Class BBQ/Singapore Hit Awards!!!

The class BBQ was overall...... quite successful lah. Had fun barbequing otahs! Hahahaha.. And for the first time we actually had codfish and salmon? Like errrr.. for BBQ? Weird. The salmon was realllllyyyy stinky when cooked, the codfish was so much better. Still, no more weird menus for bbq next time. Hahahaha.. I don't get it. I really don't. Very cool meh? *rolls eyes*

And nowwww........

I JUST CAME BACK FROM SHA!!!! I TELL YOU FEILUNHAI WAS SOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING CUTE OKAY OKAY OKAY! I SAW YALUN DADONG YIRU WUZUN! ZZZZZOMG! Hahahaha.. They sang 不会爱 live for the first time! And it was nice!!!! Especially YALUN ZZZZZOMG. But I have to say their 只对你有感觉 was quite ermm.. monotonous. STILL, THEY ROCK BIG BIG BIG TIME. You should have heard how their fans (me included) were shouting whenever their names were called out for nominations or whatnots. It was crazyy!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That was how I was screaming. I think I scream weird. Should practise more... Hahahhahahaha.. Okay crap, cos I really don't scream other than when I see them :D

AHHHHH. I can't believe those lucky fans who managed to get the tix are like there with them now....... . Or maybe not cos it's so late already.. It's ok! 我默默的支持他们!:D

Oh my they really rock please! They won 最受欢迎新人 and 年度人气大奖 and some other awards which I cannot seem to remember cos I was really screaming too much when they went on stage to collect the awards. Hahahaha :D

Zhang Shao Han was goood. Really, her voice damn power and she's damn cute lah! Though her C大调 was a bit act cute.. LOL. But she was goooood. Won quite a lot of awards also! Beating others like Jolin and Sun Yanzi, who is also damn funny and sang daaaamn well. Indeed the pride of our nation! (:

I was actually gloating when nobody cheered when He Y*o S*an's name was called in the nominations. Damn joke. Hahahahahahahaha.. You could really hear the difference in noise level.. HAHAHAHA.. :X

Oh my I can't believe I was like at the same place with FeiLunHai just now. Zzzzomg zzoooomg! Hahahahaha.. I keep telling my mum who went with me "Mummmmmmyyyy!!! He (YaLun) very cuteeeeeee!" or "Mummmmmmmmy!!!! They very handsome!!!!!!" And half the time I was like noticing when they came back from the toilet or after receiving their prizes instead of focusing what's on stage. LOL.

AHHHHHH FEILUNHAI ROCKS BIG TIME! :D

But they flying off tomorrow already I think.. So hectic! I do hope they'll be able to get some rest. :D Love them loads lovethemloadslovethemloadslovethemloadsloadsloadsloads!!!!

I think it's really worth it lah.. My seats had a very good view though it was the 38 dollars one.. But because of my lousy cam I couldn't get any other pics other than wavering light illusions, with or without the flash on. :\ LOL. The whole awards lasted for 4 hours? Damn cool. Hahahaha..

After that I was actually arguing (playfully) with Cherlyn (or her sister, I don't know) over FeiLunHai and Lollipop (haha!) on the phone! Damn funny.. :D

I LOVE FEILUNHAI! THEY SO DESERVED EVERY SINGLE AWARD THEY TOOK HOME TODAY (: LOVEEEEEE!

I LOVE FEILUNHAI! WOOOHOOOOO!


that feeling. again. :\

Those were the days

So I was reading Val's archives then I read my own. It was hilarious, seriously, especially the 2003-2004 archives. Damn funny cos I was so childish. I can't believe I've been blogging for so long already! Hahaha..

I really miss those days in KCP, whether in Rangoon or Bishan. I remember how during Sec 1 or 2 our classroom was suddenly infested with bees and we had to move.. Damn gross I tell you! So many bees, though half of them were dead. Yucks. Then during D&T lessons, how I always asked the guys to do my practical cos I totally sucked at it. So so so many things.. Then the Sec 1 Orientation camp as a PSL. Taking care of the Sec 1s, though tedious, was fun as you can see the naivety in them (or childishness, some might say). Of course, the usual quarrels amongst people we don't get along with in 2 Peace.. Some of which I do not like still, up till now. Then it was upper Sec, and things changed.

I was back in the same class as my bestie of 10, coming 11 years? Of course, that was great, but still I missed the 2 Peace people. Then jas*thm was founded. I remember how we ALWAYS sat at the first row tables during recess. It's like our place or something. How we always fight to finish our food first cos the last person who finishes must put the plates back. Hahaha! Then there was FUJI! "Turn into a new leaf.." LOL. Funny guy! And I remember the usual spats and disputes amongst us. But we all managed to overcome our differences! (:

At a blink of an eye, I've already graduated for about a year? Time really flies. I miss KCP's canteen, the classrooms, my locker(!) and almost every part of the school. I miss hanging out with my girlies 24/7, eating cai fan or curry mian, gossiping, laughing, sometimes, even crying/consoling one another. In our lives, we meet many people, some of which became our good friends, but time and distance take them all way.

Girlies, I do hope that our friendship will last for a lifetime! And in future, we'll be heading to each other's weddings, baby-sitting our children, playing mahjong and spend our lives as tai-tais together! :D I'm really glad to have you girls around.

And yes, I've survived almost one year without you girls by my side 24/7.. We all have (:

Love you girls!

***

Having class BBQ at Pasir Ris tomorrow! I hope it'll be fun (: Anyway, I really should stop shopping online. My mum's gonna go mad if she sees my bank account. I'm really trying to save money...... yeah right, I just spent 20 bucks on NYNY today. T.T

***

YAY, Sat's coming and I can get to see FeiLunHai though they'll be far on stage. LOL. :D

Ahh YaLun! My love!

Night all! (:

Short

Okay actually I feel inspired to blog but....... I'm really on the verge of falling asleep. Did I mention that I overslept today and the cab fare to school was 13 bucks?






This is one of the 933984798275981 reasons why school sucks so much.

G'night all!

Project Work, Oral Presentation, Nnyeahhhh

So have been heading over to Fel's house to do OP OP OP and more OP! I like it though, like we're really putting in effort for something, and I really hope it'll reflect well on our results next year!

I like my group, I think we're great! Hahaha.. It'd be better if Royston just shuts up and stop irritating me, and stop trying to make us feel guilty when he's the one who didn't prepare his slides and speech! -.- Seriously, you can't blame me for always giving you the whatever look cos you so totally deserve it at times! Haha! But yea, no hard feelings........ at least for now.

And I'm really tired, this is the first weekend in months which I haven't slept in till I wake up naturally, like say around 1 plus? AHH. But no complaints! OP. :D

***
I don't know. I hate the cynicism in me.

I don't want to, and I am not going to. I'm just thinking too much, that's all.
***

Was reading the archives of Val's abandoned blog. So many many many memories back in KCP. Time flies. Time flies. I miss that school.......... and I realised that I can't eat cai fan already! Cos school's closed already right? Or not? Hmmm..

I really need some time out with the life I'm having now.

I need to go somewhere. I need to go out, shop, shout, scream, whatever. I need to have fun.

Before I break under all this shit thoughts I have in my head.

To think I'd thought 2007 would be a brand new start, away from the mundane tortures of school. Hah!

*SNORTS*

I can't believe how naive I can be at times.

Hmm... maybe 2008 will be?



JAS*HM I MISS YOU GIRLIES!
):

And that feeling of doubt

So it's like de javu all over again

This confusing emotion
Full of uncertainty
Paranoia
And fear
All the more I shouldn't

Cos the memories keep rushing back
Back back
Again and again
Playing through in my head
Those times those days those moments

Pushing them further back
I tried I tried
But it only gets clearer
And clearer

With a message it warns
All the more I shouldn't
Cos all I'll get
Is hurt
Betrayal
Hurt
Hurt
And more hurt

That's why they are there
The memories
To remind me of the pain
How it's not worth

All the more I shouldn't
Cos I'd get nothing in the end
Nothing

All the more I shouldn't

This isn't real
No, it isn't.

This is just a figment of my imagination.
Everything will be fine
Like always
Everything will be fine
***

Days like these when my alter ego gets the better of me
I just have to sort my thoughts out
And go back to being the other me
The strong me
I don't need nobody.

Life back, NOT

Promos are over, but there's still freaking OP and A level Chinese to go! ):

I'm back online again to start(!) on my OP preparation! I really don't know what to write yet, but I guess I'll figure that out later.. Chyeah.

I heard that the school will be holding back our results till OP's over... WT..... Hell. Nonsense school lah. And my official last day of school is Nov 16. Like WTF?! Helloooooo, we do not have anything on after the 5th of Nov which is our OP lor. Keep us in school for what!








STUPID SCHOOL.


I miss my girlies. ):

ZZZZZOMG TWIT ALERT! Part 2

Hahahahahaahahhahaha! Greetings TWIT! So you came back with the biggest JOKE ever! :D

"
0nlii STUPID ppl dn n0e hw to read sh0rt f0rm. ppl jus wanna save tyme by writhin sh0rt f0rm.stupid ppl lyke ue dn n0e hw tuh read. OMG`!
"

WAHHHH.. I thought.. I thought the main purpose of typing lykk ddat was tuHH dec0rate uer w0rds wOrxxx! To be special, no meh? OHHHH.. So it's for sh0rt form.. Now I see..

BUT, correct me if I'm wrong, using short forms means that we actually use lesser alphabets, making our typing easier, right?

So..... it's definitely not a hassle to type "onlii" instead of "only". Yah.. Aiyah short f0rm mah, use 1 more alphabet, that's call sh0rt form wad. Using "u" instead of "ue" not sh0rt form le!!! Use sh0rt form must be more special de!!! Like hor, using "tuHH" instead of "to" or "2", then sh0rt form. Short f0rm!! Type more troublesome also call sh0rt form!! REALLY! Moii neberr bluff ue 0nee h0rs!``````` <- Must add that one! Add that ``` for pattern! Then nice nice, kawaiiiii kawaiiiii marhs!

THEN HORRRR, remember leh! Must change the spellings of the words leh! That one leh, also call "writhin sh0rt form"! Like hor, OH SORRY it's lykk not like! Time hor, CANNOT SPELL WITH 'I' DE! Wrong WRONG! It's tyme! ````` Must remember ah ```` must got pattern de!

****

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Oh thanks once again, for making me laugh so much in a day! Joke leh, some more tag as two different persons! Oh please, your ip address is the same lah! Hahahaha TWIT!

Myohmy, get a life lah, and get the difference between nonsensical writings and short forms lest you make a fool out of yourself again! (:

Goodbye, and have fun refreshing my blog to see if I've replied you! I did, are you honoured? :D You should be glad that my promos are over and I've time to divert a lil of my attention to you, endangered one. :D

ZZZZZOMG TWIT ALERT!

Hahahahaha what a joke leh! I just realised that a twit tagged my blog! *Gasps* You... you mean they're not extinct yet? Oh my oh my! You must be one of the last few species here.. And sorry, by you I mean "ue" okay, in your "language" that is. :D

So... Since I'm really bored and I'm really amazed that a twit actually reads my blog, I shall divert some of my attention to you, poor little endangered specie. :D

"
UE CB KIA. FEILUNHAI SUCKS. BODOH`! g0 fcuk uer m0ther ass. uer bl0g s0ng jus sux lyke hell. PUKES
"

So.. Let's see.. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha!

Sorry, I really find it freaking amusing! It's like, like a small kid coming to tag my blog, telling me that FeiLunHai sucks (and most probably moii banGg banGg TanGgg roxx w0rs!) and that my blog song (songs you mean, I have more than one song, but given that you're a twit, I should not overestimate your standard of English) sucks!

Hahahahahahahahahahah! Okay lor. You think the songs not nice then not nice lor. You think I'd care?? JOKE! Hahahahaha.. And you think just by one stupid tag by a.. a TWIT, I'd stop liking FeiLunHai? Hahahaha! MAJOR JOKE!

So now twits change LE WORS! No longer euu, it's ue! And wow, now it's uer, not your! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Ok, ok. I really should stop... stop.. laughing. But, but

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

It's really damn funny lah! TWITS, tsk. I hope you do come back and make me laugh till I cry again, joke. (:

Goodbye! (bYebyE w0rrs!)


***

And about the bang bang tang thing, ya lah, I don't like them, but you can't expect everyone to like them right! Just like I don't expect everyone to love FeiLunHai! (:

ZZZZOMG

FEILUNHAI IS COMING FOR THE SINGAPORE HITS AWARDS!!!

And and and if you buy the $98 tix next Tuesday you can go for the fans gathering!

Should I? But I bought the 38 bucks one already leh. But but but, can get to see them leh!

Should I should I should I???????
ZZZZZOMG! I'M FREAKING HAPPY LAH. :D





SHOULD I OR NOT??????

***

Anyway, I'm like sad. Because I can't wear contacts for a long long time. ): Actually the doctor say I can't wear. Like cannot wear, period. Then after that he said, you try to not wear for 2 months first. Sigh. Sad. Sad. Sad. And anyway I realised that I have to wear specs to town cos the clinic is at Mount E. T.T

How how how. Must wear specs again. I'm really upset. ):

***

There's school tomorrow. Now I'm not only sad. I'm depressed.



SCHOOL SUCKS.

***
HOLY COW, I JUST REMEMBERED.


Cherlyn won't be going to school until next Tuesday.

Now, I can just go and die.



CHERLYN! I CANNOT SURVIVE SCHOOL WITHOUT YOU LAH!

):

Byebye.

ECP

Skated the whole day today. Well, almost lah. Was damn tired cos I skated all the way to Bedok Jetty and back again (Mac) without resting, then after a short rest, skated all the way to Lagoon. Zzzomg lah. Hahaha.. But it felt great, like I finally did some exercise! (:

I love skating, especially during the evening when the sky's just about to darken. When the crowd's gone and there aren't much people left. Then you can skate and think, skate and listen to the quietness, skate.... and reminisce. Think through your life, whatever you've gone through. The good, the bad. The happy, the sad. And sometimes you can't help but laugh at certain memories, smile at the others. And at the end you think, wow. I've come this far.

Cool. I wanna skate some more (:

It gives me time to space out, gives me a little alone time. And I think everybody needs some time alone. So, try skating eh. Heh.

***

I really should stop online shopping. GOSH. I'm gonna spend all my money on online shopping!! ):

***

Dear eyes, please get well soon and can you stop feeling irritated whenever I wear contacts cos it's gonna be the holidays soon and I'd rather die than go to town in specs. So please, before I go out blind without specs or contacts and get run over by a bulldozer, can you please, freaking recover from the stupid evil eye infection. It has been so long lah, and I'm getting impatient. ): Sigh.

So much for those expensive eye checkups. My eyes haven't healed at all! :\ And the doctor says that he's confident that I will be well by now. Chyeah. How true.

Pfffffffts.

***
Okay, I borrowed Ri Qing Zhong Xia aka Summer X Summer from my cousin and borrowed loads of books from the library (Nnnyeah, I like to read can or not) so I have things to do liaoxzsx! Stop shopping online. Stop shopping online. Stop shopping online.

Night all!

Happy shoppers

Weeeeeehoooooo!

Headed to Bugis with Vallie Val Val today! :D She was a happy shopper, me too! Bought lots of stuffs at cheap deals! And I did a mani for the first time :x Okay lah I damn suaku can or not. Pffts. My nails are pretttayee! :D But gotta go back to school on Thurs already. Chyeah. School SUCKS.

Ok I'm tired, going ECP tomorrowwwwwwwwww~! :D With family and Muff muff muffinnnn!

Sorry I think I'm kinda hyper in this post but yeah, whateverrrrrrrr!


GOOOOOOOOODNIGHT WORLD! (:



Promos are overrrrrr~~~

It's over, over

Weehooooo! Lit paper was..... manageable, except for the poem comparison, which once again, has sexual content, and I freaking hate to compare such poems cos I don't like to write R21 stuffs. Chyeah. KBoxed with Cherlyn,Carmen and Da Jie just now! :D Damn high lah, hahahaha...

Promos are over~

Anyhoo, I just caught JJ Lin's The Killa MV, the full version 22-minute one. Freaked me out a little, but I'd say it's impressive. There was a little nudity though, which I find unneccessary. Can just get the girl to wear something what. Then won't be banned already right. LOL.

And now, MYLOVE!


Ahhhhh. Ya Lun plays the flute, he's really mesmerising. And coincidentally, I played this piece sometime back with YJWinds. Cool thing, I really think we're fated! Zzzzomg. Okay, just kidding! But he's... daaaaaamn cute. Ohmy.

Like 9246787458738475 times better than Wang Zi okay Cherlyn! LOL. That idiot keeps irritating me with bang bang tang T.T Oh please, Lollipop? Hahahahahahaa..

Alright, I didn't have anything to eat for the whole day except for a piece of bread in th emorning. But I ate something just now lah. Weird thing is, I don't feel hungry when I don't eat, I just get this frrrrrreaking pain headache. ): So much for dieting. I'd rather feel hungry.

Okay, I'm gonna turn it now and get my well deserved rest..

Promos are overrrrr! EVERYBODY SAY YAYYYYYYYY! ;D

I love Mathematics (NOT)

Okay, yesterday I actually went to study. Hahahaha.. But I almost caused Keefe to puke blood cos of my wonderful standard of Maths. Hahahahahhahaha.. Sorry lah, but I really cannot get Maths ma.. LOL.

But it was a fruitful study session! Hahaha I finally remember the rules for composite function to exist, the 5 AP/GP formula, the 5 steps in MI and how to draw a f'(x) graph. :D Thanks a lot and stop threatening to punch my head ok! Hahahaha..

But. But. But.

I still feel damn pessimistic about promos. How, how how in the world is it possible to change my 2 Us to 2 Es? ):

Okay, byebye, I'm gonna try to mug already.


PS. I haven't seen my sis since....... Thursday night. Wow.

Changed

I'm starting to hate the way you.....

treat home like a hotel,
come back in the wee hours of the morning,
treat the void deck your second home,
hang out at the basketball court 24/7,
are so irresponsible about your job,
barely stay at home for more than 5 hours without going out,
take photos with an unlit cigarette (oh, like it's so cool)
disregard mum's words,
make mum worry for you, her 23-year-old, supposedly old enough to think daughter.

Hey look here sister,

Haven't you always told me to stay away from the bad company, to stay away from people who smokes, drinks and what-nots? Now look who's doing all these stuffs, playing mahjong at others' house till 7 in the morning, coming back just for a couple of hours of sleep, then leave, again. I thought only rebellious fifteen-year-olds do that, not people your age. Ah lians do that, hang out with friends at the freaking void deck, refusing to go home. Teenagers do that. Not you. Even I have grown out of slacking outside, so what's up with this.
Yeah, so it's all because of a boyfriend, but don't you think there should be a limit? Don't you think you've changed ever since you start hanging out with this group of people? Now I know. Now I know what they mean by how one's group of friends changes one. Sadly, I learnt it through you. The sister who used to nag whenever I come home late. The one who doesn't like my hanging out with "ah bengs". Now you never do, because no matter how "late" I am, you will be later. If only you knew how worried mum is. This is getting tiring.

Don't you think you should practise what you preached. Where's the sister I used to know? The one who spends time with the family, the one who brings me out for mahjong sessions, the one, who cares about how mum thinks. And not the one, whose "coming back soon lah" means hours later.

It's not like you will ever read this.
But if you do, please, think through my words.

Love,
Mei.

Never were

GP Paper 2 was a killer.

This song keeps playing in my head......

如果你爱过我
你不会就这样走
就这样丢下我
和那些天真承诺
如果我再也不
不能再更多的承受
痛哭之后却又咬紧牙关

I seriously need something new in my life. Cos the more mundane it gets, the more I'll start to think, the more I think about what I ain't suppose to think, the more I think that that's what I'm feeling and in the end I get a whole lot confused, just because there isn't anything in my life to stop me from thinking.

Eh whatever, I don't get what I'm saying either. I do, but it's hard to explain.

I'm starting to like a lot of songs lately, new and old.

Think I'll be skipping school tomorrow. Gonna study at Habourfront.

作一场冒险的表演
走过千秋万岁寂寞的云烟
下雨天没有地点可以搁浅
拍一张分别的纪念
努力远走高飞失眠的海面
地平线彩虹消失在一瞬间

I feel emo.

It's tomorrow

Haha yay, the outing went kinda well though I was seriously rather pissed when people didn't reply my messages. Is it really that difficult to tell me if you can make it? >.< Pfffffft. Nehmind! It went well anyway! In the end, Eda, YiSiang, Royston Cherlyn and me met Haoyu at Bishan J8's PizzaHut!

I think it was damn coincidental lah.. I was on the bus when I thought I saw this guy with a striking resemblance to Haoyu, but I brushed away the thought cos I thought it wasn't possible. And then..... it was really him. LOL.

So yeah, one day before our GP and Chinese papers, we were out, eating talking crapping! (: It's great catching up with him! And oh I tou lan-ed! LOL. Damn fun lah, with Cherlyn and YiSiang. :D

Afterwhich I went to Val's house to catch up with my babes (only Mel and Val)! Ehhhhh. I was supposed to study lah, supposed. LOL.

AHHHHHHHHHHH I REALLY GOT NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY. HOLY CRAP.


_l_ school, _l_ promos!