The night is starry and the stars are blue

How was your CNY?

Mine was pretty crazy, had awesome fun but crazy.

Day 1 was spent at Ah gong's house then grand aunt's house then on to maternal grand aunt's house. Which left me so bored cos no one gambled. After which headed down to Bishan, slacked wasted time then YZ's house for mj! Which lasted for barely a round. Then on to Pasir Ris with the favourites for poker (which I'm horrible at) all the way till.... almost 7am?

Day 2 was spent at yet another grand aunt's house, then home then left home at night for JT's house for mj yet again! Got home at around almost 7plus am again.

Day 3 I had work then met my girlies at Val's house where me and Yaya taught Mel and Mal how to mj (YAY MORE KAKIS!), then headed to ECP's C-nai for dinz and then to JT's house for mj againnnnnnn! LOL. After that was watching the boys play poker till almost 8am.

3 consecutive days of nonstop gambling is reaaaaaaaallly madness but so fun! (:

CNY is awesome this year.

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So happy that I'm done with all my presentations. 2 more tests and it really is the end of TP for me. 3 years... coming to an end. Year 3 was the best Poly year for me. I love my crazy groupmates. I grew to be more sociable. I will miss my awesome groupmates. ):

And right now I'm having a sudden bout of emoness. All the thoughts that I've been trying to keep inside of me is dying to explode.

Why am I afraid to lose what I don't even have?

I'm so afraid that one day I'll wake up to find everything gone.

I'm afraid of all the words I find myself wanting to say and I'm afraid of saying them.

I'm afraid to lose it all yet I'm afraid of remaining status quo because I'm afraid that one day everything that we have will disappear.

I'm afraid that one day you'll disappear.

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