albeit skinnier Muahahahahha

2nd time was when...... I was super pissed with some air rifle seniors. I always cry when I'm angry can. So annoyingly ANNOYING.

3rd time was............... OH! When KCB got a Bronze ): Can't help it lah, disappointment plus everyone else around me was crying.

4th was the period before O Levels when Muffin fell sick and had to stay at the Vet's. Me and my sis cried all the way from Katong back to home in the taxi. Like sobbing. Up to our front step and scared the hell out of my mum to see her both daughters cry like babies.

5th was when I got my O Level results. Damn paiseh please. Cried in front of the whole cohort. Or at least those who were around me. Ahhhhhh embarrassing!

Yep. Of cos there were many other times I cried when I'm alone lah.......... like when I didn't make it through Promos and ran to the toilet cos I didn't want anyone to see me cry. And of course............. you know.


So, what will you do when you see someone you know cry? I panic okay. I really hate to see people cry. If they are very close to me like Val Mal or Yaya or Mel, I will hug them and let them sob.

But..... I really won't know what to do when people whom I know but are not very close to cry. I will just walk away or look at them. I won't console because some girls howl even more when you start consoling them and it freaks me out quite a lot.

Damn I feel so man. Like how guys are scared of girls crying. I am too!


Ok super random right this topic but yaaaaa I just felt like blogging and thinking of the past.. Damn funny please especially the lower sec school days! So silly!

Come to think of it, I've gotten a 180degrees change since I was young. Cos then I cried over the littlest things. Until my relatives call me tissue paper. LOL.

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I played mahjong and won $18 just now.
I haven't started studying.


I'm feeling oajsdklfjaljklj now over no apparent reason. :\
I hate it when this happens.

I miss them a lot cannnnnnnnnnnnn Oh my FEILUNHAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~

K whatever, I wanted to do those quiz thingy cos i haven't done one in the longest time but I can't seem to find a nice one to do..... I think they are all dying out.

Alright tomorrow I MUST STUDY.

STOP PROCRASTINATING.