Don't speak

Late at night and these thoughts are filling up my mind.

I have to remind myself time and again that it is never good to be over dependent on someone. It is never good to make someone your whole world, your life. Because if things don't work out in the end then your world comes crashing down and you're left with nothing.

Being overly dependent is not gonna be healthy for a relationship.

I have to remind myself to start living for me. Do things I wanna do, live life the way I want. Do that, and have someone I love standing behind me. That's the way it should be.

I shouldn't be worrying about what happens if ever, my world comes crashing down. I will not let it happen. I am strong enough for anything. It's time for me to find that independent girl in me. She got lost while indulging in this thing called love. This love, so wonderful yet dangerous.

Balance. It is important to strike a balance between myself and this wonderful relationship that I'm having now. Because I don't wanna regret it when it's too late. I don't wanna be the one damaging this with such dependence.

It's time for me to live for me.