It's not always rainbows and butterflies

I dont wanna lose you
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry

That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all

It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

Have been hooked on this song. It's so.... true.

I guess I'm feeling better, I hope. I forgot to blog that I have two additional Stitches to my collection. (:

Sigh. I realised I know nuts about being in a relationship. Maybe I'm not capable of loving someone. How can I when I don't even know how to deal with myself. I've came to realise how much effort is needed to keep a relationship going.

In the past I've never put in such effort. It usually ends where effort is needed. Perhaps that's why I'm feeling so lost because I'd never known how it's like to be in a relationship for more than 3 months.

Ah, I wish I would be less emo tomorrow.