School's OUT

Okay it's officially the holidays for meeeeeeeeeeeeee!

1. Excited about JB trip this Sun to colour my hairrrrr!

2. Super excited about Genting trip on 28 - 30 August!

3. SUPER FRIGGING EXCITED ABOUT SHANGHAI IN SEPT!!!

This year is indeed an awesome year (;

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But anyhoo, although I'm in an awesome mood now, something just dawned upon me just now while I was frying my cheese hotdogs.

Random time, but.. ARGH. And once again I cannot express myself freely.......... but I shall, try.

It just boils down to the fact that apparently my reason behind what happened and _'s reason behind what happened ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS. And here I thought it was mutual, I thought we both understood. Apparently not.

Then I realise that once again, as I do not like speaking up, I do not like sharing such things with acquaintances, everyone only knows _'s side of the story..........................

which once again, brings everyone to the conclusion that I'm a bitch. YAHOO.

It just annoys me how I can't understand the mindset of someone else. Someone who used to be so close to me. It annoys me how someone can change so much to the extent of becoming a mere stranger.

But you know what? Fuck it. Said I wasn't gonna care, so I ain't gonna care.

Let people think what they what, let people change how they wanna change. It's so ironic when people tell you they're gonna change for the better, just to prove it to you that they can, and all that happens in reality is the exact opposite.

AH HELL, ain't my life so....... (:

FUCKYEAHHOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

PS. I'm not like akjhskhkdhfkaheruhuhf UBERFREAKINGUPSET over this whole issue, just a random realisation which sparked this rant. I'm cool about this shit, just had to get the annoyance outta my chest. ^^