Night owl's dreams

My sleeping hours are really screwed.

Shouldn't be surprised since it is the holidays. Sleeping at 5, 6am and waking up at 3, 4pm seems to be the norm sleeping hours for my holidays. Automatically.

Awesome, because this is how I lose weight. But the sad thing is I'll be putting on the weight once school starts. ):


It's late, and as usual....... I.. think more when it's late and when I'm alone and when I have nothing to do. Have been just thinking about my life and my future (not much emo thoughts here, finally!)..

I must start saving. Saving enough for a Taiwan trip at the end of my year 2? Which means one more semester, 6 more months. Feasible, if I stop wasting money on my materialistic wants. Considering I have an awesome job now (:

I'm just tired of having dreams but not being able to fulfil them. And instead of wishing, I figured it would be more practical to actually work for it.. Work to fulfil them. And hell, if I do manage to save enough money I might just fly to Taiwan myself. :D

And then I'll save some more, or wait till after I get my diploma and work a bit so that I can get myself a driving license..

I hope my grades would be good enough for university so that I can secure a high-paying job in future.. And be able to afford my own Mazda RX8 by.. say, 27?

HAHA. I'm dreaming so big, but I'll work even harder to make them come true.

I'm just trying to live for myself a lil more, live better a lil more.. And stop letting my emotions and insecurities harm me.

After typing all this I'm more than determined to save. And. Stop. Spending. Hell, I'll lock my IB device somewhere and forget about it.

Gambatte to myself!