Fear

I've never been this sick before. Not in my entire close to 20 years of living.

High fever, I can tank.
Go hospital, I can tank.
Draw blood, I can tank.
Put me on drip, I can tank.

I cannot, cannot, tank having to swallow anything. Cos it's so fucking painful I will cry. And what's the worse thing?

The antibiotics that the doctor prescribed for my throat to get better have to be taken after food. WIN ALREADY LOR.

I CAN'T EVEN DRINK WATER HOW TO EAT?! I CAN'T EVEN SWALLOW MY OWN SPIT HOW TO EAT?!

Never mind. So I forced myself to eat, at least a little bit, then took my medicine.

But the little bit was not enough, cos I puked like I've never puked before. And you know how fucking painful it was to puke when you have a freaking inflammed throat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sigh. At that moment I really thought I was about to die.


I'm feeling a tad better now, and I'm really hoping that I'll recover soon.. I'm on a 4 day MC can you imagine the amount of school work I've missed.

I'm damn scared...... I never missed so much school before.

All because of fucking tonsillitis. Go google image that, my throat has that many white patches, imagine that.

FML ):