Fresh

1. My classmates seem pretty okay and it's great that we've already formed one project group wahahaha

2. My careperson/ FAOM lecturer is such a stalker. He called my name in lecture THREE times today and no one else. WTF? I don't even know him lah! HE STILL CALL MY CHINESE NAME. So stalkish. *Shudders*

3. I think he's gonna make me hate FAOM if he continues to call my name durin lecture. IT'S SUCH AN EMBARRASSMENT PLEASE. ):

4. Mr Sucker and I decided to be muggers with GPA 4.0 (actually he started it, I just decided to. LOL) and thus I have printed out two sets of all our notes for tomorrow's lectures!

5. Mondays suck, really. I fell asleep shortly after I came home.

And

I feel so malas to blog ah...

Star Awards was crap seriously.
The only good thing, RUAN JING TIAN! HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Little Nonya is the most overrated show ever. Very nice meh? -.-
What Felicia Chin wore when she received the Top 10 zui shou huan ying was............ O.O
Ruan Jing Tian so hot omg.
Jessica Liu so pretty
Vivian Lai so cute
Ruan Jing Tian.....................................
I'm so glad that Yvonne Lim won.. I like her

RUAN JING TIAN RUAN JING TIAN DAMN HOT. LOL.

The rest, blah.

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I still feel so malas ah.

Fishing is so boring....... I went with my sis, Terry, bee and my mummy today..... 4 hours and not a single fish caught! ): PS. Terry did all the fishing lol.

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Tomorrow got school how? Tomorrow see new classmates.. How?

This post is so meaningless and tak perlu.

I don't know what's wrong with me either.

Ahh, the start of school.

1. Was pretty great cos we got to meet the 1b12 people in LOM cos their classes were the same timing as ours.

2. Went to Tampines One - huge, but crowded.

3. PLAYED LEFT4DEAD CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. ME! PLAYING LEFT4DEAD! CS WAS ALREADY QUITE AWESOME FOR ME.

4. Referring to above point, I think the guys find me hopeless though. LOL. But hey, it was my first time.

5. Saw awesome pink Vaio lappy which made me fall in love, for the second time.

6. I really am starting to believe there's probably a huge tumour in my head causing the very frequent headaches ):

7. Spent 10 bucks on helix and tragus studs only to find that I can't stuff them in.

8. Need to close helix cos of infection. )))))):

9. Slept all the way from 7 to 10pm hence being awake now.

10. School starts at 11 tomorrow. Bummer.

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OMG BRENT'S IN HTM WAHAHAHAHAHA THAT'S LIKE AWESOME COS I MISS HIM AND THE REST OF THE BANDERS SO SO MUCH!

Shall catch up with him on Thursday!

Bummer

School's starting in...................................... less than 31 hours' time.

Thank goodness for having people I know in my class, dear Audrey and can you believe my luck, Mr. Sucker. (Though I'm not sure if I really am lucky to give him a chance to irritate me everyday. :P) I wish Brian was in our class though.

Thank goodness for an okay timetable, though Monday could be a whole lot better. Classes from 9am to 6pm with a 3 hour break in between, really, could be better.

Okay actually I'm not really bummed about school.. I'm just nervous about how the stress is gonna start again. Cos I really really really really wanna do well and graduate, fast.

My sister made me realise how important it is to have qualifications which allow me to get great jobs in future. I wish I could start earning like she is. Haha

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I finished six (story)books in like 10 days? Feels weird to have nothing to read.

Ahh, this is such a tak perlu post.

PS. I'm gonna miss having Huda and LJ by my side............................. ): Can you believe I'm even going to miss Huda's spastic face and how she always pushes/pinches me whenever she finds something very funny? LOL. And I'm even, EVEN, going to miss how Li Juan goes "Geraldine.............." in that annoying voice of hers in attempt to imitate. ):

PPS. I feel really upset that I missed my girlies' outing. Thrice, four times, or even 5 times I don't even remember. I am such a bad friend. ):

PPPS. I need retail therapy, but my current financial status doesn't allow that. I. Am. Deprived. ): Can money fall from the sky?

Silence

Happy birthday Mummy! (:

Brought Muffin to Marina Barrage just now after celebrating mummy's birthday at Marriot's. Silly girl was so excited and couldn't stop scratching me! LOL.

The view at Marina Barrage was awesome, the atmosphere was really romantic. Perfect place for a date I should say. More that 2/3 of the people there were made up of couples.

I'm still feeling.................. sigh.

the distance seems greater
the silence growing deeper

is it just my thinking too much
or perhaps...
just what do i feel wrong.

I wish I can get out of it soon cos it's really sucky.

School starts next week, welcome Year 2. I can't wait to graduate. I really can't.

Won't you

I went for my first dental visit to clean my teeth ever since I when to get my molar removed the other time.

If I could, I would rather donate blood ten times. Or draw blood ten times. Or go for hundreds of injections. I would rather face a million needles than sit on a dentist chair. Freaks me out like mad and the pain! It's seriously damn fucking painful.

And my next time there would be in October. ): I don't wanna go back...............

I have been missing out on a lot of my girlies activities and I'm feeling very upset about it. I miss them like crazy but I feel like a bumblebee, I seem to be too busy for them. And that sucks. A lot. I'm so sorry girlies ):

And school's starting. Can you believe it. Two months of holidays, poof! GONE! Vanished.

I'm praying for someone I know to be in my class.
I'm praying for nice classmates.
I'm praying for a reasonable timetable.
I'm praying and hoping very much, that everything else pretty much remain the same.

Changes freak me out. I don't think I can handle them.

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times like this when my insecurities eat me up
leaving me with nothing but fear and paranoia
with thoughts of most undesirable happenings happening
what i fear most coming true
that maybe tomorrow will be the end of the day
or just the end

i hate feeling this way
i hate how inferior i feel
i hate feeling like everyone out there is better than me
like im the worst person living......

Pardon the random emoness, it's the time of the month and I always feel a million times more emo than usual. Imagine that.

Thank goodness for Stitch. I'll hug him to sleep tonight.

<3

Hongkong Part IV

Ok on to the second last part of my Hongkong photos! All taken at Madame Tussauds and the Peak!

BRAD PITT!! He looked so real, especially his eyes! Hahaha

I just had to give him a peck! Got so attracted to him after Troy then Mr. & Mrs. Smith! LOL.

Jay Chou didn't really look like Jay Chou. Haha

Leo Ku! Qing ge wang! Haha

Kelly Chen! In her wedding gown. I guess because she got married? Or getting married? LOL.

Haha nonsense shots with the props there! It was fun lah! Hahaha

Shakespeare!

Hahaha macam superstar LOL.

Mr. Lee Kuan Yew!

Einstein! LOL at my cousin's sianed face. I hate Physics. Wait, E=MC2 it's Physics right? Haha

007!

Hahaha I wanted to kiss Andy Lau but my cousin went to push my face against his and the wax really stinks. LOL! So the funny fish like face wahahahha

Had to take a nicer shot!

My cousin went to put a wig on Jackie Chan! LOL and the people there said she wasn't allowed to.. Haha!

JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!! I LOVE JACK SPARROW!

Yao Ming is seriously damn tall...........!

And Beckham is so handsome I had to......

Louis Koo is also so handsome........ I had to too...................... LOL.

Twins! My aunt was saying donno whether got them or not LOL.

Playing around in the mini KTV room which was playing qing ge wang LOL.

And then we went out to the Peak! As in outside! The weather was so chilly and foggy I could barely see my own hands!

Can you even see anything behind me??! So damn nice the weather!

Tried to take jump shots but failed. Hahaha I think the adults donno how to help us take lah :x

Finally, we settled with a fake jump shot. Just stand on higher grounds. LOL.

And I'm done! One last batch of photos at Wong Tai Sin next time!

I MISS HONGKONG.................

Hongkong Part III

Some random snap of a street we were walking past on our way to Ocean Park!
Camwhoring on the long bus ride!


And we arrived!




The first thing we saw were the pretty pink flamingos! And that's my aunt and cousin hahaha feels so weird calling her my cousin when she's about the same age as my aunt. LOL.

There were many many many escalators for us to travel up to the theme park!



And we went on our first ride! Can't remember what's the name of the ride but it's super fun and thrilling!!! Hahaha like a million times better than the roller coaster we have in Escape. BAH!


The view from where we were at.


And we took photos with a mascot! I can't remember its name LOL.



After many many fun rides later, we decided to take a cable car down to the lower peak of Ocean Park!

Haha my cousin was super scared of heights! LOL.
And this was how high up we were! :D
And we went to look at the pandas! SO CUTE!! Hahaha they look so cuddly lah!

Random decoration! LOL. Panda in a dustbin.
Another mascot! What's his name I can't remember but I do remember that he tried to eat my pink octopus which we won from some game! Hahaha so cute lah..

Afterwhich we headed to Steven's market. Is it? I can't remember the name! LOL. Damn my memory is failing me. Haha

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I took damn long to upload that whole load of photos! And I still have many more of those at Madame Tussauds and Wong Tai Sin Temple! :O

Hongkong seems so long ago now and I wish I can go again! I miss the cold noodles like mad. ):