Never say never

It's still in a state of uncertainty.

I think it's really karma. Thinking back, I was so unsure of how I felt back then, I remember my answers to your questions are always "I donno".

And now, I still don't know your answer to "scared what?".

I think about the whole thing I also want to laugh. Back then, I didn't have the courage to face up to my emotions. Right now, I finally stopped being scared of how I feel, and want so much to fight for this. And you're the one with the drama, the doubts.

Funny right?

Ahhhh. The complications.

8 months, 8 months lehhhhhhh. This is the first time I find myself liking someone for so long. Like really like like that kind of like.

But why must things be so complicated? ): Why can't it be as easy as I like you you like me everybody happy?

Sigh. And I'm refusing to entertain any discouraging thoughts. That I may just have happened to be there. That you were just using me to get your mind off her. Or to get back at her.

No. Refuse. To. Believe.

I just wanna have the courage to ask you if you mean those things you said..... Yea right. Me? Courage??

HAH.