I have so many things to blog about, I hope I can remember them all. LOL.

First things first,

I WATCHED X-MEN:THE LAST STAND AND I LOVE IT HELL LOADS!!! OMFG, IT IS SOOOOO GOOOOOOOD!

Okay, maybe, I'm exaggerating a little, but hell, it was AWESOME! I love Wolverine. I love Storm. I love Cyclops (But I'm damn sad lah. ):). I love Iceman (Is that his name? LOL). I love Shadowcat. I love Pyro(?). I love Mystique. I love Beast. OMFG, I just love everyone in the movie!!!! There's this very sad scene. It was heart-wrenching. But I guess many people haven't watched the show, so I won't comment on it. It was really so sad, I almost cried. ALMOST. ): I definitely hope it won't be the last of X-MEN. I love the show so much.. Here's something to ponder, if you were a mutant, would you want the cure? For me, I think it depends. If I were Rouge, I would go ahead and have the cure.. Cos being unable to touch someone is really bad lah..

Hmmm.. The holidays are here already? It definitely don't seems like it. I mean, hey, we have to go back to school practically 24/7 and there's NOTHING to eat at the canteen. WOW. Unless you can count KoKo Krunch, seaweed, cuttlefish, biscuits and whats-not food for lunch. :\ Stupid. Can't they open at least one stall.. So depriving. ): I think they're out to aid me in my diet. HAHAHA..

Anyway, my mother and sister went for a VCD shopping spree yesterday.. I have like 4 sets of VCDs (those serial kinds) at home now, brand-new and untouched. It's so tempting okay, I have O's this year, and I have to study but I so wanna watch all the shows! Full House and Prince Turn Into A Frog! I know I watch before already, but I wanna watch them again! The other two is some other Korean shows.. AHHHH. I shall resist the temptation. (:

I'M GOING TO SENTOSA WITH MELI-LILY-LULU-LALA TOMORROW!!!!!!! Finally, after God-knows-how-many weeks of waiting. :D I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait!!! :DDD Just the two of us, Mel. Hand in hand, walking on the soft sand, hearing the waves splash, under the bright sunny sun... How romantic. HAHAHAHAHA! (:

Lately, I've been keeping lots of things to myself. Maybe because if I had stated my views, conflict would occur. Sometimes I just don't wish to comment, don't wish to get involved, don't want to start a quarrel or have any bad feelings, and so I just keep my mouth shut. But even when I'm quiet about things it doesn't mean that I don't care. I don't know. I don't know how long more I'll be shutting up. And I definitely don't want to witness the day when I start stating my views on every single shit. It won't be a pretty scene. Definitely not. I just wish that once in a while, one would just listen to the views of others. Listen, not hear. Just because you stand firmly on what you think doesn't mean that you're right. Doesn't mean that you just shut out others' opinions. It gets on my nerves at times. Really, it does.

Whatever, it's getting tiring. And I don't wanna think about this. It's just my alter ego. The emo one. Har har.

I haven't had dinner. ):

歌手:林俊杰
歌名:原来

街灯绊住我眼前 下一步
拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我 会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情
竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面
可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地
跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是
我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是
我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话 掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我 很难入睡

原来最疼痛的表情
竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面
可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地
跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是
我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是
我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

原来最疼痛的表情
竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面
可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地
跟我难分难离
原来最孤单的是
我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是
我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹


I love this song. It's so nice.. makes me wanna tear. ):

I'm back! From Chinese O's!!!! IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahhaha... But damn, paper 2 is so difficult. ): Paper 1 was alright. Damn, bye bye A1. Sigh.

Oh well, still, IT'S OVER! I should be out there celebrating, not at home blogging. No life. ): Ah, whatever. Guess what I was doing when it was one day before Chinese O's?
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I WENT TO TOWN WITH MY SISTER!!! *GASPS.

Like omg lah, I didn't even bother to read through anything. =\ But oh man I had so much fun!! It's times like this when I'm really thankful that I have my wonderful sister. (: We went to Queensway first, to buy her rollerblade brakes. Damn, I want a new pair of blades..... =\ Afterwhich, we headed to town cos my vain sister was gonna have her manicure and pedicure.. And me, with nothing to do, sat in the library@orchard for like 2 hours. The books there suck. No nice books at all..

Anyhoo, after that, we went to Heeren and omg, I KNOW WHAT BAG I WANT NOW!! BUT IT'S SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE!!!! NEWURBANMALE! Gahhhhh. Ate at Billy Bombers( Sis treat! ) and boy, the food was bad. My chicken was barely cooked lah. My sis asked me to choose between Mache, Sakae, NYDC and Billy Bombers. We were like outside Billy Bombers already so I chose that. Wrong choice!

So yes, as you all know, my birthday will be coming SOOOOON. 17th June! :D 10 days before you hor, Val! LOL.

I'll just post my wishlist for fun.. (:

1. NEWURBANMALE BAG/VOUCHERS (I don't mind paying a lil too! HAHA!)
2. Skirts (Short ones)
3. Jeans from Giordano!!! (That one, Maliwi knows! Hahaha!)
4. Tops? (Whatever-Off-shoulders, sleeveless, sleeved.)
5. A pair of new rollerblades!
6. SonyEricsson z530i (My dream phone!)

I think that's about it.. The rest would be.. I don't know. Impractical? Unrealistic? Haha.. Yup. Kind souls, please, I think just number 1 will do! (:

Yes, yes. OMG, O Level Chinese is so OVER!!! Hahaha..

There're still the rest, no?


):

I've just finished playing mahjong with my sis and cousins.. and I won! Hahahaha... :D But too bad my cousins wanted to play smaller, or I'd have won more money, but nevertheless, I WON! Hahaha..

I caught Da Vinci Code yesterday. The people didn't even bother to check my age. Which made me think- Do I really look that old? OMG. My sister was like "Of course they never check lah, you look like you're twenty." -.- Stupid woman. Anyway, the movie was quite a disappointment. Yes, it didn't do the book justice. Towards the end, I almost fell asleep. Cos it was rather boring. ): Disappointing.

Stupid, I could have watched X-Men now. But I thought I was going out with my cousin. In the end, it was cancelled. Grrr. And my sister booked the tickets already, so I cannot watch. Sigh....

My mum's in Malaysia. My sister is out. I'm alone at home. It's so quiet. Not exactly, I'm listening to songs, but still.... no one at home. ): It's times like this when I start getting paranoid. It's times like this when I start to think..... of stuff that I don't want to. Of everything that I'd been hiding all this while. I hate to feel like this.

Won't somebody tell me it's not worth it?


it wont work.

Okay, so I'm finally back. (: The "camp" had been alright so far, I think some of the talks are really interesting. I so wanna go to a poly. My only other choice is SAJC. I've made up my mind. (: Now I just can't wait for O's to be over. I'm gonna study like hell man. Oh yes, I did well for the mock exam Paper 1.. :D So happy lah.. If only it's O's. LOL.

OMG, Chinese is on Monday...... I'm like looking forward yet dreading it at the same time.. Lol. Sigh. I'm feeling kinda messed up nowadays. =\ Man, what's wrong. It's just that.. sometimes.. I feel like it ain't worth feeling so much about something, or trusting that matter.. Cos somehow, in the end, it wouldn't be worth it. Okay, I'm so not making sense. Shut up, Dine.

I had a really wild day today. Hahaha.. I kept laughing and was feeling so damn high. LOL. So fun lah, on our way back. Me, Mel, Mal, Val and Ian were walking to J8.. Then we (what's that word, Mel?) squeezed Val when she was in the middle and she was so.. shocked? Hahhaa.. After that everyone was like walking beside the wall, cos we didn't wanna get it too. Then Mel actually screamed when she realised that she was in the middle of me and Mal. LOL! This woman was like "SIAO!" Haahahha.. Damn hilarious lah, I laugh until can die..

Oh yes, when I was watching the nine o'clock show yesterday night on Channel 8, I felt damn sad for Julian Hee I almost cried. That's so stupid, I know. But imagine losing both your parents and having your girlfriend in a coma all in one day. Gosh, so painful.. Could feel his pain man. Stop telling me it's only a show, I was emotional can or not. Lol.

Then I wondered, if one day I were to lose my parents (CHOY! TOUCH WOOD AH!), what would I do? I don't know, I really don't. It's such a horrible thought. I don't wanna think about it. It scares me so much.

I can't live without my family. Really.

L1R5: 27
L1R4: 20


So yes, the dreaded day. As you all can see. My "wonderful" results. Yay. Hmmm.. Have done badly for eveything except for E. Maths. Damn. English and Chinese were a total disappointment. A. Maths, well, let's just say I'm kinda contented that I passed. I mean, F9 to a C5. I love Mr Lionel Ong. (: He's a life saver. Sigh, well, I guess this is what I get for not studying. I swear I'll mug my ass off during the holidays. I'm so motivated I even started a plan. Well, almost. Hahaha..

-Edited-

I don't understand why teachers like to say that I'm quiet. I am so not! I talk, but somehow I guess they can never hear me and thus, "Geraldine is a quiet girl." Wow. It's amazing how I've been getting that statement since primary school. Maybe I should talk more. And louder. Hahaha.. Then they'll know my true colours. Anyway, I HATE BEING FORCED TO GREET SOME &(*&($*&#&%(*!#@ TEACHERS! I hate it, really. A few more months. Can't you all just live a few more months without us greeting you? I swear you guys won't die. I promise. Seriously, I will only greet people I feel like greeting. People worth the greeting. People whom I respect. Yeah, so just stop forcing us! It's freaking irritating. Especially when you pronounce "r" with "l". So shut up.

Anyway, I think it's so nice of Mr Low to write a note for everyone. (:


I like the way he writes my name. The "G". Ahahahaha. Okay, I'm feeling rather nonsensical. Anyway, I caught Over The Hedge with Val and Ian today! Okay, I know, 100000-watt lightbulb right. But I wanted to watch that show lah. Lol. It's so hilarious and the characters are sooooooo cute! Everyone's so cute, I don't actually have a favourite. I like them all! But the baby porcupines are funny. Hahaha.. Stay till after the credits! There are like a few seconds of them more! :D

Okay, so Over The Hedge down. There's still The Da Vinci Code and X-Men: The Last Stand. Reviews for X-Men is goooood. 4.5/5 ticks. :D I can't wait!!!! There's after-credits too! So stay and be patient, people! Hahaha.. (:

Sis nagged at me for not studying for Chinese. I know, I KNOW! God damn it. It's so fucking irritating. Everytime I study, she doesn't say a thing. Each time I don't, she have to fucking nag. GOD! Like whenever I study, she ain't around so what rights has she got to say that I didn't study man. Fuck. =\ I hate it. I swear I'm gonna get an A1 just to shut her gap. Argh. I hate it when she nags and nags and nags incessantly.

6 more days. OMFG.

I spent my whole weekend mainly sleeping and watching tv, or just simply slacking my ass off. I tried to do Chinese though. Got 4/10 for close passage. Yay. WTF, 1 week. 1 more fucking week. I so wanna watch Da Vinci Code, but it seems like I have no time. ):

I watched Young And Dangerous 3 a.k.a. Gu Wat Zai Part 3 for the 9871409812058938485th time yesterday. I swear it'll be my favourite movie till I'm 100, or even 1000. When I become a centuarian, I'll still be sitting in front of the TV and oogling at Ekin Cheng each time I watch this show. And I'll still bawl my heart out whenever Smartie gets killed by Crow, and Gan Xin Ti Dai Ni starts playing. It's so sad, really. And rascals like them are so cool. Why don't such people exist in Singapore? As hot and hunky as Ekin.... *Drools. It'll be cool to have a rascal like Ekin as your boyfriend, yes? Minus the raping and dying part lah.. But it'll be so exciting, I know I'd said this before. I wanna date someone like that. Hahaha..

I love Gu Wat Zai! Gan Xin Ti Dai Ni never fails to move me.. not to tears, but close. Imagine the pain you've to go through watching the person you love so much die in front of your eyes and not being able to do anything at all. Sigh.. Love hurts so much, no? ):

甘心替代你
郑伊健

不管天过风已起
只想依依看着你
夜阑人静会否仍可希冀
经得起优伤与悲
只因心中有着你
路遥长夜记忆从不舍弃

长街的身影穿过风雨有傲气
曾一起出走不怕闯进了绝地
如梦如烟 全像游戏

仿佛天和地在挑选我跟你
如像我亦重遇了生死
难道只好淌泪心痛告别你
无法让我此际替代你

经得起优伤与悲
只因心中有着你
路遥长夜记忆从不舍弃

长街的身影穿过风雨有傲气
曾一起出走不怕闯进了绝地
如梦如烟 全像游戏

仿佛天和地在挑选我跟你
如像我亦重遇了生死
难道只好淌泪心痛告别你
无法让我甘心替代你

仿佛天和地在挑选我跟你
如像我亦重遇了生死
难道只好淌泪心痛告别你
无法让我甘心替代你

I'm watching Chris now. And I'm still so sad that he's out. I mean, look at him, he has "AMERICAN IDOL" written across his face.. ):

I think I should stop supporting people in competitions like this. Because whoever I support always don't seem to win.. Like Lucify. Omg, that stupid Xia Ri Feng totally SUCKS in singing and they manage to beat Lucify. WTH! They can't sing for nuts lah. -.- Even the judges think so. They should just get out. Hahaha..

Damn, I'm feeling so tired. I just woke up at nine plus and now I'm tired again. /: I wanna watch The Da Vinci Code........ Ahhhhhhhh.

It's like I'm stuck in this pit. Running in circles. I see the exit, but there's just no way to reach it. Round and round, round and round. Sometimes I love the tranquility, but most of the time, I just need a break. A need to break free. Yet there's something holding me back. Pulling me back. Just the fear of falling, the fear of hurt, the fear. It's endless. Perhaps it's time for me to just stay put. And remain in that serenity. Perhaps it's time for me to break free. Maybe, I shouldn't do anything at all. Too much thoughts running through my head. Too much reasons I'm looking for. Whatever in the past seems to be vanishing at this moment. Perhaps it's just me. I just expect things to be how I want it to be, and I get irritated when it's not. My limits of patience is running paper thin. Whatever happened to the girl who didn't use to bother about anything. Who didn't bother about any shit.. Why can't I seem to tolerate things now. Why can't I just stop judging and thinking.. Why the fuck.

Just too many things on my mind. Let me go. Every single shit.

Cranky-ness is stuffed right up my ass. Fuck.

The Da Vinci Code is out, I WILL watch in next week no matter what. I hate it when Christians/Catholics tell people that it's not a good show and we should NOT watch it. I'll say screw you and have faith in your own religion man. To each his own. If someone decide to believe that ficticious book instead of his own religion, then so be it. That's too bad, no? Don't come and bullshit about how we shouldn't watch the movie or read the book because the more you say, the more I will go ahead. So shoot me, I'm rebellious, can't?

Probably will catch Over the Hedge next week too. I definitely need some laughter in my life.


Chinese O's is in a week's time. I haven't started. So screwed. Fucking screwed. Yippie yippie yay.




NOT.


I'm cranky. So freaking cranky.

From the Friendster Bulletin:

G-Love is something you deeply believe in.
E-You're Super cool.
R-Your talkative.
A- Damn good in bed
L- You're so damn cute
D- Damn good in bed.
I-You have a nice ass ;-)
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
E-You're Super cool.


Okay, I'm being lame.

(:

it has been so long.

My muscles are aching like hell. I can't laugh too much because my stomach muscles hurt. HARHAR. =\ Stupid PFT. And there's bloody 2.4 tomorrow. Yay.

Results are back, well, not all. And guess what. I failed both Sciences already. Surprise surprise. I think both E8, or maybe my Chem D7. Wow, I really wonder what I'm doing in a double Science class. Ahahaha, but whatever, I didn't study much. Heh. I just pass my English Paper two. Brian Koh just had to tell his classes that our class did the worst. Wow, how encouraging. -.- And Chinese! Overall, 69. 69!!!! One more mark to an A2!!! Fuck.

I've been so grumpy and cranky this few days. =\ And I'm so freaking easily irritated. With anyone, anything. What the hell man. So yeah, sorry if I'd ignored you or something. I think it's PMS. Must be. Hahahaha. I just don't feel like talking.

Anyway, today in class Wene and Joshua damn funny. They made me laugh until my stomach damn pain.

Joshua: Humpty Dumpty very stupid leh.
Wene: Yah lah! Climb up the wall for what??
Joshua: How did he get up in the first place?! So fat and round!

Something like that. Ahahaha.. I laughed so hard lah! I mean, where got people suddenly talk about Humpty Dumpty in class?! LOL.

Man, O level Chinese is coming. It's so soon, it's scary. I need all the luck I can get, I hope the paper is easy.

I'm tired, very.




But I thought I just woke up. Yay.

To the most important person in my life. The one who brought me here to this world.

When I was young, only you could tolerate my incessant crying and screaming especially in the morning when I refuse to go to school. Once in a while, you'd reprimand me, because I was getting out of hand. Because I was becoming defiant. But deep inside I know it hurts you to scold me.

Only you worked so hard and tried to fulfil my materialistic needs, even though we were not exactly welll-to-do. When I was young, I did not know the importance of money, and how had you'd to work just to get me whatever I want. Not only did you not complain, you had to put up with my scowling and tantrums whenever you said you're not gonna buy what I want.

Thinking back, I must have hurt you so many times when I lost my cool, when I shouted at you, when I quarrelled with you. And of course, when I always argued that you love sis more than me.

But now, I'm all grown up (at least more than before), and I know how hard you've worked just to support this family, and how much effot you've put in for me and sis. Nothing can express my gratitude for you, nothing at all. I want to thank you for all the trust you've put in me, all the freedom you're willing to give me, and all the love and care you've showered me with these sixteen years of my life.

I'd be nothing without you.

I LOVE YOU MUMMY! AND HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! (: MMMMUACKS*

I forgot to whine about something very, very important. It's so important, I'm shocked that I even forgot about it.

Something so very important, so very tragic.


So heartbreaking.


I could cry for months.
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CHRIS GOT OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL!!!!




I'm devastated. The show's not worth watching now. How is it possible?!! Elliot and what's-his-name, I forgot, that T guy, totally suck lahhhhhhh! I hate them, hate their singing. How could America choose them over Chris??? TSK. Oh yeah, that guy's called Taylor. My only consolation would be if Katherine won. She's the best among them.



AHHHHH, MY CHRIS... Why... Why.. WHYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....



*WAILS*

Damn, I fell sick yesterday! I had fever and it was like 39.4 degrees!! It's the highest in my fifteen-coming-sixteen years of my life. So scary. But I'm ok now, after all the damn panadols and some brewed drink that my mum made.

Still feeling a little weird though. I hope I'll get better then I can enjoy my self tomorrow!! Going to KTV with my mum and sis to celebrate Mother's Day!! :D

I can't wait.

And oh, I love rainy days... (:

I feel that some people just tries too hard to seek attention. And hell, it gets on my nerves. I should so get shot, because by doing this, I'm giving that wanted attention. Ah, whatever. But seriously, some people are just so blonde, so dumb, so.. STUPID. Pardon me. There's just this much things to bitch about. Okay, I'm so not making sense.

I'm in a lyrics mood. (:

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Demolition Lovers- My Chemical Romance

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through
And I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

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情画

画上的油彩
早已被风干
该怎么来完成 我不明白
记忆的图案
放在旧货摊
我担心会有谁懂的疼爱
雪白的礼服 挂在那等待
淡淡的灰朦 有一丝悲哀
教堂门已开
而你却不在
玫瑰步道
看不到末端
我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是 不罢手
强颜欢笑背后
在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤
为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开
雪白的礼服
挂在那等待
淡淡的灰朦
有一丝悲哀
教堂门已开
而你却不在
玫瑰步道
看不到末端
我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是 不罢手
强颜欢笑背后
在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤
为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开
我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是 不罢手
强颜欢笑背后
在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤
为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开
这段情我放不开

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Ahh, I'm done here. I'm happy! :D

Common test is over!!!!

:D E. Maths paper was surprisingly easy, but I think I've got plenty of careless mistakes. =\ Physics was hell, I didn't study at all. And I just blamed everything on Faraday's law. LOL!

Hmmmm.. Oh yes. I HATE TWITS! They're a bunch of no-life losers!! Like OMG, I saw this two twits at J8 today.. Same PINK tote bag, and guess what? They think having the same hairstyle is so cool! WOW. And guess what that beautiful hairstyle was? Tying a small bundle of hair at the side of your head and tie the rest up into a ponytail. Like WOW, so pretty right?? Oh, don't forget the pink clips too! Then you'll be the prettiest gUrL oN eArTh wOrXxx. -.-

I can't stand twits. I CAN'T STAND THEM!! Like eww. No, YUCKS. Ahh, it's amazing though. My cousin who was once a twit has now become anti-twit. Yay. One day we'll wipe out all of them. No, then life wouldn't be fun anymore! We'll have no one to laugh at. That's bad. And very sad indeed. HAHAHAHA.

Damn, I have no life. The long weekends are here and I don't seem to have any plans. I shall just stay home and sleep the whole day and not eat to burn all that fats. Hahaha.. I wanna watch many many many movies!!

-Mission Impossible III (Yes lah, I'm slow, haven't watch yet can!)
-The Da Vinci Code (Simply MUST WATCH! I don't care. Even if it's M18, I'll slap on TONS of makeup just to get in! No lah, I heard it's just NC16. (:)
-Over the Hedge (So cute and so funny lah! :D)
-X Men III (This is another MUST WATCH!!! X Men rocks lah!)

Yup.. I hope no more nice shows will come out cos I'm freaking broke lah. And I haven't even watch any of the above.. ):

I'm bored. Did I mention that common test is over? Hell yeah, I did! :DDD Damn lah, it's not like O's are over. #^%(*&(*)((*&&*%)_

Alright. CIAO!! Bye bye! Zai jian! Sayonara!



-.-

There's no school today. YAY! BUT. Common tests starts tomorrow. BOO.

Anyway, yesterday was... bloody pissing.

Respect should be earned, not demanded.

I don't know why but some teachers just don't gain my respect. That's why I'm one of the last to stand up when any teacher says "School stand". That's why I never greet anyone who speaks during assembly. It just pisses me off when teachers make us greet them. I don't want to greet you, don't want! You cannot understand is it?! Bloody hell man. Fine, if it just portrays me as some girl who is freaking rude, but I just don't want to greet you cos I don't like you! If the teacher is someone I like, someone who deserves my respect, I will sure greet them. But for the rest, sorry, you don't gain my respect. Maybe not yet.

Another thing to touch on. (This may be a sensitive topic, but trust me, I don't mean to offend anyone, I just wanna state my opinions.) I feel that the way the school handle us non-believers is bad. I mean, religion is based on oneself, no? If one believes in a certain God, then so be it. It's up to them. I just can't understand why the school likes to brainwash people into believing Christ. They like to emphasise that if one do not believe in Him, one will go to hell. It's kinda irritating, really. Maybe it's not time for me to believe in Him yet, but by doing this now, it's like the more you want me to believe, the more I won't. Call me rebelious or whatever.

Hell, heaven. Well, I don't really believe in those. Why can't someone just die without going anywhere. I feel that it's just the way one thinks. If you believe in heaven and you believe that you'll go there after you die, then you'll probably hallucinate about heaven after you die. I'm someone who asks lots of questions, and I admit that I'm really skeptical about religion, not only Christianity. But since I'm face with this religion everyday, I'll just share my points on this. I mean, everything started with the Bible right? So why is eveyone putting their faith in the Bible? I don't know.. Faith is what human have to answer whatever they don't understand. Something like that. Then if one is an ultimate sinner, and choose to believe in Christ at the very last moment of his life, will he be saved then? Will he not go to hell just because he chose to believe in Him? Will he not go to hell despite all the sins that he'd done? If this is so, then for all who wants to go to heaven, don't they just have to say that they believe in Christ the last moment before they die? I don't think it works this way right.

Man, I don't know. Maybe in time to come, I'll see the light and believe in Christ. Or maybe not. I like being a freethinker. And I do believe there's a God. There are just so many restrictions when you have a religion.

I'm going out with Adriel & Brent later! YAY! To study. STUDY. (:

Good luck for the Common tests people! :D

I'M HOME!!!!!

I just reached home at like what, eleven?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. I had so much fun at Val's house. Marinating the chicken, cutting the fruits, and making the long-awaited CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!! YUM. I can cook okay! I made cocolate fondue for them today.. *BEAMS*

Haha! It was fun lah, but all of them say I look like housewife cos I tied my hair in a bun and wore my specs.. -.- Aunty can or not har? LOL. I mean, Val's house is just a few blocks away from mine, it's stupid to wear contacts there lah!

I brought muffin over.. It's official- She HATES Ian. LOL! She keeps barking at him.

Yes, I had real fun! We should do this more often.. YUMMMMM.

I'm tired. Ciao!!

I skipped cross country and went out with the girls today!!!!! :D

I had so much fun! It has been such a long time since we went out. Like out out. Not after school out. I heard that many people in my class skipped cross country.. LOL. =x

Anyway, we dressed up today! Hahahaha.. So fun! Val and I saw Meiyuan and he was like so fierce lah! It's damn funny.. LOL. We ate at Andersen's!!! (: Yummmmmm.. And we went to town!

I wanna buy sooooo much clothes but I have no cash! As usual.

White skirt from Zara - $75
Black skull shirt from Zara - $35 ( I think)
Denim skirt from Forever21 - $59 ( I think)

YES! So expensive! Well, maybe one day some rich guy will offer to buy me everything! WAH.. I wish. LOL. No, that's not possible. Cos Mel and I concluded that all cute guys in the world are extinct. DAMN. Hahahahahaha.

I had loads of fun!!!!! (: AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I WANNA GO OUT AGAIN. No wait, I'm going Val's house for steamboat tomorrow! YAY!!!

I love my girls, no matter what. Those little little conflicts that we have will never bring us down, yes?

(:

JASTHM ( from right to left)

Yes. I'm a happy girl! :D

(SEE! DOGS ARE SUCH ADORABLE CREATURES, WHY EAT THEM????)

Today's CME lesson: Kindness to animals. And you know something?


I FUCKING HATE THOSE SON OF A FUCKING COCK-SUCKER ANIMAL ABUSERS!!!


I swear, one day, ONE DAY, I'm gonna fucking put those fuckers to jail. No wait, I'll fucking torture them the way the torture those poor lil animals. GOD. How do you even have the heart to abuse those pitiful creatures? I mean, if they annoy you or whatsoever, then just get away from them! Fuckers. Bloody fucking assholes.

And I'm so gonna ban dog meat eating. Fuck those assholes who eat dog meat. Fuck fuck fuck! Like hello, dogs are man's best friends, no? Since when have they become food? Look at them, just look at those adorable canines. How do you even bring yourself to kill such a loyal and faithful companion, much less eat it??

Cats too! Though I'm not as fond of them as dogs, but come on, they definitely don't deserve to get abused. No animals do! I'm sure most of you probably saw that disgusting video of a fucking whore killing a cat by stepping on it with stilettos. Well, fuck that bitch. Some day I'm gonna make sure someone steps on that fucking eyeball of hers. Fucking disgusting inhuman slut.

I don't care. Some day I will put a stop to all these inhuman acts of abuse. Those assholes should die. Die horribly. Not before getting tortured and all. Argh. I just wish that every one in this world would just stop abusing animals and stop abandoning their pets. Don't get one in the first place if you know that you can't handle it! It's just so damn pissing to see poor dogs and cats getting abused and abandoned. They have feelings too, you know. How would you feel if your parents fucking abuse and abandon you? Sometimes I feel that humans are just so.. so inhuman. What irony.

Well, just you wait, all you fucking animal abusing bastards. Just you wait. You all fuckers will get what you all deserve in the end. Assholes.

Well, well. I'M BACK!! (: I sure miss blogging even though it has been like what, only a day since I last blogged? LOL.

I had English Oral yesterday and it was about SNAKES! Haha.. It was okay, though I was really nervous. Ms Amy took me and she said that I was fine except that I like to use informal words like "kids" and "stuff". I didn't know I wasn't suppose to use them! Oh well. Now I know. Haha..

Anyway, school's really boring nowadays. I do not like E Maths lessons. I repeat, I do not like E Maths lessons!!!! ARGH. I don't know why, but it's reeeaaallllyyy boring. -.-

Ah, I'm bored. Shall just post some photos I took with Mel while waiting for Val today.



We look like we're endorsing Chrysanthemum tea, no? It's hilarious. We both finished our books so yes, we were VERY bored.



Ahahahaha, this is like hilarious lah. Mel was trying to take a picture of the book while I was taking a photo. LOL. Oh yeah, a disclaimer from Mel. She says that she looks ugly because we are in school! Heh.


Yes, this was the book that I was reading. Confessions Of A Backup Dancer by Anonymous. I think the cover is so attractive!!! (: And the girl looks a lil like Mel ain't? :D

Yup. We're going out on Fri- I mean, Saturday!! (: I CAN'T WAIT!

By the way, Eiji bought two Ramly burgers today and me, Mel and Val sort of finished one. Wahahahaha. EVIL. Don't underestimate the appetite of three hungry girls. HAHA!

Ahhh, I just love lazing my life away. Oh, I just remembered. I watched Saving Private Ryan in class and something that the guy sweared made me laugh like hell.

Son of a fucking cock-sucker!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I think it's like damn funny lah! =x Ok, that show's pretty cool. All gory and stuff. But it also shows how stupid some soldiers can be. Like the guy who actually had his helmet on. He felt so amazed and relieved that he didn't got shot by the bullet, he took his helmet off, and the next thing he knows, he was shot head on. -.- Tell me, how stupid can one get?!

LALALA. I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRI- NO, SATURDAY!!!! :D


CHRIS ROCKS!!!! (:

I've been laughing my ass off, reading the museum of twits blog for God knows how many hours already!







HAHAHAHAHA.

DIE, TWITS, DIE!!!!!

So yes, I've changed my layout again. I didn't like the previous one already.

I've just heard from Mel that we have to hand in zuo ye and E Maths TYS tomorrow. Like what the fuck? I didn't even know need to do the E Maths TYS lah!

Tsk. I'm hating Maths more as each day passes.

Boring lessons + Stupid homework = Eternal hatred for the subject.

YAY. -.-


I'm hungry.

I'M BACK! :D

Yesterday was fun! I went KTV-ing with my sis and cousins! (: Hmmmm.. My cousins had a quarrel. Because of her boyfriend. What happened? Well, I'm just sharing cos I feel that it's relevant- to me at least.

Okay, let's introduce ze characters.

Elder cousin- A
Younger cousin- B
Younger cousin's boyfriend- C

So yes. We planned to have a cousin gathering since last week. And everything was fine..... till yesterday, the day when we were supposed to all go out and have fun together. We as in me, my sis, A, B & their youngest sister.

Just before they left their house, when they were getting ready, B suddenly said to A "C will be going."

A was of course, pissed off because firstly, it was supposed to be a cousins only gathering. Secondly, it was like so bloody last minute!

Yes, so A said "Why are you telling me like only now? What if I'd booked a smaller room?"
(We were going to KTV so that's why got small medium and big rooms lah).

B, who at this point in time is on the defend-my-beloved-boyfriend mode, retorted, "I don't care. I thought you asked if C is free last week. So of course I assumed that you wanted him to come."

In which A replied, "I asked if he was free because if he was, you will NEVER go out with us. "

Then B replied, pissed off and unreasonably, "Well, I don't care. If C's not going, I'm not going either. That's that. It's not as if I'm so keen on going to the KTV."

A, being the calm and reasonable elder sister, just concluded with "I've booked a medium room. So it's up to you whether you want to go or not. "

Well, I must emphasise at this point in time that B and C meets practically 24/7! They are like inseparable! Siamese twins!! So it wouldn't even matter if B just not meet C for a day, ain't? IT'S JUST ONE DAY!!!

So in the end, B didn't go. And sort of spoiled everyone's mood.

I CAN'T FUCKING STAND IT!!! I mean, just because you have a bloody boyfriend doesn't mean that you can't have your own life, ain't?! Is it really THAT important to see him everyday?! Just how long will it be before you get sick and tired of looking at the same person 24/7? GOD! I don't understand. I REALLY DON'T!

Maybe at this point you all will say "Aiyah, you now not attached, of course won't know how couples feel lah."

And I would like to say that even when I'm attached, I DO NOT LIKE TO FACE THE SAME PERSON EVERYDAY!! I'LL BE BORED TO TEARS! There is only THIS much to do with the same person 24/7! Especially in a small country like Singapore! Which is one of the reasons why I'm impressed when couples can last more than 6 months. Especially if they meet up every single day of their lives. GOD. And sometimes, it does piss me off when friends fang my pigeon(fang wo de ge zi, correct?? LOL.) for their other half-s.

Yes, it's really a wonder. When you're attached, your life doesn't revolve around that one person, no? Won't you feel all suffocated and stuff? I, for one, will. Perhaps I still don't understand all this relationship shit, and maybe one day I will. But right now it just seems utterly ridiculous to just live for that special someone.

Especially when we all know that nothing lasts forever.

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I am a very sad girl. Because despite having the cash to buy a school bag, I CAN'T FIND ONE THAT I LIKE!!! ): Sigh. If you guys have recommendations, do tell me alright? I'm looking for one that can be used both as a sling and tote. Or a big tote. Puma bags have a really weird shape this season. And I'm like damn sad lah. Tsk.

I wanna make my own blogskin. And I wanna change my blogskin. SOON. And I realised that I haven't handed in the stupid algebra worksheet that Ms Siu gave and I haven't even completed it. Gosh.

Oh yes. Common tests ain't over yet. Dang.