Friendster woes

I hate it when some unknown person (usually male) adds me on Friendster, and leaves a message asking me to "intro please". Intro your head lah what nian dai liao still ask lao niang to intro. Can't you read my profile?? Anything else you want to know, sorry I'm not interested in telling you.


And and and especially when their testimonials all have comments from stupid girls who, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, likes to say "thx ferrr deh add. care tuhh intr0?"


OMG DAMN IRRITATING PLEASE!


What is worse than this, is when these people adds me on MSN. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.


Okay lah, maybe it's stupid of me to have the same email, but it's really out of convenience. It's so troublesome to have an email account solely for Friendster! Grrr. I remember this stupid convo I had with this guy who added me.

GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: hey you are?

.: yi heng

GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: erm do i know you?

.: yeah

GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: errr
GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: haha im sorry but i really dont rmb
GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: care telling me where I've known you?>

.: er
.: i dont know u
.: hahaha

GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: huh ok then how you get my email add?
GERALDINE. 痛就放在心里 不用关闭 不需要 痊愈: friendster?

.: yeah

Wahlao eh damn bloody waste my time lor. Somemore try to bluff me leh, say I know him. So lame. T.T

***

4 Peace 06 class gathering just now was grrreaaattt! Wene so sweet lor, keep BBQ-ing food for us. :D THANKS WENEEEEE!

It's great seeing all of them again, though as usual we feel kinda outcasted, like always. Hahhaah but still, great. (:

Met up with bestestestestest friend VALIEEEE whom I haven't met in the loooooongest time. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYY!


I LOVE YOU BESTESTESTESTEST FRIEND VALERIE SEET! :D

Ok, byeee!

So silly of me

I stepped into the place where both of us went. And I hate it that I actually felt something. That it actually brought back memories. That I thought of you, despite 92384747592 times of reminding myself not to do so.

忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长
想
我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片静止的模样
我学着坚强
坚强到不用学着不想
学着遗忘
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃
还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去

Happy Me

Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahah

I'M DAMN HAPPY PLEASE OMGGGGG

I BOUGHT E ZUO JU 2 WEN DVD JUST NOW WOOOHOOOOOO! Although only part one lah, but still OMG! And I collected my FeiLunHai stuffs :DDDD

Wah damn happy ah. Happy until can forget about performing below expectations during work.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

This was the text I received today.

"Need to work harder, g. The numbers r q low."

Aiyah, I also want more but I'm at such a disadvantage being posted there . ):

Never mind, I'll try my bestttttttesttttt! LOL.


OMG E ZUO JU 2 WEN! XIANG QIN~ ZHI SHU~ AH JIN~~~~~!!!!!!

1 week down, 3 weeks to go

HOLY COW MY PAYCHECK FROM MY PREVIOUS JOB ARRIVED UNEXPECTEDLY!

I tell you the feeling is damnnnn SHIOK! Hahahahah! But sadly, the amount wasn't quite what I expected. Ok lah, maybe cos they didn't pay me all at once. But still, I HAVE MONEY! (Or at least will have after the cheque goes through! :D)

So.... I went through the first week of my job unharmed, albeit really tired out. I wonder why. 3 hours only leh. Lol. 3 more weeks of work, then enjoyyyyyyyy! Till school starts lah.

Which I'm actually quite excited about. Hahahaha!

Tomorrow will be the "training" with Wene, Justin and Mel. Wene that nonsensical idiot congratulated me and Mel on become Poly students. Hahahaha damn funny! LOL. We're just gonna watch L Change the World! :DDD Cannot wait! I LOVE DEATHNOTE!

Haiyer, I'm very sad that Edison decided to leave the Hongkong entertainment industry. ): I really really really think that it is NOT his fault. Everyone is like "Oh my God the girls are so poor thing!" C'mon lah you think they don't have a part to play? It takes two hands to clap lor.. Sigh. I only have this to conclude this whole saga. Edison is damn SUAY.

Ok I'm off to eat my salmon sashimi now! Till next time! (:

And I'm staring at the phone, thinking...

I got posted to TP Business! A huge relief even though NP Business was my first choice. I was really really really scared that I'll get posted to SP or NYP.

My prayers were answered. (:

Initially I wanted to try appealing to NP, but I can't because I don't meet the COP this year-12, madness.

But anyhoo, TP Business, here I come!

Have been rather busy with work.. Or rather, just tired. A mere standing and smiling of three hours a day is sufficient to make me KO when I reach home. What a weakling!

My sis went to Phuket with her boyfriend on Sat and she came back today. Much to my mum and my surprise (NOT), she wasn't home when we reached home. Just the stuffs she bought left on the floor.

WTFISHFROGFRENCHFRIESFLIPFLOPS.

WAHLAO EH YOU STICK WITH HIM FOR THE PAST HOW MANY DAYS STILL DONT WANT TO COME BACK AH. STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO TELL MY MUM COS SHE TOMORROW NO WORK.

Damn fucking irritating okay.

My mummy very funny, she was like "Stick not enough ah??!" Then just now she ask me, "Wah mei, if you next time like jiejie like that how ah, everyday must stick with each other?"

To which I exclaimed
"WON'T ONE LOR SIAO. STICK UNTIL LIKE THAT DAMN SIAN LAH, EVERYDAY SEE NOT SIAN AH. I NOT LIDDAT ONE."

I really am not like that. At least I know my limits. I won't piss mummy off like that airhead of a sister did. And is still doing.

PFFT.

Again

Sorry for the damn a lot of posts within an hour but this is damn funny I must post it. My MSN convo with Wene (OMG MISS HIM)


[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
meeting for dinner oni
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
i prob gona book restaurant
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
but than again have to see turn out and budget

dine says:
hahahah yea lor im damn broke please lol

[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
ok
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
i book S11 liao

dine says:
LOL

[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
just for you ^^

dine says:
ahahahahaha
dine says:
ok lor ON!
dine says:
budget to the max
dine says:
hahahahaha
dine says:
why dont go hawker centre
dine says:
i think cheaper some more lhe

[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
S11 not hawker meh ==
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
wa kao
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
u dam lame
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
JC life make you let that isit?
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
lucky you drop out
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
phew

dine says:
LOL
dine says:
hahaha maybe ah
dine says:
brain fried alr so become dam lame
dine says:
hahahahahaha

[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
shiet
[c=46]WhenDickMeetsHarry[/c] says:
now you making me afraid to meet valerie

dine says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA
dine says:
omg i'll tell her that

HAHAHAHA VAL YOU SAW THAT LOL.

Weird dream number 9893750123

I think half the time I blog about what I dream. Weird dreams.

I actually dreamt of something weird, then I woke up for a bit, slept some more. And dreamt that I dreamt of something weird.

Geddit?

And perhaps from the 908093850 mahjong sessions, I dreamt I was bitten by a centipede.

If I get paid to have weird dreams, I'd probably be nearing a millionaire status soon.

***
And from the last time I met you, I can't help but feel... that everyone can get close to you but me. Probably why I should not do anything. I guess I'm really reading too much into my emotions. I should stop. Because if my intuition is right, nothing will ever come out of this. Nothing.

还记得那夜 清晨最初一眼
眼前的世界 看起来快毁灭
你在我身边 看着屋檐 像末日的雨天
假如雨越大一些 是否靠近一点
你没有察觉 心跳特别强烈
太疯狂沉默 却熄了一整夜
明明有感觉 可惜时间流出了我指间
回头却看的见 满地回忆的碎片
那爱一直到今天 才在我心中浮现
爱情曾出现那一瞬间 我们都没发现
那雨湿一直到今天 爱下在我心里面
淋湿了双眼 湿过今天
才清晰的看见 你的脸
后来那几年 当然也有雨天
我开始学会 等雨后的晴天
谁在我身边 度过长夜
任雨点在倾泄 却再也找不回
当时心动感觉
你是否偶尔 像我静静怀念
岚一样的爱 倾盆的那一年
如果那场雨再度席卷 总熄在里面
我一定抱住你 绝对不让你走远
那爱一直到今天 才在我心中浮现
爱情曾出现那一瞬间 我们都没发现
那雨湿一直到今天 爱下在我心里面
淋湿了双眼 湿过今天
才清晰的看见你的脸

Apt, so very apt.
***

Ah Hong says if I ever get together with anyone from FeiLunHai he'll strip naked and run around Far East plus wear a G-string and dance to techno in front of his shop.

Laughed like shiat, I know it's really far-fetched lahhhhhh LOL can't I just dream???

I donno why I posted again, just felt like it.





Posting is tomorrow OhmyGOD.

Broke like donno what

I'm back! Today was Day 1 at work. Pretty much fine, only that I didn't reach target. Doesn't matter though. The place is small like donno what. But oh well, 3 hours a day will be bearable.

As with the title of this post, I'm really broke like donno what! Damn sad cannnnnnnnnnn. I don't even have the money to collect my Fahrenheit stuffs! ): And there're still sooooooo many things I wanna get. Nehmind, I'll resist the temptation till money comes rolling in!

I keep getting bitten by mosquitoes. Irritating!

Posting's out tomorrow. I'M DAMN BLOODY SCARED PLEASE. AHHHHHHHH.

I'm so so so so so in love with Fei Lun Hai!!!!!! I watched their gai ban DVD, damn funny. LOL. Ya Lun is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Okay bye! Gonna watch Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao now! Woohoo loves!

Bull Fighting

I totally forgot about it.

I WATCHED THE FIRST FEW EPISODES OF DOU NIU YAO BU YAO ITS DAMN NICE OMG MIKE HE DAMN SHUAI AND HEBE IS SO PRETTY LI WEI ALSO SHUAI DAMN NICE LAAAAAAA!

Hahahahaha I LOVE Taiwan drama serials. (:

P/S. The Short Trip updated! :D

Job hopper

And it's on to the third job this holiday on Monday! (:


I just remembered this random conversation.

E: But you cannot blame him what.
Me: So you trying to say that it's in guys' nature to two time girls lah?
E: ...ya

True, how true. I'm only seventeen coming eighteen and I've encountered with/ heard of countless guys who two time girls.

I guess there's no one else to blame but my own stupidity and naivety.

***

I heard that posting will be out on Tuesday. How terrifying.

I'm going out out out tomorrow and will be KTV-ing woohoo! :DD

I spent Valentine's at a polyclinic. *Snorts.

Ok enough of this random stuffs.

I MISS JAS*THM LOTS LOTS LOTS. ):

Love Cotton On

I quit today. Okay, not exactly. Just don't plan to go back anymore. My colleague told me no need to tell anyone since all of em are freaking unappreciative. Okay lor :D

I went shopping with mummy today. Lovessssss! I paid lah. LOL.

I thought no one would say this after CNY, but I feel damn broke. ):

I'm tired, but gonna play Viwawa Wahjong now! (:


爱情曾出现,那一瞬间,我们都没发现...

Huat ah!

Sorry for the lack of updates and the sudden change of url. Apparently most people didn't see my last post at my previous url and they thought I closed my blog!! Aiyah, I change url........ for certain reasons lah. Mainly to reduce strangers reading my blog. Yep.

This year CNY's so so only, I see a great drop in my ang bao money. Damn sad lah, can't buy my phone. ): Oh well, love the mahjong sessions though. :D I got the usual "Wah, you so tall ah! Don't grow taller already lah!" (You think I want to grow ah......... T.T) and "You grow taller ah!" (Please, DO NOT curse me like that. Lol. I do not, wish to grow anymore).

I skipped work again, as you can see. I think Thursday will probably be my last day. Really cannot take it. :\ Again, because I didn't go last Tuesday and Wednesday.

I went for an interview today, at Millennia Tower. Damn scary, everyone so formal there! Stress ah.

Oh wait I forgot,

Happy Lunar New Year! May Cai Shen Ye be with you, me, and everybody! Huat ah!

***
I guess now, right now, I'm gonna stop myself from sinking in any further. All the ambiguity is just making me feel more uneasy. And I'll put a stop to that, by pushing any feelings I have aside.

Today, as I was on the bus, passing by that area, I can't help but think of those times spent while I was working there. It didn't help that my Zen played three of those songs which make me reminisce, consecutively. Eerily coincidental, considering the fact that I have 2 gb worth of songs in there.

F this shit, I need to stop thinking.

Off to sleep now, bye.

I really hate this intricateness

So yea, I've changed my url. Sometimes I really have a lot of things to blog about, but the thought of strangers reading my thoughts and emotions aloud stops me right away.

You know how they say that the only way to fall out of love is to fall in love again?

I wonder when will that day come. These past two years, I feel like I've been drifting in and out of memories. Sometimes I feel like I've moved on, yet at other times, I can't help but reminisce and relive those times.

I never thought it'd be this difficult, considering the fact that he was nothing more than a two-timing jerk. But it is, it is. Part of me still refuses to accept this fact, till now. Which was why I actually contemplated contacting him again. But I never did. For the better? Maybe. I'll never know.

Of course, throughout this course of two years, sometimes I felt like I've really moved on. And a couple of times I even had someone in mind. Yet, the fear and paranoia held me back from doing anything. Anything at all.

I have to admit that a certain gesture of someone actually touched me greatly awhile ago. But I never had the courage to do anything about it.

I've lost my trust in relationships and the cynicism in me keeps growing. I can't help but think that no relationship is gonna last. As much as I wanna believe, I can't.


Now, how do I go about from here?

My thoughts are choking

I felt great today, bought mummy two pairs of shoes! (:

Received my makeup stuff online and bought my Canmake eyeshadow and glitter nail polish! :D Damn happy!

Did I mention that my left eye is blurred now? Sucks, cos it's really irritating. I feel like quitting my job after CNY, cos I really cannot read without straining my eyes, and I gotta read during work.

CNY's coming! (:

This might probably be my last post at this url. Gonna change it soon. Spot me online and ask me for it if you want to. I'd probably not ask anyone to relink.

I need a break from work, before I start murdering those fucking irritating customers who scream in my ear when it wasn't my fault.

Go ahead, tell me you won't use the company anymore, you think I'd care? I'm only a temp staff, JOKE. Hope those unreasonable idiots rot and die while waiting for whatever's to be delivered to them. And good luck with trying to call in to complain, that's just a waste of time as the phone lines are always busy. LOSERS.




I should stop swearing.