So..... Started my new job last week. Pretty good environment so far, just that I have really little supervision so I'm always feeling very lost. Need to be more confident in myself and the decisions that I plan to make. I'm always too hesitant and too afraid of making mistakes when it comes to work. Not sure if that's a good thing, but I see it as bad. :( Need to change!
And now it's the end of another weekend. I feel so depressed on Sundays because it means that it's another week till seeing baby again. Sometimes I feel like I'm overly dependent. Or maybe it's the lack of time we have during the weekdays so I am always looking forward to meeting him during the weekends, or at anytime we can. Managing expectations, I need to manage mine. It's never good to be this clingy.
Been a long time since I accompanied baby to a poker game and that was what we did yesterday night. You can see how army is draining all the boys because they used to be able to play till 6 in the morning and go for breakfast but yesterday around 4am most of them were already nodding off. Haha poor army boys..
Oh, and baby actually gave in to me and we watched You're The Apple of My Eye. Hehehe I think I will strike toto cos it's a Chinese romance movie which he'll never watch? But he did. Though he'll probably say it's cos I forced him to lah. :( Hahaha it was a great movie, so touching especially towards the end. Almost teared! Which is saying something because I rarely cry in movies unless it involves a dog who dies at the end.
Shall end this post with the theme song from the movie.
“常常听人家说，恋爱最美好的是暧昧的时候...”
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