This is going nowhere

Stirred up a memory or two from the Pensieve, as usual, while having another sleepless night. Insomia hits me every holiday, though I have no idea why. I need to get the angst, frustration, helplessness, hurt outta myself. I need to rant, but. Seems like this space is less private than before.

Don't wish to have people read my deepest thoughts and emotions. Such irony, "When thoughts and emotions get too much", yes. Yet this is no longer a space for me to fill when they get too much.

No, I am not moving, I have been at Blogger since I was Sec One. Gosh, feels like I've just started blogging. I'm just dedicating another space to my alter-emo-ego, so that I have somewhere to rant, so that this space, is more like the usual me, the one you see.

So if you're feeling a tad adventurous, go ahead, try to find my other space. Even if you succeed, I assure you it wouldn't be a great achievement. Alternatively, you can just convince yourself that those posts will not be as interesting as you think it will be, and go catch Miami Ink on Channel 16 on Cable. Or if you have HBO, watch Freedom Writers cos it's a damn good movie.

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I need to get out of home before I become a zai nu!!!

7pm-8pm: Watch the new Ch 8 show with Zzen! :D Or Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni if it's Wednesday to Friday.

8pm-9pm: Watch Nu Ren Wo Zui Da

9pm-10pm: The Ch 8 baby show!

10pm-11pm: Kang Xi Lai Le

11pm-12am: Mo Fan Bang Bang Tang!!!

12am-1am: MTV or Channel V or whatever channels that's nice.

1am-2am: Yu Le Bai Fen Bai if I didn't catch the afternoon one.

2am-3am: MIAMI INK.

After that I try to sleep but sadly, I won't be able to fall asleep until my sis wakes up and get ready for work which is like 6am. I don't know why either.

It's crazy, holidays are always this crazy.

I've lost 4 kgs (WOOHOO!) since holiday cos I haven't been eating. Cos I sleep. Like a lot. I woke up at 3 today and haven't eaten till...... now.

Hahahaha ok I think I'm mad. But ya, holidays screw me up.

I'M MISSING SCHOOL ALREADY!



PS. OMG WILL GET MY FEILUNHAI CONCERT TICKET THIS SAT! YA LUN!!!!!!!