Jaded

Work has been leaving me very drained, and lately I feel very 2006-ish.

My mind filled with doubts, with issues which I'd once battle with. Once again thinking and thinking and coming up with no solutions.

I feel like a hermit, and am behaving like one. If not for school I'll be cooped up at home, thinking, wondering. Just not socialising. I'm an epic of antisocial right now.

Met up with my girls last Friday. <3

I realised that, I do, have very little friends. But I'm so contented with them. My girls, Cherlyn.. and the occasional close guy friends like Eugene. What's the point of having soooo many friends but most of whom are fair-weathered friends?
So glad for them.

H2HT with Vallie just now.

I can't figure out my problem, and I know it's on my part. I wish I can feel more certain about everything, but sadly all I do is doubt. It's difficult, and I know it probably is gonna be more difficult. Which saddens me. I wish I could be in control of everything...

Tough, girls have too much issues to deal with.

On a positive note, we're planning a trip to Batam in Dec. Girls' night out! Makes me smile.


Ok, goodnight world. Hope I'll feel better soon.