Will it be like before?

MID-SEM TESTS ARE OVER.

Screwed up my last three papers pretty badly. Thanks to my thinking to much and not wanting to study. I always think about the wrong things at the wrong time don't I.

Work tomorrow and on Sunday ): Never mind I shall think of the moneyyyyyy. I was so looking forward to my girlies' night out aka Retrospective but cos of Yayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I don't know when is it now. ):

I preordered Feilunhai's third album omgggg :D :D :D

I am still feeling very........................................... at the moment and am on the verge of not blogging here anymore.

I don't know if I will, most probably not, just look at the amount of archives I have accumulated over these years. Oh well who knows.

I hate feeling like how I'm feeling now I wish there's something I can do about it but apparently there's none. I hate this ambiguity and I hate my fear. I hate how I can have such a long and tiring internal war within my thoughts and still end up with no answer.

I hate that I can't blog whatever I feel like blogging here but have to resort to another private space, makes me feel like such a coward but some things are not meant to be seen or read by others.

I think I'm going insane so I'll take this good two week break to not think about anything at all. But I don't think it's even possible cos I am thinking about everything 24/7.

Nice one Dine. So much for handling your own emotions.

I complicate matters way too much.

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I am sorry for ranting so much recently.
For sounding so whiny
for not making sense
for being such a piece of emo shite.
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6 days to xiang ru fei fei!