I know I know I know it's not worth it feeling so upset. But it hurts so bad. Torn, ripped apart. I keep seeing the sight of both of you. Keeps replaying in my head.
I need to be strong. I need to get over this.
But at this moment I'm feeling so weak. All I wanna do is curl up onto my bed and cry myself to sleep. I don't wanna be this pathetic.
So did you enjoy that? Did you enjoy tearing me apart, did you enjoy seeing me crushed. I keep thinking to myself why? Why would you wanna do that. Even if you had to, why in front of me? Why, after I told you how I really felt. Why?
I knew from the start what I was getting into. But I had no idea it was going to hurt this much. I never once believed you would go to such an extent to hurt me this way.
And everyone else could see what a fool I was.
I want to say that I fucking hate you but I don't think you even deserve my hatred. 3 more days.
I really need a break. I need to get away from you. I need to remember who or what you really are, and forget what I thought you were.
And I hope one day you'll wake up and realise that it's your fucking loss.
.... Stop the heartache already. )':
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