Not enough

One of those days where I am just so sick and tired of my life. To be precise, my career life. Had a bad day and suddenly I just feel that work is so fucked up. Feel like throwing the towel in and just stop giving a fuck. Feel like quitting and bum around.

At the same time it motivated me and intensified my determination to go all out and live the life I want. Not work like a dog under people (whom I admit sometimes are nice). Then the thought of my draining bank account made me all upset and emo and feel like there's no hope for me anymore.

:(

It's time to fight on and persevere in this crappy corporate world till I get what I need to do what I want. And on a side note, part of me feels like going for the SIA interview next Sat. It's really one of the few options I have to earn shitloads of money. And I understand the importance of that.

Oh hey, CNY has passed this year and it sucks bad cos it feels so blah to have to go back to work after 2 days. In short, I really, really really really feel that I am not cut out for the corporate world.

Somebody save me outta this. Or no, I'm gonna swim outta this.

LIKE A BOSS.