So here I am, standing all alone

Okay, totally fail. I only managed to bathe Muffin cos this lazy ass of mine woke up at 3pm. Like nice only ahhhhhhhhh. (y)

Had the urge to bake, but bake for who? Also no one eat. So I shall wait till the weekends, or whenever lah.

"You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible.
I want to believe that. "

— Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist

Can I go on believing? I guess not. My heart's in a total mess now. So is my mind. ):

As pessimistic as I am, I don't know why I always believe there's good in people who probably don't deserve my benefit of doubt.

On a sidenote, I am feeling fat cos I just ate campbell's soup with pasta. ):


Siiiiiiigh. This sucks, cos the one person who can make things better won't.