Friday, January 09, 2015

9/365

So.. it's been such a long time since I last blogged. Gonna be a wordy and oh-another-year-of-not-fulfilling-resolutions kinda post due to the lack of photos (laptop crashed).

Yet another year has passed and it's nine days into 2015. I'm racking my brain trying to find words to describe how my 2014 had been and honestly, I've got nothing.

I guess it's been a mediocre, same shit different day kinda year. The only exception was that I've completed my degree course (!!!!!!) and am hoping for good results and no re-modules so that I can proudly say I AM A GRADUATE.

And oh, my sis moved out to her own place and got married, leaving me to have my own room. Which is kinda sorta lonely-ish for me, and I've got to say I miss not seeing her everyday.

In 2014, I also cut my hair short for the first time in donkey years. Loved it while I had it but it was too tiresome to keep up with the constant need to go to the hairdressers (read $$$) and I kinda miss my long hair so I'm back to keeping it long again.

Work's been same old, you get used to the same things, you learn to close an eye to things that annoy you, you learn to tolerate shit people do. And you grow. It's been 2 years now, time really does fly when you are flying (hah).
And with this, here are my resolutions for 2014:

1.BE HAPPY (Seriously I ain't gonna spend another year being sad. Get a grip, self.)
2. Donate to ASD or other societies (I know money is gonna be tight in 2014 seeing as I need to settle my own school fees but this is something I really hope to achieve!)
3. Never let myself be a slave to money
4. Cherish my loved ones and never be "too busy" for them
5. Live life to the fullest
 Honestly, 2014 hasn't been a very happy year.

It's been a busy year with school and work.
It's been a stressful year trying to pay off my school loans on my own.
It's been a year full of trying and understanding and trying to come to compromises and sometimes failing.

So sadly, I haven't been fulfilling my top resolution, of which I will reuse for 2015 (HAHA).

Haven't been able to fulfill #2 as well due to financial constraints but oh hey, another resolution reused for 2015!

I might have just fulfilled #3 though. No slave to money, at least I don't think I am or will ever let myself be.

#4 is something I think I've achieved and hope to continue doing in 2015.

And hello past year me, #5 is so vague how is that a good resolution..........?


Here goes a more achievable resolution list for 2015 then:
1. Be happy. Choose to be happy and stay away from things that make me unhappy.
2. Donate to an animal shelter of my choice, monthly preferably.
3. Learn to stand up for myself and learn to say no.

Three this year should be good enough. I really hope 2015 will be good to me, and I know for that to happen I have to try and make it happen.

I hope 2015 can be a year of clarity for me.

Till the next time, X.

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