Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I've been feeling strange lately. This unexplainable sense of gloom and negativity. It's overwhelming. It's stifling. Like a dark cloud hovering over me.. And I'm just englufed in the darkness.

I've been battling with a thought which I've never faced before, and all of a sudden it seems so hard to fight it away. And it scares me cos a part of me doesn't want to fight it away, at all.

How far will you go to fit in?

I'm all jumbled up, bits and pieces all around. I need to get my act together.


Every choice I make has its repercussions. But what if this time........ I'm just tired of doing the right thing?

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