Sleep deprived

I can't get to sleep.... It's horrible. ): I slept for 3 hours since 6am and now I can't get back to sleep!

It's not that I'm not tired.. I am lor. Zzzzzzzz. Urgh.

It's been crazy what's been running through my mind............

Heart against mind, every night. It's like an endless battle and I feel almost schizophrenic debating inside my head.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

"Don't make secondary school mistakes" as quoted from Vallie.

Okay, lor. But I'm still......... SIGH.



Oh hey, it's Christmas eve. I should be more positive and............ enjoy?

I wonder what it's like to be wasted... Lol as in, how does it feel to be drunk?

Will I be the laughing, crying, talking, or stoning type?

I really wonder.

LOL. Ok I think I should try to sleep soon...... Hopefully I'll succeed. Night (I mean morning?) people!