"We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives and going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. It's one of the most bittersweet feelings ever because every time that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were happy and complete."
(via runawaytrain.tumblr)
Am feeling down again. Have been trying so hard to keep my happy optimistic alter-ego at the front but at night....... it just crumbles.
Scary that I'm feeling this way, over someone I barely know. Am just being my stupid self as usual. ):
It doesn't matter, how I feel anymore doesn't it? You passed the ball to me, and now it's back in your hands ever since my last text. But I guess it doesn't matter. Not anymore.
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It was painful not being able to sleep last night, till almost 7am? Wanted so much to just bang my head against the wall. Hurhur. I swear I have an overactive imagination and I would make an awesome scriptwriter with all the fucking impossible scenarios playing out in my head.
Aiyah...................... tomorrow I'm just gonna wake up and feel stupid for thinking so much again. TSK. Like split personality. True blue gemini indeed (! I WANT...........) (;
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