Of late night-calls and midnight oils

Almost a week of not updating! Gosh laziness has really gotten the better of me. Little interesting experiences, many boring stressful schooldays.

Interesting experiences:
Went to this Japanese restaurant which one of my super distant relative opened at Marina Bay Golf Course. The food was awesomeeeee. I brought my camera but when my cousin said, "Aiyah! We never take photo of the food!" My answer was, "Haha no need lah eat first." We were pretty hungry people then.

Went on the flyerrrrrr. Took many silly photos which I, once again, am too lazy to upload.

Boring stessful schooldays:
Enough said.

Mid-sem tests are next week. 5 days of 1 hr paper from Mon to Fri. Stressful yes, it seems like we've covered so much within half a semester.

Things to do during the two-week break:
1. Meet up with my girlies!!!
2. Meet up with Cherlyn best friend!!!
3. Enjoy life. Hahahahaha

Before I get bombarded with project group meetings, deadline and whatnots.

Ok I have socio test tomorrow, sucks much. Ja mata!

Projects, surveys and what-nots

Today, we travelled from town...........................







All the way to a effing West Coast Mall.

Ever heard of it? No, duh we are so not west people. It's such a wrong move to ask TP students to conduct surveys at WEST COAST MALL, where 4/5 of the population do not know where the f it is.

Geez. It was so out of the way can, sit 14 to Clementi leh!!! Somemore must change bus! Felt so lost. LOL.

Anyhoo, great that we got our Marketing Research surveys done.

Tomorrow, FAOM and CB project meeting at............... Changi Airport. Not good when you have all of your groupmates living in the east. LOL. Anyhoo, I like my groupmates so it's okay to go airport lah. I also like airport only a bit far ah. Hahahah

Mid-sem tests in 2 weeks time! :O Panicking like shiat. So many projects where got time to study ): I think I will fail like mad. SIGH.

I'm praying very much that my panda eyes can go away. ):

What's wrong

如果我变成回忆-TANK

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

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Sad cheena song, as usual. So me, I know. The lyrics makes me so sad. This song makes me so sad. But it's so nice...

I don't know what's wrong with me lately or maybe, what's wrong with the world. Everything just seems utterly, wrong.

I seem to expect too much...... Or do I?

I really, really don't know.

):

We'll be strong

And it seems like jasthm is still stuck with that horrid jinx. ): I hope everything's fine and that it'll all get better Mawewe. ): ): ):

Sigh.

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School's getting more............ intense? And it doesn't help that I feel so tired every single day and I have eyebags and dark eyerings as black and huge as my eyes. ):

I just feel like sleeping when I reach home everyday. Thank goodness I stopped working or I can't imagine how I can tahan. Sigh.

Mr. Sucker's previous post made me laugh. Okay lor keep saying I pig. :B

I can't wait for the two weeks break, hopefully can have a short trip even to Batam I also happy. After that will probably be intensive project work. 5 projects the last time I counted. ):

I feel so packed I get pissed each time I will think ok I should meet Val soon maybe tomorrow, and then I realised Oh, project. It sucks.

I know I'm not really punctuating properly and this whole post is a mess, I just feel very tired right now. Yet I'm craving to play CS for a while.

AHHHHHHHHH This is insane bye!

GERALDINE IS A PIG

Hello earthlings. hahahaha ok kental. Geraldine Teo Cai Yun is doing her Microsoft Access 2007.
And playing a stupid game called Corn Pops Challenge. So lamb.

Hahahaha now find new game liao. Aliens must die. -.-
Ok let's get back to the main topic: Geraldine is a pig.
1) Pigs like to be emo. HAHA ok merepek.
2) Pigs like to name their blogs 'intricate thoughts'. HAHAHA
3) Pigs like to act like they are listening in class while they are actually playing games.
LASTLY. PIGS DONT LIKE TO EAT THEMSELVES. PORK.

these are the characteristics of Geraldine Teo Cai Yun.
therefore, using a simple maths equation 1+2+3+4=pig
1+2+3+4=Geraldine
hence, Geraldine=pig ! ^^

hahahahaha ok bye this is FART KING signing off.
DONT PEEP LAH GERALDINE ! hahaha
ilyl.

Nothing mattered

So I have been reading blogs lately and came across something which reminded me so much of the past.

Girl A, Girl B, Boy C. Boy C two-times A & B. Yep, don't we all know how it goes.

I just can't help but wonder why. Why is it that guys think nothing of two-timing. Why guys do not care about how much hurt they can cause.

I read through, the hurt, the pain, the denial. Hey, haven't I been through that? On a smaller scale that is, cos in this case they are all grown-ups.

Isn't it cruel to know that sometimes girls just trust guys so much, they will believe every single word coming out of their mouth? And no matter who tries to persuade them from not believing, they will just turn a deaf ear to all their advices?

The past may be the past, but sometimes, the scars, they haunt. Like how I still get paranoid, feeling like an abandoned puppy in need of assurance that I woudn't be abandoned again.

And then there's karma. I guess if one day some girl snatches Mr. Sucker away from me, I would have nothing to say cos I deserve it? Karma's a bitch, no? Since I did it to someone before it'll probably happen to me in future?

I don't know why I'm feeling how I feel now. Things are fine, in fact great, with Mr. Sucker despite our little quarrels here and there.

Sometimes I just............... think too much I guess.

And I feel like I'm drifting further and further away from my girlies than ever before. I feel so insecure about it I feel like I may lose them. Am I going to go back to being that hermit I was, hiding in my own hole burying myself..

I miss you all, jasthm.......

And it feels like

I hate my job.......... and I have work tomorrow.

Hate that I can't do anything even when there are no customers, hate my unreasonable yet act until very nice bosses, hate feeling like a jailbird cos they LOVE to view the security cameras, for fuck I don't know. Really hate it. And I'm gonna quit by next week if things doesn't get better.

In the meantime, please let me know if you have any job lobangs, best is part time admin/recep.
Terima kasih arigato xie xie gum xia. (:

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The start of school means lesser dates with Mr. Sucker ): but today thank goodness I didn't have to work so we went to catch X-Men Origins: Wolverine!

I love love love love X-Men but can you believe that Mr Sucker hasn't watched a single X-Men movie before! That's like such a sin!!

Anyway, loved the movie but hated the girl sitting behind me.

Wolverine gets stabbed. "AHHHHHHH!"
Old man and woman gets shot. "AHHHHHHHH!"
Sabretooth appears. "AHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
Experiment XI stabs Wolverine. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Seriously what. The. Fuck. You would think she was watching Jangan Tegur instead. Plus I turned around and looked at her TWICE but nope! Irritating people like that never gets the hint.

Random pic taken sometime ago. I'm beginning to think he's face is always this spastic in photos. LOL. ^^

Ok, work tomorrow. SIAN. But getting my mediocre pay, the only highlight of the entire 11 fucking hours. SIGH.