Like a hearse you die to get in again

Cos it hurts so fucking much.

Why? When nothing ever happened. Why?

I feel like I don't have the strength to go on anymore... All this shite happening around me.

I really am falling apart, breaking apart.

Putting up this facade in school, pretending I'm okay.
Putting up this facade at home, pretending I'm okay.
Putting up this facade in front of friends, pretending I'm okay.

But I'm not okay, not at all.

Everything that's happening in my life now, is screwing me up.

I........ don't know what I can do to save myself from me. ):