One step forward, two steps back

"Too much to handle" on Saturday.

I've got so much I want to say to you, but I don't wish to add on to the drama you're facing at the moment.

I meant what I said, every single word.

And...... I wish you meant it too.

This time, I don't care how many times I'm gonna be reprimanded for being stupid, stubborn, dumb. This time........... I'm gonna hold on to this.

Now all I can do I pray that it's real.