Only human

Another year has passed in a blink of an eye and I'm officially 22. Well, but age is relative right? At times I feel young, at times I look at all the xdd and xmm and feel like an old hag.

Anyway, 22 years old. It's time for me to be responsible and start working towards the life that I want, towards my future. No more horsing around, no more being lazy. It's time I start living for myself. Start earning, so that no loved one of mine can be affected by this very evil thing known as money, or use it as an excuse or a reason to be so negative in life. Me included.

Thanks to my lovelies for taking time to spend my birthday with me. I was pretty much gone after these photos were taken. Really appreciate everyone who wished me too! ;) 

I have been too bogged down by my emotions lately, and the alcohol heightened everything. My sadness was up ten folds, on my birthday no less. It's time to keep them under control. It's time to change my thinking.. And I know I've said it before but never got to working it out, it's time to live for me. 

It's a pretty thin line between trusting the one you love and not caring at all.