Friday, November 28, 2008

And now I'm lost

Ok I am not dead but I will be soon cos work tomorrow at 10.30am and work on Sunday as well. Feel quite zzzzzz about it but I just have to motivate myself by thinking about the mooooolah I will receive at the end of the month.

Yes, I forgot to mention that I saw Vallie Val Val at Kallang bus stop and I only realised she was there when she stood right in front of me. Hahahha so coincidental! I love you babeeeeee :D

Was really deep in thoughts yesterday. Today, too. Perhaps tomorrow as well.

I can't figure out what I want, what I'm supposed to do.
I can't settle my own emotions, can't face my own fears.
I can't get the fear away, though it has been so long.

I don't know what I want.

Perhaps some things are better left undone,
some words are better left unsaid.

But will it be another mistake?

Is it even possible to have such a mix of emotions. I'm starting to think I ain't human anymore........

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